Supernatural Story Finders

I am looking for two specific fics, which I believe are on ff.net. They are both similar to Still Standing, where Dean is abusive to Sam while he is drunk and blames Sam for everything that is going wrong. I remember the specifics of each story, but my Google magic isn't working.

1.) the first fic is dean is beating sam (who is a girl in this fic) while he is drunk, because of the death of Ellen and Jo. So Sam tries to sell her soul to Crowley, to bring them back, he does but the price is that Sam becomes Crowley's mate. Smexing ensues to seal the deal and it turns out that Crowley actually does care for Sam and is trying to protect her from Lucifer and her brother. A couple of days later Sam turns up later at Bobby's house wearing a green top and leather pants because Crowley want's to make Sam feel special and show her off. Dean ends up threating Sam again, but Crowley protects her and ends up telling everyone how Dean has been treating her and I remember Ellen ends up punching Dean for treating Sam like that.  Found in comments

2.) the second story is like the one before Sam is a girl too and dean is beating her up. She has a lot of angel friends including Castiel and Gabriel. Well after one bad fight with Dean beating her up, she runs into the street planning to kill herself, when Michael shows up to help her. They mate and he protects her from Dean and it ends up with Michael wanting to make Sam the angel of harmony and Gabriel ends up telling dirty jokes or something. Found in comments


I think they are both done by the same authors, please help!