alpha jensen, mental institute, cutting, rape, disapproving john, domestic fic, pretend couple

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)


Alpha Jensen
Any fics where Jensen is an Alpha and he decides to mate with Jared. the whole meant to be thing basically. I'd love it if they try to fight it too, but I'll take anything with them getting together.

Mental institution - any of the characters.
I've read a lot of Sam/Dean and a couple j2's with the boys in an institute, and I LOVE these! they can both be patients or one/both of them can be doctors. it can be AU or a casefic. i'll take anything in this genre. gen or slash welcomed. and I am willing to read any pairing or situation as long as there is plenty of H/C! :D

cutting - dean
I read a fic a while back where Sam had started cutting (and I believe one with Jared doing it too). would love to read something with Dean doing it to cope with something. It would be awesome if wincest is a part of the problem and the solution to helping him.

Sam raped
I know this one is a little dark, but I would really like Sam to be a rape victim. I would be open for this to be a creature or person/people that did it to him. I would also love for Dean to get really over protective and angry and go on a brother revenge spree. If this could be relatively canon(as much as possible anyway) that would be great! ie. they are still hunters and all that jazz. can be any time line. can be gen or wincest, but if it is wincest i would like for there to be an issue with sex after what Sam went through.

Disapproving John
For this... I don't know if it exists, but is there anything out there where Sam and Dean get together after their fathers death and he somehow(come on, this is supernatural people! :P) finds out and is disapproving. does this exist at all??

domestic fic - 
any fics where the boys stop hunting and choose to live in a house together for whatever reason. would love you forever if you know of one where they become a couple after living in domestic happiness for a bit :P

pretend couple - 
any casefic where sam and dean have to pretend to be a couple and then end up liking it! :P Again, I've read a lot of these, but i keep forgetting to save fics i like so suggest away!!

looking at the list I just noticed how depressing it it. lol oh well, apparently H/C is my medicine of choice :P

Comments

Re: Nice choices

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

hehe thank you! its true, they make everything better :P so when can we see your fic??
I've read some of both authors but i'll check them out more thouroughly. thanks! :)

[vail-kagami.livejournal.com]

Domestic fic (also a case fic and ends with winchest): The Piper (http://gretazreta.livejournal.com/125116.html) by gretazreta. Highly recommended.

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

I've read the piper and adore it! definitely one of my favs!!! thanks!

[(Anonymous)]

I second The Piper.
Werewolf stories:

http://archiveofourown.org/series/6705
The Alpha Pack series is good. Spoilers if someone is already reading this series:
Has about nine stories. Both Jared and Jensen are werewolves. Jensen is the Alpha of the Dallas werewolves. This has both top!Jesen & top!Jared in it. Also has other pairings in it but the main one is Jensen/Jared.

http://highermagic.livejournal.com/33537.html
28 Days. On a hunt for the Alpha werewolf, Dean gets turned into a werewolf. Not too long of a story but extremely well-written.

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

I already have read the alpha pack series (it mostly is what got me into the genre :P) but I really liked 28 days!! :D thank you!! <3

[hillz-85.livejournal.com]

I'm frantically trying to remember fics that I've read where Sam was raped, I know I've seen some good ones! I'll keep looking for you & comment back with those if I find them.

One I highly recommend is this one. Dean doesn't really get revenge as such but yeah, it's great!

Fade To Black by phx69
http://phx69.livejournal.com/34841.html
Roosevelt Asylum was Chicken Soup for a Brother's Soul. Compared to this.

In the meantime I have 2 fics to recommend for your Mental Institution request, both are Sam being the in the Institution:

The Edge Of Madness by Dawn N:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3261634/1/The_Edge_of_Madness
Summary: Sam pays a high price after facing off with the Demon, and Dean refuses to lose the last of his family. He is determined to help Sam find his way back.

Further and Further Out by cottonmouth
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3740163/1/Further_And_Further_Out
Summary: John never disappeared before the pilot episode, so Dean never went to Stanford to find Sam. Two months later and they discover the demon went after Sam after all… Alternate Reality, graphic wincest in later chapters


And this rec is just a general one if you're looking for a good distraction form what's going on in your life:

Finders Keepers by TraSan
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5549114/6/
Summary: There are some people who just never learned it isn't nice to take things that don't belong to them. Dark fic.


Hope those help!

[hillz-85.livejournal.com]

Apologies for the double post, but I can't seem to edit my post above. Found the other fic I was looking for where Sam is raped/abused. It's:

The Missing by mentholpixie
Summary: 'Sam wonders if Chet kept the others this long and if they wished for death, too. He thinks that if he could talk to Dean maybe he'd tell him that he's already too late.'
http://mentholpixie.livejournal.com/8407.html#cutid1

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

I love your recs!

the missing was amazing, as was, finders keepers and further and further. I havent had a chance to read the others yet but they really helped. thank you for the recs! <3 <3

[hillz-85.livejournal.com]

You're very welcome! As long as you enjoyed them :)

Re: shameless self pimping.

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

sounds awesome and i love self recs, so i'll definitely check it out. i believe my username on ff.net is loveslave, so thatll be me :D

[hime2emeh.livejournal.com]

Sam raped
I love this fic lots :) --> A Question of Choice (http://varkelton.livejournal.com/29379.html)
This deal with the after effect of said rape and there's a few of graphic flashback too; with an abundant of the h/c elements.
If you like it, you may want to read the sequel, An Issue of Consent (http://varkelton.livejournal.com/11848.html).


domestic fic
This is the Place (http://mistyzeo.livejournal.com/59377.html). -- I think this one fit your request quite nicely :)
Summary: Lucifer's cage isn't built for Lucifer's vessel, and Sam is ejected from Hell before Dean leaves Stull Cemetery in Lawrence. But it's been hours for Dean, and days for Sam, and Sam didn't get out before the demons got their barbs into him. Dean's done fighting, and all he wants now is to keep Sam safe, and damn the consequences. When Bobby tells them they'd better lay low for a while, Dean takes the opportunity to let his brother rest and heal. And maybe figure out what Sam's wanted all his life, and what Dean needs to be happy. (AU for the end of 5x22 and beyond)


Enjoy!

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

yes, i've read a question of choice and an issue of consent. they are both great <3

this is the place sounds good too. will have to read that. thanks for the rec!!

[justmmy.livejournal.com]

I second This is the Place. That's one that I repeatedly go back to, it's just such a good fic! :3

rape!sam plus more

[ksmenefee.livejournal.com]

Well do not know if you have ever heard of or read this one but "A Monster by any other name" is a long awesome story. This is the summary they give. "The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grows up in a concentration camp for monsters, and Dean is raised as an only child and a hunter. Together, they make each other human."
They are still adding to this story and I am anxiously awaiting the rest. I also like the alpha fics but they are really hard to find. Another type you might find interesting are one about Sentinel and Guides those are good as well.
:-)

Re: rape!sam plus more

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

wow I haven't read it yet but it sounds really good. I'll have to hunt it down. ...and I thought I knew everything about spn fandom but apparently not because i didn't even know about seninel/guide fics. lol

Re: rape!sam plus more

[(Anonymous)]

you can find 'A monster by any other name' can be found over on An archive of our own.. http://archiveofourown.org/series/5884

this has the full chapters.
I have read some really interesting and wild stories. I read one where Sam turned evil and basically keeps Dean locked in a motel type room to love and keep him for himself. I am trying to find the link it was really intense. found it! I think you will like this one
its long but this lists all the parts
http://archiveofourown.org/series/6436

THis one is more of an AU where Jensen can make things happen with his emotions.. its really good and is eventual jared/jensen
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/856417.html

here are some sentinel and guide ones
http://archiveofourown.org/works/215024/chapters/323034

http://homepage.mac.com/samcdonald/fanfic/ThisGuidedLife.htm
http://indusnm.livejournal.com/42391.html
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\here is some alpha omega ones.. I am not so much a dean/cas person or a sam/cas person but this one seems to be
http://aleshia10.livejournal.com/4295.html

here is a site I just discovered about knotting (alpha/omega)
http://take-the-knot.livejournal.com/profile

hope you like these. :-)

[marlowe78.livejournal.com]

Sam raped
Passanger (http://supernaturalfic.livejournal.com/1615665.html): Dean is possessed, Sam is raped.

With Spit and a Prayer (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/66908.html): sequel to "Passanger" - very angsty, very good.

Despite the subject, this would be considered gen, not wincest. Or well, technically it IS wincest... you'll get what I mean when you read.

[rukaya007.livejournal.com]

hehe, well it sounds basically perfect, I'll definitely read it. thank you!!!

[kaligrrrl.livejournal.com]

this is an old post--hope things are better for you--but I just *had* to rec one of the best stories I've ever read--Blue Skies From Rain (http://archiveofourown.org/series/11774), "The morning after Sam rescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean go back to the warehouse to take care of the bodies of both the victims and of the djinn. But instead of what should be a simple clean-up job, Sam and Dean are sucked into a nightmare world brought about by the djinn's last dying act of revenge. (Takes place directly after What Is and What Should Never Be.) What do you do when you wake up in a mental institution and you think your brother is dead?" it's novel length, Wincesty and amaaaaaazing.