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sunshine-hugs.livejournal.comHappy New Year, everyone!
I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).
And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.
I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.
Thank you all so much!
I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).
And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.
I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.
Thank you all so much!
Tags:
- affliction: hurt!castiel,
- attribute: protective!dean,
- attribute: protective!sam,
- character: castiel,
- character: dean,
- character: naomi,
- character: sam,
- creature: angel,
- genre: angels,
- genre: episode coda,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- season: 10,
- season: 8,
- season: 9,
- warning: abused!castiel (mental),
- warning: abused!castiel (physical)
Looking for Three Specific Fics 1. Found
Oct. 3rd, 2016 11:50 pmsam-dean-hot.livejournal.comI've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.
1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!
2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.
3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.
I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!
2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.
3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.
I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
Tags:
- affliction: hurt!dean,
- affliction: hurt!sam,
- affliction: separated!boys,
- affliction: sick!sam,
- attribute: dark!dean,
- attribute: protective!dean,
- character: bobby,
- character: dean,
- character: sam,
- ep: 01x18 something wicked,
- genre: angst,
- genre: au,
- genre: dark!fic,
- genre: death!fic,
- genre: episode coda,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- genre: resurrection,
- genre: slash,
- kink: mpreg,
- pairing: dean/sam,
- position (sex): bottom!sam,
- warning: abused!sam (physical)
Looking for these kinds of pics
Sep. 15th, 2016 02:16 pmastrisdreams.livejournal.comLooking for these kind of fics.
1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....
2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.
3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.
4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.
1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....
2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.
3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.
4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.
tannne.livejournal.comHey there everyone! :-)
I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.
So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.
So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.
Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3
Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.
So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.
So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.
Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3
Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
Cas/Sam, or Cas + Sam - Season 9 fic
Jan. 24th, 2016 04:29 pmhugglewolf.livejournal.comWorking my way through the season 9 boxed set, I've just finished the episode where Sam casts out Gadreel and then has the confrontation with Dean with Castiel having to watch as their relationship breaks down and Dean walks away, leaving his family standing in the rain.
I'm craving follow up fics to this. Cas told Sam he'd have to heal him in stages, suggesting he'd be at the bunker for some time. I've love to read fics where it's just the two of them, and Cas is left pretty much responsible for Sam's physical, mental and emotional wellbeing and takes really good care of him.
And maybe Sam cares for him in return, because Cas is still on rocky ground himself after everything that's happened to him.
I just think it'd be interesting to see how their relationship pans out because before it's always been Dean and Cas, or Dean and Sam and Cas, but now it's just them - and for all they know, Dean is never coming back.
Gen or slash, both are welcome.
Thanks in advance!
I'm craving follow up fics to this. Cas told Sam he'd have to heal him in stages, suggesting he'd be at the bunker for some time. I've love to read fics where it's just the two of them, and Cas is left pretty much responsible for Sam's physical, mental and emotional wellbeing and takes really good care of him.
And maybe Sam cares for him in return, because Cas is still on rocky ground himself after everything that's happened to him.
I just think it'd be interesting to see how their relationship pans out because before it's always been Dean and Cas, or Dean and Sam and Cas, but now it's just them - and for all they know, Dean is never coming back.
Gen or slash, both are welcome.
Thanks in advance!
looking for 2 kinds of fics please
Nov. 7th, 2015 06:26 pmangelzfurys.livejournal.comHello all, I am working on a new project (or a few) and nned your expert help. I am looking for 2 kinds of fics that anyone could rec to me.
1. Any short fics (100 - 1,000 words there abouts t start) featuring the characters Sam, Dean, Castiel, Crowey, Bobby, Meg, Bell, Jody, Ellen, John, or any characters with long speakig parts in the show and are in the tone/gene/continuation of/missing scene of Supernatural.
2. Any J2 or Sam/Dean (or J3 even) soulmate fics that don't feature Mpreg, non-con/rape, slavery, sex with a dog (or other animal) and no death of the main pairing.
Any help in my quests would be wonderful anf I thank you.
P.s. I hoe my tags are okay....no soulmate/mate tag?
1. Any short fics (100 - 1,000 words there abouts t start) featuring the characters Sam, Dean, Castiel, Crowey, Bobby, Meg, Bell, Jody, Ellen, John, or any characters with long speakig parts in the show and are in the tone/gene/continuation of/missing scene of Supernatural.
2. Any J2 or Sam/Dean (or J3 even) soulmate fics that don't feature Mpreg, non-con/rape, slavery, sex with a dog (or other animal) and no death of the main pairing.
Any help in my quests would be wonderful anf I thank you.
P.s. I hoe my tags are okay....no soulmate/mate tag?
arsonistlullaby.livejournal.comHey all!
I'm looking for three specific fics and I have a general search. The 3 specific fics are as follows:
Thank you heaps in advance!
I'm looking for three specific fics and I have a general search. The 3 specific fics are as follows:
- This is a drabble/oneshot set after the epiode Skin in season 1 (1x06). It is a very short fic. It is basically about Sam wondering if he was wrong and what he thought was the shapeshifter was actually Dean, and who he thought was Dean was actually the shapeshifter. He tells Dean this and Dean says it doesn't matter, the shifter can download people's memories so he would act the same and he says it would be "a monster's second chance". They go to a bar and Sam keeps bringing up this topic, saying that it must be symbolism that Dean shot himself in the head and Dean tells him he once slept with a guy that looked like Sam and asks if there is any symbolism in that. They then go back to the motel and Sam tells Dean he'd know if it wasn't him and Dean says he wouldn't. The fic ends along these lines.
- The second fic is one where Sam is deaged and I can't really remember anything about it (why he was deaged, who did so, etc) except for the ending where Dean asks Sam if he liked him when Sam was a teenager. Sam is quiet for a while and Dean says "Forget it" but Sam then explains that even though Dean was his brother, he kind of acted like a mother to Sam so Sam kind of resented him for it. Sorry for the lack of details, but I really can't remember much more.
- The final fic was again, deaged Sam. Sam, Dean & John (I'm not entirely sure John was with them though) are on a hunt together and they get cursed by faeries who de-ages Sam. The curse works a certain way: Sam has to say no a certain amount of times for him to reach his normal age. He starts off as a child and Dean uses flashcards and makes up stories to make Sam repeat the word "No" over and over again. Sam does so and he starts growing older and older. Eventually he reaches the age he was when he was at Stanford and Dean has to explain about Jess to him. Finally Sam becomes his age again.
Thank you heaps in advance!
Tags:
- !specific fic,
- affliction: cursed,
- affliction: deaged!sam,
- character: dean,
- character: sam,
- creature/changed!boys,
- creature: not human,
- creature: skinwalker/shapeshifter,
- ep: 01x06 skin,
- genre: angst,
- genre: episode coda,
- genre: gen - no pairing,
- genre: horror,
- genre: non-au,
- season: 1,
- story length: short
annie46.livejournal.comHi - I am looking for a specific fic and I think it was by someone called the Meglosaurus or something similar.
It was Season 9 after Sam had been drained of blood by the vampires in 'Alex, Annie, Alexis, Ann' and Dean takes him back to the bunker. While he is trying to get Sam ready for a blood transfusion he finds that Sam has been tattooing himself with protective sigils to stop from anyone else possessing him. It was an awesome story with a really telling last paragraph and some serious brother talking.
Can anyone help me please?
Found in comments - thank you so much
It was Season 9 after Sam had been drained of blood by the vampires in 'Alex, Annie, Alexis, Ann' and Dean takes him back to the bunker. While he is trying to get Sam ready for a blood transfusion he finds that Sam has been tattooing himself with protective sigils to stop from anyone else possessing him. It was an awesome story with a really telling last paragraph and some serious brother talking.
Can anyone help me please?
Found in comments - thank you so much
q-dicted.livejournal.com1. I would like any fics dealing with Sam's declaration to Dean at the end of The Purge ("Same circumstances, no I wouldn't.")
2. Sam's POV 09x23 up to the moment he decides to summon Crowley. Bonus points if it includes his reaction to waking up on the side of the road and then realizing he 'lied' about being ok with all this.
3. I know about spn-epific on LJ - are there any other episode-fic rec sites or lists?
7x14 Plucky's/clown phobia
Oct. 30th, 2014 10:31 amjpgr.livejournal.comAre there any fics that delve into Sam's fear or clowns? I remember a few coming out after this ep. One might have had to do with Sam being molested one time he was left there as a kid?
I think I have all the tags...
I think I have all the tags...
pendulumchanges.livejournal.comAre there any fics about the overnight drive that Dean, Sam, Ruby, and Anna took from Bobby's house to Kentucky to find Anna's grace in episode 410 (Heaven and Hell)? Maybe where Dean and Ruby are the only ones awake and Sam and Anna are both asleep and Dean and Ruby talk? If this gapfiller doesn't exist yet, someone should write it :)
Looking for Sam centered story
Apr. 17th, 2014 09:32 pmyellowbulma.livejournal.comHaven't posted on here in forever so hope this is right.
Anyway season 9 as been leaving me cold, especial the way Sam is getting treated.
So I'm in desperate need of some Sam POV/Sam centered story's.
* It can be set in any season BUT bonus point's if it's in later season's or season 9.
* Pairings aren't needed but Wincest is fine, NO Destiel.
* If any stories are set in later season's, no Charlie or Benny.
Please and thank you!!!
Anyway season 9 as been leaving me cold, especial the way Sam is getting treated.
So I'm in desperate need of some Sam POV/Sam centered story's.
* It can be set in any season BUT bonus point's if it's in later season's or season 9.
* Pairings aren't needed but Wincest is fine, NO Destiel.
* If any stories are set in later season's, no Charlie or Benny.
Please and thank you!!!
parakaleo.livejournal.comSigh, show won't give it to me so I am looking to you wonderful people for help. I would love any stories that tell Sam's point of view about everything that has happened this season. I would much prefer gen for this, although I am desperate enough to take Wincest. No dean/castiel please. Thanks!
Mods:I don't see a Season 9 tag-that is the only other thing I would add.
Mods:I don't see a Season 9 tag-that is the only other thing I would add.
pendulumchanges.livejournal.comI'm looking for a gapfiller fic for episode 821 (The Great Escapist) for that time between Sam passing out on the floor and Sam waking up in the ice bath. How long was he on the floor? What did Dean do when he found him? Where'd he get all the ice? :) Thanks!
FOUND!!! - 107 Degrees by scullspeare. Thank you to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
chellexxx for finding it!
FOUND!!! - 107 Degrees by scullspeare. Thank you to
chellexxx for finding it!Lack of faith/trust wincest fanfic recs
Dec. 21st, 2013 11:49 pminuchan714.livejournal.comI was rewatching S5 but more specifically, 5.18 and what caught my attention was the difference in trust levels between Sam and Dean.( Read more )
S8 Southern Comfort-Guilty!Dean, Hurt!sam
Oct. 22nd, 2013 03:50 pminuchan714.livejournal.comI'm looking for fics revolving the situation that happened in 8x06 ( Read more )
tags to episode 8x17 Goodbye Stranger
Sep. 24th, 2013 07:42 pmdani-77.livejournal.comI was wondering if there are any stories where Dean is afraid of Castiel after what happened in episode 8x17 "Goodbye Stranger" (like flinching away from his touch when he tries to help him), and more importantly, doesn't forgive him just like that. After all, that was the second time Castiel beat him to hell and almost killed him, so I think Dean would have a harder time just forgiving him.
Thanks for your recs!
Thanks for your recs!
inuchan714.livejournal.comi can't seem to find this fic. Sam was hurt more than he let on after Plucky's but seeing Dean laughing, he didn't want to destroy the mood. Its an established relationship but they haven't done anything recently due to problems like soulless and the Leviathan. They started to make out on the hood of the car i think but was interrupted. Thanks for any hints!
fOUND in comments!
fOUND in comments!
Season 8 - Southern Comfort - Wincest
Sep. 11th, 2013 07:34 pmcrownroyal-51.livejournal.comI was wondering if there are any episode tag fics for "Southern Comfort" where Sam and Dean have angry sex or just screw their problems away after their argument at the end of the episode.
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