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scarlet-natsume.livejournal.comI wonder, are there stories about Dean have multiple personality disorder because of either he saw his mother killed by the demon or he couldn't stand with pressure of hunting life?
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shannie541.livejournal.comHi!
I'm looking for any fics that feature Dean or Jensen suffering from multiple personalities or bipolar disorder or whatever you can think of! I'm partial to J2 or Destiel but Wincest, Gen, het are appreciated as well! Also fics that feature Jensen or Dean with autism or Asperger's are totally welcome, too!
I'm looking for any fics that feature Dean or Jensen suffering from multiple personalities or bipolar disorder or whatever you can think of! I'm partial to J2 or Destiel but Wincest, Gen, het are appreciated as well! Also fics that feature Jensen or Dean with autism or Asperger's are totally welcome, too!
Tags:
- affliction: amnesia!dean,
- affliction: amnesia!jensen,
- affliction: aspergers,
- affliction: autism,
- affliction: bipolar,
- affliction: crying,
- affliction: did/mpd,
- affliction: dyslexia,
- affliction: homeless,
- affliction: hospitalized!dean,
- affliction: hurt!dean,
- affliction: hurt!jensen,
- affliction: jailed/incarcerated,
- affliction: low self esteem,
- affliction: mute!boys,
- affliction: ocd,
- affliction: schizophrenia,
- affliction: seizures,
- affliction: sick!dean,
- affliction: sick!jensen,
- affliction: tourette syndrome,
- affliction: wheelchair,
- pairing: dean/castiel,
- pairing: dean/sam,
- pairing: jared/jensen,
- pairing: jensen/jeff,
- pairing: jensen/misha
specific fic: slightly AU
Feb. 15th, 2015 06:27 pmmy-mindpalace.livejournal.comI am looking for help finding a specific fanfiction that I read years ago and used to have bookmarked but have since lost. I cannot for the life of me remember the name or the author but I can remember general plot points and that it was quite long (10 chapters I think - or around that).
Okay from what I remember here are some key points of the story - one is s major spoiler for the story but, you know, it kinda helps with finding it:
Okay from what I remember here are some key points of the story - one is s major spoiler for the story but, you know, it kinda helps with finding it:
- It takes place when Sam is at Stanford and he gets a call from the cops that the Impala has been found and Dean is in hospital. I think Dean was found on the side of the road and was unpresonsive and remains that way
- Sam goes to the hospital and Dean is pretty much catatonic - John is no where to be found and because Dean isn’t talking Sam has no way of finding out what happened.
- I think Bobby is in the story - I think Sam contact's him to help with Dean when he realises that there is a case here.
- They go to a house and Dean like flashes back and they find out Dean killed John and that’s why he is catatonic - he was possessed by a ghost?
- If it helps the story would technically be AU since the story takes place before the Pilot episode when Sam is at Stanford.
J2 Specific Fic Search FOUND IN COMMENTS
Jan. 4th, 2015 01:30 pmshannie541.livejournal.comHello guys!
I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.
If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.
If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
Tags:
- !status: found,
- affliction: amnesia!jensen,
- affliction: crying,
- affliction: did/mpd,
- affliction: drunk/inebriated,
- affliction: fighting!boys,
- affliction: homeless,
- affliction: hurt!jensen,
- affliction: insomnia,
- affliction: ptsd,
- attribute: adorable!jensen,
- pairing: jared/jensen,
- pairing: jensen/misha,
- pairing: jensen/ofc,
- pairing: jensen/omc,
- person: christian kane,
- person: danneel ackles,
- person: jared padalecki,
- person: jensen ackles,
- person: misha collins,
- person: sandra mccoy,
- position (sex): bottom!jensen,
- story length: long,
- warning: abused!jensen (emotional),
- warning: abused!jensen (mental),
- warning: abused!jensen (physical),
- warning: abused!jensen (sexual),
- warning: dub-con,
- warning: non-con,
- warning: self harm
Jensen has multiple personality disorder
Aug. 8th, 2013 11:36 pmtravellingsouls.livejournal.comHi everyone!
I'm been trying to remember the title of a fic I'd like to re-read, but in vain: I hope you guys can help me.
I remember it was J2, and Jensen had MPD - I think he lived with Chris and maybe Misha, and one day one of their roommates (maybe steve?) moved out, and Jared ended up living with them. I remember this scene in which (before meeting his new roommates) Jared sees Jensen (who - at the time wasn't "himself") who is kinda rude to him; but then when Jared meets him again Jensen doesn't remember their previous encounter.
I know it isn't much to go on, but hopefully someone will know what I'm talking about :)
I'd also love to read any other J2 fic (or Sam/Dean AU in which they didn't grow up together) in which one of them has MPD. Better if their long fics :)
Thank you all :))
Specific J2 PDF--Found
Dec. 31st, 2012 02:47 pmcrynintherain.livejournal.comHowdy. I read "The United States of Jensen" when I first got into fandom and wanted to read it again, but alas, the author has f-locked their journal. I put in a friends request but haven't heard back yet. Does anyone have a copy of the fic they would be willing to share? (I thought I had a copy but apparently I don't)
A List of General Searches
Nov. 11th, 2012 04:55 pmlightningbee.livejournal.comHi guys! I've been looking for a number of different types of fic recently and wondered if anyone had any recs for any of them. Warning: these requests have spoilers if you haven't seen season 5!!
1. Dark Dean or Demon Dean wants Sam for his own. Sam/Dean Wincest (or non-related) No Top Sam please. Any rating would be great.
2. Boy King Sam/Gabriel slash with Gabriel as Sam's sub. Non con/Dub con are fine. Again, any rating would be great.
3. Sam/Dean/Castiel with Dom!Dean, Dom!Cas and Sub!Sam. Again, any rating would be great.
4. Slavery Sabriel fic. Gabriel is Sam's slave. (Sexual or otherwise.) Again, any rating would be great.
5. Gabriel comes back to life with MPD/DID and Sam, Dean and Castiel try to help/protect him. Not fussed about if there's pairings but Sabriel and Destiel would be good. Also NO Debriel. Again, any rating would be great here too.
Thanks everyone!!
1. Dark Dean or Demon Dean wants Sam for his own. Sam/Dean Wincest (or non-related) No Top Sam please. Any rating would be great.
2. Boy King Sam/Gabriel slash with Gabriel as Sam's sub. Non con/Dub con are fine. Again, any rating would be great.
3. Sam/Dean/Castiel with Dom!Dean, Dom!Cas and Sub!Sam. Again, any rating would be great.
4. Slavery Sabriel fic. Gabriel is Sam's slave. (Sexual or otherwise.) Again, any rating would be great.
5. Gabriel comes back to life with MPD/DID and Sam, Dean and Castiel try to help/protect him. Not fussed about if there's pairings but Sabriel and Destiel would be good. Also NO Debriel. Again, any rating would be great here too.
Thanks everyone!!
Multiple Personality Sam w/powers
Aug. 18th, 2012 09:34 pmbillysgirl5.livejournal.comI'm looking for a specific story, possibly with a sequel, where Sam has split personalities, each with different powers that mirror some of the characters (Ava, Jake, Andy, etc). In the end, Sam ends up leaving for a bit while the personalities merge. For some reason, I believe there is a sequel as well.
EDIT: Found!
EDIT: Found!
Mental Illness
Aug. 7th, 2012 11:18 ammirokuslady.livejournal.comI'm looking for completed Wincest stories where Sam has a mental Illness, for example, multiple personality disorder or severe PTSD. Thank you so much!
666-problems.livejournal.comHi there! Three fic searches, nothing specific though.
1. Any mental hospital au's, can have no pairings, destiel, wincest, sabriel, sastiel, wincestiel, preferably fics where Cas has multiple personality disorder and his "other side" is Jimmy or Jimmy's "other side" is Cas, where Dean and/or Sam thinks monsters are real but they actually aren't.
2. Wincest fics where Dean calls Sam "baby boy", either in bed or just in general use of a pet name.
3. Any fics where the characters meet the actors, even briefly, this request is mostly inspired by The French Mistake.
Anway, thanks for any and all recs, self-recs are welcomed.
1. Any mental hospital au's, can have no pairings, destiel, wincest, sabriel, sastiel, wincestiel, preferably fics where Cas has multiple personality disorder and his "other side" is Jimmy or Jimmy's "other side" is Cas, where Dean and/or Sam thinks monsters are real but they actually aren't.
2. Wincest fics where Dean calls Sam "baby boy", either in bed or just in general use of a pet name.
3. Any fics where the characters meet the actors, even briefly, this request is mostly inspired by The French Mistake.
Anway, thanks for any and all recs, self-recs are welcomed.
Tags:
- affliction: did/mpd,
- character: castiel,
- character: dean,
- character: gabriel/trickster,
- character: sam,
- ep: 06x15 the french mistake,
- pairing: dean/castiel,
- pairing: dean/castiel/sam,
- pairing: dean/sam,
- pairing: sam/castiel,
- person: jared padalecki,
- person: jensen ackles,
- person: misha collins,
- warning: mental illness
cross-dressing!cas and mental illnesses
May. 13th, 2012 09:18 pmquickpoke.livejournal.comhey there,
i got a sudden urge to read stories about low self esteem!cas who is so lost with himself, maybe mentally ill or something and starts cross-dressing thinking that dean wants him to be pretty and beautiful woman. dean of course doesn't want that and cas gets it wrong etc. i'm not looking for any cross-dressing kinks, pwp fics and pointless porn, i want storys and actual plot. i want cas to be messed up and dean trying to help and getting worried.
i'd also like to read this woman!cas as MPD ( multiple personality disorder ). you know, cas having normal cas personality and then this woman side. i don't have any exaples for you, but maybe if you have seen movie like peacock you may know what i mean ? i guess that there might not be much this kind of fics but please, if you know any, link it
anyway, then i would like to read mostly any kind of mental illness!cas stories. i don't want him to be in hospital ( he can get there in the end, but i dont want him to be there whole time ). i don't have any bigger criterions this time ( but must be destiel ), just maybe your personal favourites ?
surprise me !
i got a sudden urge to read stories about low self esteem!cas who is so lost with himself, maybe mentally ill or something and starts cross-dressing thinking that dean wants him to be pretty and beautiful woman. dean of course doesn't want that and cas gets it wrong etc. i'm not looking for any cross-dressing kinks, pwp fics and pointless porn, i want storys and actual plot. i want cas to be messed up and dean trying to help and getting worried.
i'd also like to read this woman!cas as MPD ( multiple personality disorder ). you know, cas having normal cas personality and then this woman side. i don't have any exaples for you, but maybe if you have seen movie like peacock you may know what i mean ? i guess that there might not be much this kind of fics but please, if you know any, link it
anyway, then i would like to read mostly any kind of mental illness!cas stories. i don't want him to be in hospital ( he can get there in the end, but i dont want him to be there whole time ). i don't have any bigger criterions this time ( but must be destiel ), just maybe your personal favourites ?
surprise me !
Split-Personality Sam
Mar. 28th, 2012 03:54 pmanths-girl.livejournal.comI was wondering if anyone knows of any fics in which Sam has a 'split personality' - as in the three persona's there was in his head at the end of Season 6 - Soulless Sam, the damaged Sam that remembered Hell, and Real Sam? So, that is to say, like post Season 6 AU-ish fic where that is the effect of his 'wall' breaking - a split personality?
Dean/Sam would be nice, and preferably slash, but gen fic would be okay.
Dean/Sam would be nice, and preferably slash, but gen fic would be okay.
POST-HELL!DEAN; MENTAL ILLNESS; EVIL!DEAN
Mar. 7th, 2012 09:59 pmirisheyessmile7.livejournal.comFirst time posting so I hope that I do it correctly.
I'm looking for any fic about when Dean comes back from hell and is struggling not to be evil -- fighting all the stuff they programmed into his head even though he secretly misses it -- while trying to keep it from Sam (or Castiel or whoever.)
OR
Any fic about Dean back from Hell and is mentally ill because of it. Trying to remain "normal" for everyone else, but clearly remaining effected by the whole experience. (PTSD, DID, etc.)
If I'm not explaining it very well, a great example of my second request is Empty Spaces by splashnbash
Gen or Slash. Would read any pairing. (D/C is my favorite though)
I'm looking for any fic about when Dean comes back from hell and is struggling not to be evil -- fighting all the stuff they programmed into his head even though he secretly misses it -- while trying to keep it from Sam (or Castiel or whoever.)
OR
Any fic about Dean back from Hell and is mentally ill because of it. Trying to remain "normal" for everyone else, but clearly remaining effected by the whole experience. (PTSD, DID, etc.)
If I'm not explaining it very well, a great example of my second request is Empty Spaces by splashnbash
Gen or Slash. Would read any pairing. (D/C is my favorite though)
Tags:
- affliction: depression,
- affliction: did/mpd,
- affliction: hurt!dean,
- affliction: ptsd,
- affliction: schizophrenia,
- altered: demon!dean,
- attribute: dark!dean,
- attribute: evil!dean,
- character: sam,
- genre: gen - no pairing,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- genre: slash,
- pairing: dean/castiel,
- season: 4,
- warning: mental illness
Dean Telling People Sam's Mentally Ill
Dec. 29th, 2011 09:12 pmbrokenangel6662.livejournal.comHello!
I'm looking for anything post-cage that has Dean in a position where he has to tell people that Sam's schizophrenic or something of the like to keep them both out of trouble with hospitals and questions. Like, Sam freaks out around someone and Dean keeps them from calling the cops by assuring them that Sam's sick and Dean knows how to help him. Thank you!
I'm looking for anything post-cage that has Dean in a position where he has to tell people that Sam's schizophrenic or something of the like to keep them both out of trouble with hospitals and questions. Like, Sam freaks out around someone and Dean keeps them from calling the cops by assuring them that Sam's sick and Dean knows how to help him. Thank you!
Help, can't find J2 fic...
Dec. 22nd, 2011 01:28 amlifeisticking.livejournal.comHello !
Okay, introduction out of the way... I've been searching this comm. and etc. and for some reason I can't find a few fics !
Anyway, on to said fics I'm seriously searching :
First fic :
- It's J2
- It's an AU where Jared is autistic/asperger (maybe, something like that anyway), and he wears headphones all the time.
- I think it was an Highschool AU, and he lives with only his mom...
- I don't remember how Jensen came to be in contact with him, but I remember he thought Jared was ignoring him because of the headphones; so maybe they were assigned a project together ?
Second fic :
I might be nuts, and it might be part of the above... but anyway;
- J2 again
- In which one of the boys slowly befriends the other, day by day, even if they seemingly get nothing in return;
It takes a lot for one of them to trust -anyone-, so maybe it was a dare to befriend the odd guy in school or something like that...
- The one befriending the other takes it to heart finally and really likes him, even falls in love with him.
I'm afraid I don't recall more, or which of the J2 played was in which role, argh.
Third fic :
- Sam has multiple personalities, starting really young, possibly because of Azazel's blood (?).
- I remember those names, some I'm not *quite* sure : Maxwell, Lash, Jonas, Alicia (?), Mark (?), Justin (?).
- Their common point is that they all love Dean, and they manage to hide it from John, even if I think Maxwell threatens to shoot John but ends up not doing it because Dean wouldn't like it.
- Meg is actually a twisted female personality of Sam's.
It really is one of my favourites...
So anyway, if anyone could find these, I'd really appreciate it, and bake the finders cookies or something xD !
Especially since I've been itching to draw the scene I remember from the first one... (my way to contribute to the fandom I guess!)
Okay, introduction out of the way... I've been searching this comm. and etc. and for some reason I can't find a few fics !
Anyway, on to said fics I'm seriously searching :
First fic :
- It's J2
- It's an AU where Jared is autistic/asperger (maybe, something like that anyway), and he wears headphones all the time.
- I think it was an Highschool AU, and he lives with only his mom...
- I don't remember how Jensen came to be in contact with him, but I remember he thought Jared was ignoring him because of the headphones; so maybe they were assigned a project together ?
Second fic :
I might be nuts, and it might be part of the above... but anyway;
- J2 again
- In which one of the boys slowly befriends the other, day by day, even if they seemingly get nothing in return;
It takes a lot for one of them to trust -anyone-, so maybe it was a dare to befriend the odd guy in school or something like that...
- The one befriending the other takes it to heart finally and really likes him, even falls in love with him.
I'm afraid I don't recall more, or which of the J2 played was in which role, argh.
Third fic :
- Sam has multiple personalities, starting really young, possibly because of Azazel's blood (?).
- I remember those names, some I'm not *quite* sure : Maxwell, Lash, Jonas, Alicia (?), Mark (?), Justin (?).
- Their common point is that they all love Dean, and they manage to hide it from John, even if I think Maxwell threatens to shoot John but ends up not doing it because Dean wouldn't like it.
- Meg is actually a twisted female personality of Sam's.
It really is one of my favourites...
So anyway, if anyone could find these, I'd really appreciate it, and bake the finders cookies or something xD !
Especially since I've been itching to draw the scene I remember from the first one... (my way to contribute to the fandom I guess!)
Tags:
- affliction: autism,
- affliction: did/mpd,
- affliction: sick!jared,
- affliction: sick!sam,
- character: dean,
- character: john,
- character: sam,
- genre: angst,
- genre: au,
- genre: college,
- genre: first time,
- genre: high school,
- pairing: dean/sam,
- pairing: jared/jensen,
- person: jared padalecki,
- person: jensen ackles,
- warning: mental illness
ajap1991.livejournal.comAlright guys, I have three requests for you, one is specific and two are general.
#1: I'm looking for this Jensen/Jared slash fic where Jensen basically portrays Little Red Riding Hood and as far as I remember Jared is the wolf. Only Jared and Jensen have known each other for a long time and are best friends. Jensen realizes that he has feelings for Jared in the fic, and he also ends up spending the night in Jared's den in the woods that only he and Jared know where is at so he doesn't get caught in the rain. That's about as much a I remember. Thanks for your [future] help!
#2: MPD/DID (Multiple Personality Disorder -also known as Dissociative Identity Disorder) fics. I've already read The United States of Jensen, The Three Faces of Jared, Underneath It All and its sequel. =)
#3: And finally three. For this one I was just hoping if there were any fics out there pertaining to Jared's character Thomas Kinkade in Thomas Kinkade's: A Christmas Cottage that crosses over with SPN or RPS in any way. I would love gen, -though slash always gets the extra cookie, lol- if you had any. =)
Well, that's it for now! Thanks a ton.
#1: I'm looking for this Jensen/Jared slash fic where Jensen basically portrays Little Red Riding Hood and as far as I remember Jared is the wolf. Only Jared and Jensen have known each other for a long time and are best friends. Jensen realizes that he has feelings for Jared in the fic, and he also ends up spending the night in Jared's den in the woods that only he and Jared know where is at so he doesn't get caught in the rain. That's about as much a I remember. Thanks for your [future] help!
#2: MPD/DID (Multiple Personality Disorder -also known as Dissociative Identity Disorder) fics. I've already read The United States of Jensen, The Three Faces of Jared, Underneath It All and its sequel. =)
#3: And finally three. For this one I was just hoping if there were any fics out there pertaining to Jared's character Thomas Kinkade in Thomas Kinkade's: A Christmas Cottage that crosses over with SPN or RPS in any way. I would love gen, -though slash always gets the extra cookie, lol- if you had any. =)
Well, that's it for now! Thanks a ton.
Were!Sam fics
Sep. 12th, 2011 08:12 pmy-e-d-666.livejournal.comHey guys. I'm looking for some good fics where Sammy is a werewolf and keeps it from Dean? or maybe Dean does't know w wolf is Sam and tries to hunt it then finds out? Or something like that. That would be super helpful :) Please and Thankyou :)
Also, I THINK I tagged right. Sorry if it's wrong.
Also, I THINK I tagged right. Sorry if it's wrong.
Hypnosis fics, Split personality
Jan. 7th, 2011 04:41 pmnox-wicked.livejournal.com1) Totally unashamed to say I just read this little verse here: http://community.livejournal.com/spnkink_meme/21800.html?thread=5082152#t5082152 and now I've developed a thing for hypnosis fics. So I'm wondering if there are any more fics out there featuring hypnotized!Jensen/Dean? Slash is ideal, but I'll take what I can get.
2) I've read a fic where Jared had multiple personalities, and one of them was Sam, and now I'm curious to see if there are any fics featuring Jensen or Dean having a split personality of each other too? Or Misha and Castiel? I just think it would be interesting to see, really.
Thanks for any help you can give, I appreciate it :)
2) I've read a fic where Jared had multiple personalities, and one of them was Sam, and now I'm curious to see if there are any fics featuring Jensen or Dean having a split personality of each other too? Or Misha and Castiel? I just think it would be interesting to see, really.
Thanks for any help you can give, I appreciate it :)
J2 and wincest: mental illness
Nov. 9th, 2010 07:50 pmabstractheart88.livejournal.comLooking for your favorite fics where one of the boys has a mental illness, i.e. bipolar, schizophrenia, anorexia, self-harm, depression, PTSD, any kind of abuse etc.
Only J2 or wincest please, and a relatively happy ending and no death fics?
Only J2 or wincest please, and a relatively happy ending and no death fics?
MPD or DID Sam/Jared
Oct. 30th, 2010 05:27 pmclarawincest.livejournal.comHi everyone! Is there any MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder?) or DID Sam/Jared out there? Ill be making an exception for this one^^ Ill accept Bottom!Sam/Jared OR Bottom!Both. (Y'know switching ;) )
ANYWAY...Thanks in advance^^
ANYWAY...Thanks in advance^^
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