[identity profile] cmdrtabii.livejournal.com
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!
[identity profile] anthrodork.livejournal.com
I'm looking for any fics that have J2 as a drag queen. I know I love longer fics, so they are appreciated. I remember an oldie, but goodie that was called Glitter or something. Anything would be appreciated.

Thanks!
[identity profile] the-leggy-texan.livejournal.com
howdy

I'm looking for a story I read some years ago. It involved Sam identifying as a female and keeping it a secret from Dean and John. He stole clothes from a female classmate to wear. And eventaully Dean found out and gave Sam some money to buy some female clothes at a thrift store.

Anyone know this story and can provide a link?

thank ya



*Mods, I wasnt sure how to tag because there isn't a Transgender tag, (can we get one?) so I did the best I could.
[identity profile] backroadlightup.livejournal.com
hey guys~
im looking for any fics (sam/dean or j2) where jensen/dean crossdresses, whether its wearing panties and bras, wearing makeup, wearing a skirt, or any combination of that. i would prefer that its just something they do, and not that they are professional drag queens or anything. i kind of have a picture in my head of jensen just as his normal self, just wearing a skirt or something like that. but anything really that has to do with this topic. bottom jensen/dean only please.
also, any fics where jensen/dean is transgendered, or a hermaphrodite.
i guess im looking for fics where jensen is just a little bit more feminine than jared, but not just flamboyantly gay, just more feminine.
thanks guys!

oh and also, i dont want this to be necessarily sexual, though they can have sex, i just dont want this to necessarily be a kink only kind of thing. thanks!
[identity profile] wavewavewaves.livejournal.com
So I just finished watch 30 rock and one of the girls' character has a boyfriend who crossdresses. I was wondering if there's any fics where the crossdresser tops the other? Im not sure if you get my meaning but top!Crossdresser
[identity profile] marshmallowstuf.livejournal.com
I really enjoy stories that explore Dean's feminine side. We know from the show that he sometimes indulges in secret pleasures, such as pop ballads (I'm All Out Of Love), medical dramas (Dr. Sexy, M.D.), and wearing pink panties. We also know that a lot of what Dean shows the world is what he picked up copying John, and that, as his dream-self put it so eloquently, "His music? That's dad's. His car? That's dad's. Favorite leather jacket? Dad's. Does he even have an original thought?" Plus, monsters and humans alike really seem to enjoy pointing out Dean's prettiness and delicate features.

I'm looking for fics that delve into the side of Dean that he locks up inside himself and doesn't like to show people for fear of being seen as a lesser man and hunter. I'd love anything on this topic, whether these thoughts remain private, if Dean decides to share his secret with a few close friends (Sam, Castiel, Charlie), or he decides to fuck gender stereotypes and put cute kitty key-chains on his key ring or dress in drag.

Specific things I'd absolutely adore:

Dean wearing panties underneath his jeans.
Dean being really insecure about admiring delicate feminine things such as ballerinas.
Sam jokingly criticizing Dean's like of something, or off-handedly making an ephemiphobic/homophobic remark and accidentally hurting Dean's feelings.
Dean struggling with the fear that wanting to dress up femininely/like a woman makes him not a man/less of a man/gay.

I'm not looking for kink or smut! I'm looking for character analysis, sensitivity, and compelling inner/outer dialogue.
I'm also not looking for Dean to be gay or bisexual! While either is perfect and appreciated, I'd actually be even MORE grateful to find a fic where Dean has feminine tendencies but is heterosexual!

I'd also prefer no Wincest, I like the brotherly relationship. However, a well-written Wincest fic would not be ignored.

An example of what I'm looking for:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1864188
[identity profile] slmhorses.livejournal.com
Read this a while back and now it seems the author has her page on lock down. I was wondering if anyone had a file of the fic tucked away or could help me find an extra link.

The fic's title is 'You Make Me Feel Like a Natural Woman'. It's a wincest, bottom!dean. Basic summary, Sam never knew Dean liked to wear panties and finds out. Smut ensues. If I remember correctly, it could be considered a d/s fic as well. It's by annebeth. Here's the link to the locked down fic http://annabeth.livejournal.com/190221.html

If anyone could help me out, I'd really appreciate it! Thanks!
[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com
I've found two 'verses that feature androgynous!Sam (Silk!verse and Anasyromenos!verse), and both are super-hot. I would absolutely kill for the opportunity to read more. Do you all have any recommendations?

Cross-dressing Sam fics are welcome, as are any that depict Sam as being a little otherworldy (Supernatural Born Killers comes to mind). Thanks in advance, all.
[identity profile] untied-nyx.livejournal.com
Hello! I’m looking for this fic “Pink Satin Panties Saga” by Ciaran. The first time I read it, was a translation. The translator does not have the original version anymore, but she said it was in Ciaran’s LJ.

I think the original summary was something like this: “Rhonda Hurley did Dean Winchester use her pink satin panties. And it seems that Sam liked.”

The fic is a Weecest but started with Dean and Rhonda Hurley trying to have sex, where she suggests he dressed her pink panties. Dean keep wearing the pink satin panties the whole time and then Sam gets turned on and give him a blowjob in the Impala.

The translation is here: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5443103/1/Pink-Satin-Panties-Saga

But I really want to read the original. Can someone help me?

EDIT

Found: http://andreth47.livejournal.com/33899.html
[identity profile] onehotmama199.livejournal.com
FOUND IN COMMENTS

This is driving me crazy! I read this Sam/Dean fic within the last six months. The boys are in the bunker and Dean finds an old box of women's clothes that he puts on. He misjudges Sam's reaction and spends a lot of time feeling bad about himself. I think he may have gone to a shop and gotten a better fitting dress to wear while cooking for Sam.

Anyone? Thanks!
[identity profile] stolen-voices.livejournal.com
I'm here from again from thej2library. We get multiple requests looking for certain fics and I just don't recognize these. If someone can help me out, I'd really appreciate it.

1. fic where J2 have been sleeping with each other and Jared knows that Jensen is in love with him but chooses not to do anything about it. Jared spots Jensen moving on with another actor on set, they've just exchanged handjobs or blowjobs in Jensen's trailer and Jared comes over furious and ends up taking Jensen outside his trailer.

2. There's one I read while back and it's a mpreg!Jared one, and Jensen's in love with his chest and Jared's really self concious about the size of it, and Jensen asks him to wear this sort of bra and he doesn't like it. I can't for the life of me remember though. Any ideas? I think it was on AO3.

3. There's one fic i read a while back and I think it was omega!jensen and his pups were jared and misha and he was like learning to feed them or something? and I think it was set in the bedroom cause they'd come in and woken him up? I think jared and misha were quite young too?
[identity profile] stolen-voices.livejournal.com
Hi, I'm here from thej2library. We get multiple requests looking for certain fics and I just don't recognize any of these. If someone can help me out, I'd really appreciate it.

1. There's one I read while back and it's a mpreg!Jared one, and Jensen's in love with his chest and Jared's really self concious about the size of it, and Jensen asks him to wear this sort of bra and he doesn't like it. I can't for the life of me remember though. Any ideas? I think it was on AO3.

2. I'm looking for a J2 that I read on AO3 where both Jared and Jensen have /slight/ mental disabilities and Jared's dad is an ass who runs some apartments, Jensen moved in out of his parents house because he wanted to try life on his own. They meet, get together and go back to Jen's parents to get away from Jay's dad who tracks them down and tries to burn down Jen's parents house and Jay works in a pet store. -- FOUND

3. There's one fic i read a while back and I think it was omega!jensen and his pups were jared and misha and he was like learning to feed them or something? and I think it was set in the bedroom cause they'd come in and woken him up? I think jared and misha were quite young too?

4. I am looking for a story where Jensen gets turned into a werewolf by a rare alpha wolf and scared finds and talks to the head of mythology at the local university. Jensen is alone because of family problems or deaths anyway the professor (?) gives him a phone number for Jared who is a member of a pack that has it's own town. Jensen is being stalked by the wolf that changed him. I hope that is enough info! -- FOUND
[identity profile] ghost-writer26.livejournal.com
All I remember is that Sam crossdresses for Dean (I'm pretty sure he goes all out, waxing or shaving and tucking) and sings(?) for Dean in a bar. It's not weecest.
[identity profile] smellingsalts93.livejournal.com
Er... I don't know if it would technically be a crossover, but I was wondering if there are any Destiel fics based off of the show/manga Princess Jellyfish, specifically where Dean is the transvestite character?
[identity profile] my-chem-disco.livejournal.com
Hey guys!

This time I'm looking for any androgynous Sam fics anybody might have laying around:)
I'd prefer if it's biologically-a-dude Sam with feminine tendencies, but I'll take always-a-girl Sam with masculine tendencies too:)

I've already read the Anasyromenos!Verse and the This Isn't A Movie!Verse, so yeah...

I'll take any pairing as long as it involves Sam in some way, and any length or genre, AU or non, just whatever Andro!Sam fics you got:)
[identity profile] jaicubed.livejournal.com
Hey guys--

I read a short fic awhile ago and for the life of me I cannot find it again- I can't remember the author, title, or where I read it.

Basically, Sam and Dean are in the Impala and Dean brings up Sam's cross-dressing kink. Dean gives Sam money to buy some women's clothing, and when Dean comes back to the house they're staying at Sam is in a jean skirt and tank top, cooking dinner for Dean. They have sex, and Dean calls Sam his "wife".

That's about all I remember. If anyone can direct me to this fic, I would appreciate it!
[identity profile] saraid.livejournal.com
I've been looking for these for several days, and it was fun because I found a bunch of other great fic that I'd lost, forgotten or never read. But I'm giving up now because I don't think I'm going to find them. My google-fu has actually been pretty good lately, I've found several things (for myself and my girls) by playing with search strings, so I'm a little disappointed I can't find these. However (there's always a however) I know the good people here will help. Seriously, this is the best story-finding com in fandom.

So, first - and I know I had this! - Dean's well endowed, so guys always want him to top or want to suck him, and he can't bring himself to ask for what he really wants, which is to bottom. But Cas knows and shows up and convinces him that it's okay to let himself have what he wants. Hot sex, some cuddling, all good. I need this one back in my folder.

Found: in comments.

Second - Child Services gets Dean and Sam, they get split up, John finds and retrieves Dean but they don't find Sam. Then one night adult Sam walks into a gay bar and is instantly taken by a green-eyed beauty in a micro-mini and a Metallica tee; they have a great night together and the next day or so realize who they are. They hit the road together and eventually decide to be a couple. And John doesn't know about the crossdressing. And Dean has a toned-down version that Sam recognizes as 'work drag', or something along those lines.

Found: in comments.

And Third - this one's a little fuzzier and I'm not sure I've got the details right. I'm going to put it under a cut because it might be triggery.

possible trigger )

Found in comments!

So, that's it. It took me about ten years, I think, to save all the stories and bookmarks I had before my computer crashed, and I'm thinking it may take me that long to find them all again. Or even remember them :-)

Thank you!

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