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odetospn.livejournal.comHey everyone,
So I'm looking for fics that (preferably) feature non-AU season 10 demon!Dean, but any other variation of demon!Dean would be fine. I'm mainly interested in non-AU fics but if you have some really good AU recommendations that you think would fit my request perfectly other than the non-AU part then please feel free to mention them! The more the merrier :). Length, pairings (wincest, destiel, het, etc) are all fine.
In the story I'd like it if demon!Dean still shows some signs of humanity, protectiveness and/ or love towards Sam and/or Cas. For a clearer idea of what I mean, I recently read the short fic called Smoked Out and really loved it. It's actually what got me interested in the topic to begin with because I've always a sucker for the love-conquers-all cliche. :)
Thanks in advance!!
So I'm looking for fics that (preferably) feature non-AU season 10 demon!Dean, but any other variation of demon!Dean would be fine. I'm mainly interested in non-AU fics but if you have some really good AU recommendations that you think would fit my request perfectly other than the non-AU part then please feel free to mention them! The more the merrier :). Length, pairings (wincest, destiel, het, etc) are all fine.
In the story I'd like it if demon!Dean still shows some signs of humanity, protectiveness and/ or love towards Sam and/or Cas. For a clearer idea of what I mean, I recently read the short fic called Smoked Out and really loved it. It's actually what got me interested in the topic to begin with because I've always a sucker for the love-conquers-all cliche. :)
Thanks in advance!!
shadowofwonder4.livejournal.comIm looking for a Pre-Series Wincest story that was deleted from fanfiction.net, called How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19.
In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.
Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.
If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful! I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.
In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.
Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.
If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful! I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.
Hooker Sam/Jared
Feb. 25th, 2017 10:55 pmjosielouise.livejournal.comI read a story a long time ago but couldn't find it since. I was hoping someone could help me.
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.
Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.
Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!
lfs: Winchesters by the sea casefic
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phoenix1966I've been trying to remember the title and author of this one. It would have either been on LiveJournal or Ao3.
It is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out.
Any help would be appreciated.
It is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out.
Any help would be appreciated.
lugiadepression.livejournal.comHey guys,
I looking for two specific fanic:
1: human setting AU, Cas was homeless and travels on bus all the time (for safety??), fell asleep beside Dean and used his shoulder for pillow while he slept (Dean didn't wake him up). Dean invite him to home for a dinner (he lived with Sammy), then asked him to stay for a while. I remember Cas painted out Dean's room with a gigant picture on the wall, but it was half finished. Dean gave him clothes and money and they got together, happy. One day Cas packed and leaved without a word, leaved a letter said he needed to go home to make his family together and make his mistakes right (he was the reason his rich family fell apart and became pretty poor). Dean was a mess, there wasn't any adress or phone number he can contact with Cas, but Cas sent letters for Dean time to time: sent the money he got from Dean and told how much damage he made already right. Dean was a mechanic at Bobby'. Later Cas came back, have money and asked Dean for a date, but Dean slapped the door at his face before throw his old clothes at him, along with all of the letters Dean wrote reply for Cas' letters (but he couldn't sent it bc Cas didn't leave any address). Dean was pretty heartbroken. Later Sam allowed in Cas (while Dean was away) to finish his paint on the wall, but Dean came home early.
2: I think it wasn't au, and somehow Cas got raped. The brothers supported him and it was a damn long recovery, bc he was afraid a bit and jumpy, so his mind was fucked up pretty much. He was fucked up emotionally, and that couldn't be healed fast. Dean know him very much and was really protective. I remember Cas avoid contact, like touch and hugs at all, but later he asked Dean if he would like to hug him, and Dean of course he was happy to Cas started open up for a bit, so he hugged him. And laters Cas started to eat a lot of chocolate but only one kind, that had a name "Kisses", and Dean needed a time to realise Cas eating that sweet because he want kisses, but real kisses, not the chocolate. It was a long fic, but my phone broke down when I read so I lost it.
Thanks!
I looking for two specific fanic:
1: human setting AU, Cas was homeless and travels on bus all the time (for safety??), fell asleep beside Dean and used his shoulder for pillow while he slept (Dean didn't wake him up). Dean invite him to home for a dinner (he lived with Sammy), then asked him to stay for a while. I remember Cas painted out Dean's room with a gigant picture on the wall, but it was half finished. Dean gave him clothes and money and they got together, happy. One day Cas packed and leaved without a word, leaved a letter said he needed to go home to make his family together and make his mistakes right (he was the reason his rich family fell apart and became pretty poor). Dean was a mess, there wasn't any adress or phone number he can contact with Cas, but Cas sent letters for Dean time to time: sent the money he got from Dean and told how much damage he made already right. Dean was a mechanic at Bobby'. Later Cas came back, have money and asked Dean for a date, but Dean slapped the door at his face before throw his old clothes at him, along with all of the letters Dean wrote reply for Cas' letters (but he couldn't sent it bc Cas didn't leave any address). Dean was pretty heartbroken. Later Sam allowed in Cas (while Dean was away) to finish his paint on the wall, but Dean came home early.
2: I think it wasn't au, and somehow Cas got raped. The brothers supported him and it was a damn long recovery, bc he was afraid a bit and jumpy, so his mind was fucked up pretty much. He was fucked up emotionally, and that couldn't be healed fast. Dean know him very much and was really protective. I remember Cas avoid contact, like touch and hugs at all, but later he asked Dean if he would like to hug him, and Dean of course he was happy to Cas started open up for a bit, so he hugged him. And laters Cas started to eat a lot of chocolate but only one kind, that had a name "Kisses", and Dean needed a time to realise Cas eating that sweet because he want kisses, but real kisses, not the chocolate. It was a long fic, but my phone broke down when I read so I lost it.
Thanks!
littlesweet5.livejournal.comHey everyone! I've been looking for this fic for awhile and I only remember a few details. Dean and Cas live in apartments across from each other, and these happen to be right above the shops they own (or maybe just Dean owns one I can't exactly remember). Cas has recently moved to the area. They eventually get together but Cas is keeping a secret about his past and it ends up being revealed when on the national news a story about this religious cult and a standoff with police comes out when they try to raid the compound. Cas is devastated because his mother and younger siblings are actually being held there because his mom was in a relationship with the leader, while Cas ended up being able to escape awhile ago. I think a few people in the compound end up being shot during the standoff. And Cas kinda breaks down because he's scared for his family while Dean takes care of him. I think at one point Cas talks about the abuse he, his siblings and his mother endured there.
Please help!!
Please help!!
alex cHi! So I was wondering, do you know any SU fic where cas is sexually assaulted or harassed by a human/angel/etc and dean saves him or defends him? Like,the fic doesnt have to resolve around that, just a small event that occurs somewhere in the fic that’s not really important for the plot. If you can help thank you in advance and sorry for the trouble.
Spec and Gen Search: Angel Lobotomy
Jan. 4th, 2017 10:45 amsunshine-hugs.livejournal.comHappy New Year, everyone!
I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).
And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.
I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.
Thank you all so much!
I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).
And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.
I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.
Thank you all so much!
Tags:
- affliction: hurt!castiel,
- attribute: protective!dean,
- attribute: protective!sam,
- character: castiel,
- character: dean,
- character: naomi,
- character: sam,
- creature: angel,
- genre: angels,
- genre: episode coda,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- season: 10,
- season: 8,
- season: 9,
- warning: abused!castiel (mental),
- warning: abused!castiel (physical)
looking for potter's clay
Dec. 29th, 2016 08:50 amproffesorx.livejournal.comHey guys and gals. Does anyone have a copy of Potter's Clay by reading1066? I went to read it today and find that they journal has been deleted and purged. If anyone could send me a copy to proffesorx@hotmail.com or tell me where to find it, if the author doesn't mind it being shared that is, i would greatly appreciate it!
ereynolds74.livejournal.comHello All,
I really hope someone can help me find a specific fic written in 2012? its called
"Back to Old Remedies"
http://fey-lyng.livejournal.com/806.html
It looks like it was removed- does anyone have a copy or know the author to request if i could please have a copy?
I'm just looking for some Protective Big Brother Dean fics_ its like no one writes these anymore? Anything were Dean Rescues and takes care of his little brother by comforting him or Dean just being a real cool scary bad ass.
or follows through on some of those threats "touch him and I'll hurt you" rule
OR Dean taking care of a sick little brother, even though little brother is Sasquatch size- and tells Sam "doesn't matter how big or how old he is, he'll always be his baby brother to look after"
thank you guys all so much!
I really hope someone can help me find a specific fic written in 2012? its called
"Back to Old Remedies"
http://fey-lyng.livejournal.com/806.html
It looks like it was removed- does anyone have a copy or know the author to request if i could please have a copy?
I'm just looking for some Protective Big Brother Dean fics_ its like no one writes these anymore? Anything were Dean Rescues and takes care of his little brother by comforting him or Dean just being a real cool scary bad ass.
or follows through on some of those threats "touch him and I'll hurt you" rule
OR Dean taking care of a sick little brother, even though little brother is Sasquatch size- and tells Sam "doesn't matter how big or how old he is, he'll always be his baby brother to look after"
thank you guys all so much!
niekebieke.livejournal.comHi,
I'm searching for some fic recs that deal with Sam & Dean's Childhood.
Some Remarks:
I'm searching for some fic recs that deal with Sam & Dean's Childhood.
- Either fics that are set in or partly set in their childhoods. Not HighSchool AU, I mean fics that could be set canon.
- Or fics set in canon time, ie from season 1-12, that have Sam and Dean dealing with the scars their childhood left behind. Focussing on Sam recognizing how much Dean was there for him and how much Dean took on the caring / nuturing role eventhough he was just 4 years older.
Some Remarks:
- no wincest
- Pairing-wise I'm a Dean/Castiel girl, but I also enjoy reading GEN.
- I usually read Dean or Castiel centric / POV fics, but I'm not anti Sam I enjoy his character. I just think he has a blind spot when it comes to their chilhood and the role Dean had to take on.
- John as a dad. Not a fan of Evil!John. I think he was a crappy dad, but more in an absent, both physically and emotionally, than I'm purposely hurting you. He was a bad parent, but he wasn't evil incarneted.
Post-Hell Sam/Caretaker Dean series
Nov. 28th, 2016 11:41 pmmorbidangel-89.livejournal.comI have looked for well over a month to find these and I could use some assiatance.
I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.
Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!
Thank you in advance!
P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.
I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.
Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!
Thank you in advance!
P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.
viennaw8s4you.livejournal.comHi (:
1. I'm looking for a fic I started reading a couple of days ago on fanfiction.net that i didn't get to finish. I forgot to bookmark it and I don't remember the title but it was about the boys when they were teens and Sam was acting kind of sick/depressed and Dean was really worried about him. Sam broke down one morning and Dean made him stay home from school... The last chapter I read had Dean stopping a robbery at a diner, but not sticking around to talk to the cops because he wanted to get Sam back to the motel. Sorry its not much to go on. Also, I dont know if the fic was finished or not - it might be a WIP. -Found! It's Open Book by pineapplefan
2. Also, with the holidays coming up, I've been trying to find some good Christmas fics. I've already read The Christmas Spirit by Noxbait, but that's a good example of what I'm looking for (the longer the better, and I love hurt/comfort)! I'd love to hear your recommendations! - only gen please!
Thank you!
beyondthewest29.livejournal.comOkay, I read this years ago and I tried looking for it and it has never been found, I gave up, and now I'm remembering it again. It's a Sam/Dean fic when they're in their teens, I don't really read them anymore but this is the only story stuck in my brain.
Teen Sam/Dean are on a hunt (pretty sure) and they end up under/in a mountain and become trapped there. Sam and Dean, Dean especially actually, are hurt from the ordeal of falling, crawling through small spaces, and being trapped for so long. I remember their relationship developing as they're trapped and they finally admit their feelings for one another and have to take care of each other. John and a team of people finally find them after a while and they get out and are put in the hospital where they refuse to separate from each other.
I'm quite sure it's multi-chaptered and I'm 95% sure it's on Ff.net. If anyone knows this fic, please please tell me. Because it's actually been driving me crazy for years. Thank you!
Teen Sam/Dean are on a hunt (pretty sure) and they end up under/in a mountain and become trapped there. Sam and Dean, Dean especially actually, are hurt from the ordeal of falling, crawling through small spaces, and being trapped for so long. I remember their relationship developing as they're trapped and they finally admit their feelings for one another and have to take care of each other. John and a team of people finally find them after a while and they get out and are put in the hospital where they refuse to separate from each other.
I'm quite sure it's multi-chaptered and I'm 95% sure it's on Ff.net. If anyone knows this fic, please please tell me. Because it's actually been driving me crazy for years. Thank you!
NCIS team meet weechesters/teenchesters
Oct. 13th, 2016 10:43 amserenity-pen.livejournal.comHello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.
Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.
Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.
Thank you! :)
Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.
Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.
Thank you! :)
beyondthewest29.livejournal.comI need something along the lines of
1) Sam and Dean are fighting and during a hunt, Dean takes out all of his frustrations out on a creature and Sam or Bobby or whoever are sort of freaked out/surprised
2) Dean is pissed at Cas because they're arguing or because Cas is hurt and he goes nuts in a fight
3) Everyone knows Dean is scarily talented at fighting and killing creatures, but one day he really shows what he's capable of- love stories that include Jim and Bobby and John and Sam and everyone else- Cas too of course.
4) Dean outwits a creature/Demon and everyone just stares at him except maybe Bobby who knew Dean was smart
5) and one of my favorites- John comes back to life and is surprised at how different his children are, but more specifically I want one where Dean is with Sam and Cas and (maybe Kevin...if one even exists like that) and Dean doesn't trust John, or is pissed that John isn't okay with Cas (or Kevin). He's scarily protective and John is super surprised.
Or, you know...anything like those. Thank you!! (gen, slash- either one works)
1) Sam and Dean are fighting and during a hunt, Dean takes out all of his frustrations out on a creature and Sam or Bobby or whoever are sort of freaked out/surprised
2) Dean is pissed at Cas because they're arguing or because Cas is hurt and he goes nuts in a fight
3) Everyone knows Dean is scarily talented at fighting and killing creatures, but one day he really shows what he's capable of- love stories that include Jim and Bobby and John and Sam and everyone else- Cas too of course.
4) Dean outwits a creature/Demon and everyone just stares at him except maybe Bobby who knew Dean was smart
5) and one of my favorites- John comes back to life and is surprised at how different his children are, but more specifically I want one where Dean is with Sam and Cas and (maybe Kevin...if one even exists like that) and Dean doesn't trust John, or is pissed that John isn't okay with Cas (or Kevin). He's scarily protective and John is super surprised.
Or, you know...anything like those. Thank you!! (gen, slash- either one works)
Looking for Three Specific Fics 1. Found
Oct. 3rd, 2016 11:50 pmsam-dean-hot.livejournal.comI've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.
1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!
2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.
3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.
I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!
2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.
3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.
I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
Tags:
- affliction: hurt!dean,
- affliction: hurt!sam,
- affliction: separated!boys,
- affliction: sick!sam,
- attribute: dark!dean,
- attribute: protective!dean,
- character: bobby,
- character: dean,
- character: sam,
- ep: 01x18 something wicked,
- genre: angst,
- genre: au,
- genre: dark!fic,
- genre: death!fic,
- genre: episode coda,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- genre: resurrection,
- genre: slash,
- kink: mpreg,
- pairing: dean/sam,
- position (sex): bottom!sam,
- warning: abused!sam (physical)
looking for stories involving Cole
Sep. 15th, 2016 06:19 pmproffesorx.livejournal.comGreetings and salutations! I'm looking for any and all stories about Dean getting re-souled and still with the Mark of Cain and going after Cole for beating up on Sam. There was one story in particular that I cannot remember all the specifics of but in it a fellow hunter was congratulating Dean on letting go of his super protective streak when it came to Sam, that now all the other hunters knew Dean wasn't going to hurt them for hurting Sam. And Dean is like, really? Well, let's fix that shall we. And I think he went after Cole as a result. That's all I can remember. Gen or wincest, but no dean/castiel please. Any help and all stories will be greatly appreciated! Mods, i would have put a Cole tag, but there doesn't appear to be one. Sorry if I missed it.
