SPN, J2 stories which focus on Domestic Violence, or Rape Recovery. Also stories with Kimonos.

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

I'm really having a hard time finding one specific story, and stories with the topics I'll describe below. Reading Fan Fiction is really my main addiction. I would appreciate any recommendations:-)

1. The one specific story I'm looking for was one in which Sam had found love, but it turned into domestic violence. Dean and Sam are not on the road together anymore, therefore Dean is either not aware of the torture Sam is going through, or he doesn't understand why Sam just doesn't beat his partner to a pulp. I lost the story before I could read more facts about it. I just remember that Sam is really confused by his decision to stay with his violent partner, and doesn't want his last chance at normal to end in such a failed way.

2. I really would like any stories that have to do with Sam, Jared, Dean, or Jensen dealing with being on the receiving end of domestic violence. Stories that have the characters feeling helpless, but their counterpart saving them, i.e. Sam saving Dean, or Jared saving Jensen. Stories where the characters have suicidal thoughts as one way of getting out of their situation is a plus.

3. Please recommend stories that deal with rape, and rape recovery of one of the characters listed in #2, but I would prefer Jensen focused stories. Stories where the victim suffers from mental illness, or has severe self harming reactions like eating disorders or suicidal thoughts because of their attack are welcomed.

4. This last one is a little weird, but I would love any stories recommended where Jensen or even Dean wears a Kimono. Jensen dancing or performing in a Kimono is a serious plus. I just read Glassyskies wonderful series called "Innocence and Feathers", and was completely captured by her writing, and characterizations. Just a deep, beautiful story that I would like to recommend. This is an extensive verse with multiple chapters and plenty of wonderfully long sequels. Innocence and Feathers

Comments

[spartygirl87.livejournal.com]

Shouting Out Loud by Blynnk http://blynnk.livejournal.com/30918.html abused jared, protective jensen
and its sequel Chasing Rainbows http://blynnk.livejournal.com/30918.html

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

I am so glad that you recommended this verse! I read it a while ago, and totally wanted to save Jared's character. The whole theatre project idea as a catalyst for putting Jared and Jensen into the beginning of something beneficial to both was genius. I will be register this story soon. Thanks again for the REC:-)

[strgazr04.livejournal.com]

I take it from your last request that you've seen that scene of Jensen in Blonde? :D

Also, the link to that fic doesn't work.

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

I haven't seen the picture of blonde Jensen, oh pretty please post the link:-)

As for my faulty link for "Innocence and Feathers", I'm not as technically inclined as I thought. Here is a copy of the correct web address: http://glassyskies.livejournal.com/64833.html

I hope you like it. I'm actually reading it again.

[strgazr04.livejournal.com]

No, not blond Jensen as in hair color. He was in a movie called Blonde about Marilyn Monroe and there is a scene of him dance dressed in a black kimono with roses or something on it hehe. I'm guessing he's maybe 20 years old or so in the clip. Enjoy! - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INNv2vFp0Ig

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

Oh my goodness! I hadn't seen this! He was soooo young:-) Wow! Kimono Magic!

[alecx-5.livejournal.com]

#2 maybe if you don't mind self-rec

Summary: Jared and Jensen have not seen one another since high school. A chance meeting in a bar one night leads to so much more than what either could have hoped for. What do you do when you know you are your best friend’s only hope yet you are barely keep your own head above water?

http://alecx-5.livejournal.com/24692.html

[maguie.livejournal.com]

I was gonna rec this one too,

[wataru-kisugi.livejournal.com]

One of favs! Highly recommended!!

[alecx-5.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^_^

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

Thank you! What a great story of two people helping each other overcome their outer and inner Demons. The pain of these two character's really captured my heart. One of the best recovery stories I've read. Thanks again:-)

[frogmanlj.livejournal.com]

Kimono wearing Jensen.

Jared's Painted Doll

Author: Dean & Sam's Muse
Pairings: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17
Warning: J2/Slash, Kink
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural, Jared or Jensen. They own me.
Summary: AU Jared took three years to get past Jensen's defenses and make him his lover. Now he has a secret desire that he wants Jensen to fulfill. He's afraid his kinky wish will strain their relationship but he wants it bad enough to take the chance.

http://deanandsamsmuse.livejournal.com/4961.html

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

is this one friendslocked? I get an access denied page when I click on the link.

[rose-the-hat.livejournal.com]

deanandsamsmuse is a known plagerizer.

http://stop-plagiarism.livejournal.com/tag/plagiarist%3A%20deanandsamsmuse

[rose-the-hat.livejournal.com]

deanandsamsmuse is a known plagerizer.

http://stop-plagiarism.livejournal.com/tag/plagiarist%3A%20deanandsamsmuse

[aidannwn.livejournal.com]

Try the fanfiction link.
http://www.fanfiction.net/~deanandsamsmuse

don't know if the claim below is true or not but almost all her work is there

[deans-mine.livejournal.com]

The story was great! I'm sorry about the negative vibe. I hope what was said isn't true. To be able to write well is a gift that I wish I had.