Supernatural Story Finders

I'm really having a hard time finding one specific story, and stories with the topics I'll describe below. Reading Fan Fiction is really my main addiction. I would appreciate any recommendations:-)

1. The one specific story I'm looking for was one in which Sam had found love, but it turned into domestic violence. Dean and Sam are not on the road together anymore, therefore Dean is either not aware of the torture Sam is going through, or he doesn't understand why Sam just doesn't beat his partner to a pulp. I lost the story before I could read more facts about it. I just remember that Sam is really confused by his decision to stay with his violent partner, and doesn't want his last chance at normal to end in such a failed way.

2. I really would like any stories that have to do with Sam, Jared, Dean, or Jensen dealing with being on the receiving end of domestic violence. Stories that have the characters feeling helpless, but their counterpart saving them, i.e. Sam saving Dean, or Jared saving Jensen. Stories where the characters have suicidal thoughts as one way of getting out of their situation is a plus.

3. Please recommend stories that deal with rape, and rape recovery of one of the characters listed in #2, but I would prefer Jensen focused stories. Stories where the victim suffers from mental illness, or has severe self harming reactions like eating disorders or suicidal thoughts because of their attack are welcomed.

4. This last one is a little weird, but I would love any stories recommended where Jensen or even Dean wears a Kimono. Jensen dancing or performing in a Kimono is a serious plus. I just read Glassyskies wonderful series called "Innocence and Feathers", and was completely captured by her writing, and characterizations. Just a deep, beautiful story that I would like to recommend. This is an extensive verse with multiple chapters and plenty of wonderfully long sequels. Innocence and Feathers