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cerism.livejournal.comhello, does anyone have a copy of this fic? :) i would really appreciate one. my email is mirukeu@gmail.com.
thanks in advance! ^^
thanks in advance! ^^
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Dean Angst
Apr. 16th, 2017 03:00 pmluciferinmyhead.livejournal.comHey. I'm looking for fics where Dean struggles with guilt over the things he's done in his life and/or he feels like he's not good enough, a failure, a horrible brother/son etc.
Thanks guys.
Thanks guys.
Reader/Dean Au
Apr. 15th, 2017 01:04 amantjevs.livejournal.comA couple of months ago I read this fic and didn't save it and now I can't find it. So, this is what I can remember. This fic is set in a small town, everybody has normal jobs, nobody died. The reader is Jessica Moore's sister, and she's Dean's childhood best friend. They grew up together and when she wanted to go to New York, he was the one supporting her. She kind of had/has a crush on Dean and he had/has a crush on her, he dated Lisa Braeden, she dated Castiel Novak. In New York, she started a company and made some friends. A couple of years later Dean and the reader hook-up in Las Vegas. When her dad dies she returns to her hometown for the funeral but leaves quickly. A few weeks later she returns again for some reason and when she arrives she finds out that Dean is marrying Anna Milton. Dean asks her to come to his wedding. Her gay best friend is also invited. She doesn't want to go because it's too painful. When the wedding is about to begin the reader overhears Anna talking to someone on the phone about selling Dean's bar asap and then divorcing Dean. The reader crashes the wedding in the church, declaring her love for him and quoting Whitesnake. Dean storms out and takes Lisa with him. Dean returns, the reader opens up an office in her hometown so she can work there and they live happily ever after, or at least I think they do.
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onehotmama199.livejournal.comThe title pretty much says it all, I'm hoping to find some recs for Suicidal Sam, after the events of Southern Comfort. Any pairing or gen is fine.
Thanks, lovelies!
Dean and stairs
Apr. 14th, 2017 12:39 amcindilouwho1.livejournal.comHey friends,
After tonights episode I'm craving fics with Dean falling or being pushed down stairs or over the balcony.
Hurt comfort is the best! I remember one story from a couple yrs back where Dean was pushed (by a spirit?) down the stairs and went through the ballisters, hanging by one arm. I believe Sam had to grab on and maybe he dislocated his shoulder? I think Sam was also pushed and was laying in a heap at the bottom, had to get up to rescue dean? There may have been a female character that at one time went down the stairs as well. Haunted house maybe?
Any fics are welcome. Hurt Dean please. Thanks.
After tonights episode I'm craving fics with Dean falling or being pushed down stairs or over the balcony.
Hurt comfort is the best! I remember one story from a couple yrs back where Dean was pushed (by a spirit?) down the stairs and went through the ballisters, hanging by one arm. I believe Sam had to grab on and maybe he dislocated his shoulder? I think Sam was also pushed and was laying in a heap at the bottom, had to get up to rescue dean? There may have been a female character that at one time went down the stairs as well. Haunted house maybe?
Any fics are welcome. Hurt Dean please. Thanks.
Season 12 fic Request
Apr. 8th, 2017 07:19 pmiclethea.livejournal.comSee request below the cut
( Season 12 Spoilers )some general dean fics
Apr. 8th, 2017 04:39 pmcerism.livejournal.comhello, i'm looking for some general dean fics. :3
1. cuddly dean: this is totally canon for me, with the way dean cuddles his pillow. so i'm looking for fics where someone finds out that dean's a closet cuddler (which he'd probably refuse to admit because he's supposed to be all macho). i don't mind gen or slash.
2. reluctant bottom dean: where dean is convinced he's a top but he's actually a bottom. like top this by leonidaslion.
3. angels/dean: dean's soul is apparently the brightest. so naturally, the angels are kind ofa little awestruck and maybe in love with his soul/dean.
4. cherished dean: destiel; cas knew everything about dean but still thinks he's worth saving (and rebelling, and falling). and when he gets to know dean and all the little quirks like the way he loves his pie and dr. sexy and cas just thinks he's really precious and adorable.
5. clueless vanilla dean: in the show dean's sex scenes showed him to be pretty gentle and vanilla while sammy was all - toppy. i'd love some fics where for all dean's manwhorish ways he's actually pretty vanilla and clueless about most kinks, especially regarding gay sex. any slash fic is fine, but for wincest i'd like for sam to find this hot, maybe, or dean being all shocked how his supposed prude little brother is like that in bed.
thanks in advance! :D
1. cuddly dean: this is totally canon for me, with the way dean cuddles his pillow. so i'm looking for fics where someone finds out that dean's a closet cuddler (which he'd probably refuse to admit because he's supposed to be all macho). i don't mind gen or slash.
2. reluctant bottom dean: where dean is convinced he's a top but he's actually a bottom. like top this by leonidaslion.
3. angels/dean: dean's soul is apparently the brightest. so naturally, the angels are kind of
4. cherished dean: destiel; cas knew everything about dean but still thinks he's worth saving (and rebelling, and falling). and when he gets to know dean and all the little quirks like the way he loves his pie and dr. sexy and cas just thinks he's really precious and adorable.
5. clueless vanilla dean: in the show dean's sex scenes showed him to be pretty gentle and vanilla while sammy was all - toppy. i'd love some fics where for all dean's manwhorish ways he's actually pretty vanilla and clueless about most kinks, especially regarding gay sex. any slash fic is fine, but for wincest i'd like for sam to find this hot, maybe, or dean being all shocked how his supposed prude little brother is like that in bed.
thanks in advance! :D
Prison Break AU's?
Apr. 7th, 2017 09:32 pmtwistofapen.livejournal.comAre there any Prison Break fusion/AU's where Dean's the one in jail, and Sam deliberately gets himself imprisoned in order to break Dean out? (i.e. Lincoln!Dean and Michael!Sam).
Any length, pairing, rating, I'll accept it all, please and thank you!
Any length, pairing, rating, I'll accept it all, please and thank you!
4hb1m.livejournal.comI am looking for 2 general types of fics
1. Fics where Sam really needs or wants Dean. For example, Sam is in trouble and he knows Dean can make it all better because he's Dean. Either Dean actually is there and Sam is glad he is or Sam wishes his brother were there.
2. Fics that show Sam prioritizing Dean as most important over other people (like John). For example, I read this one where Dean and John split up in the woods to go look for a monster while Sam stayed behind. Dean gets caught in some kind of barbed wire trap. Sam heard something (or something like that) and thought one of them was in trouble, but he didn't know which one and he decides to go after Dean instead of John. If anyone knows that fic or any fics like that one, that would be great.
Basically, I'm looking for fics where Sam is shown to really appreciate/love his brother. Thank you!
1. Fics where Sam really needs or wants Dean. For example, Sam is in trouble and he knows Dean can make it all better because he's Dean. Either Dean actually is there and Sam is glad he is or Sam wishes his brother were there.
2. Fics that show Sam prioritizing Dean as most important over other people (like John). For example, I read this one where Dean and John split up in the woods to go look for a monster while Sam stayed behind. Dean gets caught in some kind of barbed wire trap. Sam heard something (or something like that) and thought one of them was in trouble, but he didn't know which one and he decides to go after Dean instead of John. If anyone knows that fic or any fics like that one, that would be great.
Basically, I'm looking for fics where Sam is shown to really appreciate/love his brother. Thank you!
fatal-scribbles.livejournal.com2.( S12 Spoilers )
3.( S12 Spoilers )Particularly hoping there's some where he meets up with Cas and they go it alone, start a new life somewhere else, a home together. Hunting or whatever. I don't like curtain fics, but something like a break from hunting is ok, or something I can read that way (no 'and they lived in peace until they died of old age' endings)
4. Hunts/case fic in the snow. Anything set in Alaska?
5. Ben becomes a hunter fics, set in the latest few seasons. Hopefully gets his memory back and meets up with the Winchesters...
6. Fledgling!Cas is taught how to angel by his older siblings, pre-series, pre-human era? Cas being in awe of the splendor of earth.
Destiel or gen fic only. Bottom!Cas only pls. No human!fallen!Cas pls. Thanks
Old destiel fic
Apr. 3rd, 2017 11:19 pmsemaniac99.livejournal.comI'm looking for an old destiel fic where angels were known but like a higher, revered class with humans below them.
Dean somehow catches Cas' eye or is in an arranged marriage but because of the human and angel hierarchy he doesn't have much choice about how the situation starts and comes together. Once they are together it slowly starts to work out but not without several mishaps along the way and misunderstandings as neither group knows all that much about the other. Or at least Dean doesn't know much about angels as he was never really interested.
I believe Mary and John were still alive and Dean was living at home with them before this happened. Dean, if not a virgin entirely, hadn't been with a guy before.
Anything similar would also be appreciated as long as there is no Sam/angel pairing unless it's with Lucifer.
Dean somehow catches Cas' eye or is in an arranged marriage but because of the human and angel hierarchy he doesn't have much choice about how the situation starts and comes together. Once they are together it slowly starts to work out but not without several mishaps along the way and misunderstandings as neither group knows all that much about the other. Or at least Dean doesn't know much about angels as he was never really interested.
I believe Mary and John were still alive and Dean was living at home with them before this happened. Dean, if not a virgin entirely, hadn't been with a guy before.
Anything similar would also be appreciated as long as there is no Sam/angel pairing unless it's with Lucifer.
Specific fic: SPN Dark Angel crossover
Apr. 3rd, 2017 04:51 pmnicky69.livejournal.comThis one is a bit of a long shot guys, but I'm going to ask anyway because I've been thinking about this fic for a while now.
This was a short (?) Gen, pre-series, Dark Angel crossover fic featuring teen Dean. I think it may have been an outsider POV too.
All I remember is one scene where a woman who works for Manticore is mugged in an alleyway and teen Dean comes to her rescue. Dean ends up with a superficial injury, a cut lip or something like that and the woman dabs the wound dry with a hanky.
Dean is modest and kind to her and then goes on his way. When she returns to work the woman remembers how brave Dean was and replaces the DNA Template of one of the proposed X5's with Deans DNA.
I loved they way the author spliced the two fandoms together and would really like to read it again.
Can anyone point me in the right direction or give me an author or story name?
Fingers crossed and many thanks.
This was a short (?) Gen, pre-series, Dark Angel crossover fic featuring teen Dean. I think it may have been an outsider POV too.
All I remember is one scene where a woman who works for Manticore is mugged in an alleyway and teen Dean comes to her rescue. Dean ends up with a superficial injury, a cut lip or something like that and the woman dabs the wound dry with a hanky.
Dean is modest and kind to her and then goes on his way. When she returns to work the woman remembers how brave Dean was and replaces the DNA Template of one of the proposed X5's with Deans DNA.
I loved they way the author spliced the two fandoms together and would really like to read it again.
Can anyone point me in the right direction or give me an author or story name?
Fingers crossed and many thanks.
team free will / castiel centric recs
Apr. 3rd, 2017 04:34 pmcerism.livejournal.comhi! so, i'm currently reading hail mary and i just feel for cas so much right now, because of how he holds onto his broken faith and his too-big heart and how he sees beauty in humanity, and it makes me sad to think of how he probably feels lost and alone sometimes, like he doesn't belong.
i'd like to read some fics that have sam and dean appreciating cas, treating him like family. team free will dynamics and like cas finally found a place where he belongs. and they don't just abandon him and take care of him when he's weak or crazy or whatever. fics where cas gets promoted (like to an archangel) would be awesome too!
also, i love gabriel and it'd be great if he's also a member of team free will or helps them out more often.
gen or slash, but destiel for the slash please - i don't ship sastiel. oh, and no 'normal' au.
i'd like to read some fics that have sam and dean appreciating cas, treating him like family. team free will dynamics and like cas finally found a place where he belongs. and they don't just abandon him and take care of him when he's weak or crazy or whatever. fics where cas gets promoted (like to an archangel) would be awesome too!
also, i love gabriel and it'd be great if he's also a member of team free will or helps them out more often.
gen or slash, but destiel for the slash please - i don't ship sastiel. oh, and no 'normal' au.
Looking for Specific Amnesia! Dean Fic
Apr. 3rd, 2017 01:36 pmdownlonerd.livejournal.comHere's what I remember ( I only read it once, so there isn't much to go on):
It was an au fiction, where Dean was apparently killed during an explosion at the end of some battle that averted the apocalypse. Dean's body was never found. Sam went to live with Amy (or Amelia?). At some point, Sam had dreams (or something) and left Amelia to search for Dean, and found him in Mexico (or South America?), living in a convent. Dean thought his own name is Sammy, and his behavior suggests brain damage. Sam brings Dean home to Amelia, and in the end, it turns out that Dean wasn't brain damaged at all. It was just severe memory loss...
That's the bare bones of it. If you've read it and know the name of it, I'd greatly appreciate it.
It was an au fiction, where Dean was apparently killed during an explosion at the end of some battle that averted the apocalypse. Dean's body was never found. Sam went to live with Amy (or Amelia?). At some point, Sam had dreams (or something) and left Amelia to search for Dean, and found him in Mexico (or South America?), living in a convent. Dean thought his own name is Sammy, and his behavior suggests brain damage. Sam brings Dean home to Amelia, and in the end, it turns out that Dean wasn't brain damaged at all. It was just severe memory loss...
That's the bare bones of it. If you've read it and know the name of it, I'd greatly appreciate it.
Specific Hurt!Sam Protective!Dean Fic
Mar. 28th, 2017 03:25 pmemelie-02044.livejournal.comI cant find i fic that i read a little while ago. Dean left Sam after he set Lucifer free. ever since sam has been going through withdrawal for years. I remember sam was is a dinner and teenagers were calling him a junkie and the waitress was ignoring him. I think he called Dean at one point and Dean found him a in a car. They went back to Bobby's and found out Ruby put a spell on him to make it seem like he was going through withdrawal.
thanks in advance
thanks in advance
Cult fics?
Mar. 27th, 2017 08:04 pmnightrises2.livejournal.comHi guys so I've been searching all over for any fics with a cult being the central part of the story. Long/epic fics are preferred but any length is okay. I don't care who's involved or what ship it's for (gen is fine too!).
I'd prefer if the characters in the story were an actual part of the cult in some way (they were raised in it and tried to leave, etc.) instead of being kidnapped. But I'd even be okay with that if Stockholm syndrome was involved?
Anyway just give me anything you got that has cults in it and I'm sure I'll love it :)!
I'd prefer if the characters in the story were an actual part of the cult in some way (they were raised in it and tried to leave, etc.) instead of being kidnapped. But I'd even be okay with that if Stockholm syndrome was involved?
Anyway just give me anything you got that has cults in it and I'm sure I'll love it :)!
Season 7 lucifer fic :UPDATE FOUND
Mar. 27th, 2017 08:43 amemelie-02044.livejournal.comI'm looking for a specific fanfic where Dean sees Sams hallucinations. I know that I read one somewhere but I didn't save it. I can remember that for some reason Dean was in a sleep like state but kinda like 2x01 he was almost like a ghost. I think Sam called bobby and was saying how he liked failed dean or something. Then I think lucifer came and dean got really freaked he wa proud of Sammy when he didn't be react and was amazed when he didn't react to things like setting the room on fire.
Thanks in advance to anyone that can help me
UPDATE: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO READ IT - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9677534/1/A-Mile-in-my-Shoes
Thanks in advance to anyone that can help me
UPDATE: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO READ IT - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9677534/1/A-Mile-in-my-Shoes
Loki (Gabriel) adopts Dean & Sam
Mar. 26th, 2017 12:49 amamokima.livejournal.comI'm looking for a fic I vagely recall. Gabriel (as Loki, I think) adopts Dean & Sam. At some point he takes them to live in Asguard to protect them (from demons? Angels?) & the meet Loki's other kids. I think he brings Sam's friend with them to Asguard as well. Can't remember if it's the Asguard from Marvel or not. He talks abit about how when he was running from Heaven, Odin found him & adopted him. Pretty sure it's a longer fic.
Sorry, All that seems a bit disjointed.
Thanks for the help
Sorry, All that seems a bit disjointed.
Thanks for the help
twistofapen.livejournal.comApologies if this has been requested before, but I'm looking for fics that focus on Dean's insecurities and fear of abandonment, and subsequently feature Sam reassuring or being there for Dean in some way. So, fluff or h/c, but heavy on the comfort, please? Gen or Wincest, either is fine.
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