Plotline search

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Hey guys and gals, just calling upon yall for your help again! I hope that you guys have read some good stuff!

I'm looking for J2 fics that have the two just starting their relationship (meeting in high school, college, on set, etc) where Jared thought he was straight until he met Jensen. Jensen pulls away because he feels that Jared is just going through a gay phase, or because Jensen thinks that they would never be able to have the family that Jared seems to have always wanted. (This breakup, or separation is required because I'm all for angst). Jared is heartbroken, but eventually finds comfort in a relationship with someone else (Male: such as Tom, Justin, OMC, or maybe even chad O.o I'm pretty open on this one haha). Hopefully this part is somewhat realistic and Jared is happy with his new partner (maybe even an intimate scene? :P). Jensen finds out about this relationship and he sees Jared around with these guys and realizes that he's made a terrible mistake (Jealous!Jen).
Happy endings are definitely preferable, but NOT a must (I love me some angst). Preferably rated R in some content, and I prefer fics that are a bit on the lengthier side. I know this is kinda specific, but I've read a few really great ones years ago that I can't quite remember the names of.

That is just the general story line that I am looking for, help would be MUCH appreciated. A preemptive thanks to yall!