Sam court/search/seek Dean's forgiveness or/and happiness or/and love Gen/Brotherly Love or Wincest

[fisukisuki.livejournal.com]

I don't really know how to put it in the right word or english.

So i want to read fic where Sam feel either worried or guilty toward Dean, probably the cause was Canonical (i don't have to list the example, right?), or AU/plot fic, either way because of that Sam really want and/or need to get Dean's forgiveness, or he want to make Dean happy or/and comfortable again, so he do some thing, or few thing, or many thing, for Dean.

Canonical example was like Christmas special episode on Season 3 where Sam in the end surprise Dean and celebrite christmas just two of them.

Usually, i would say please don't recommend K Hanna Korossy's works because i already read most of her fics. But right now, feel free to do that, because she did write few fic where Sam tried his best to make Dean happy or make up with him, and it's not like i remember those few fics' title. As long as you don't just recommend her works in your comment, but with other fic from other author too.
And you do know that all her works is Gen and Pure Awesome Brotherly Love.

OR, i want to read fic where if fic like this exist; Sam want to date Dean, or get his love, because he obviously love him, so he give him presents/food, or being sweet toward him, or doing something nice to him? and this is Wincest. (Would be awesome if it actually just Brotherly Love)

Either Gen/Brotherly Love or Wincest. Preferably bottom!Dean, but Switch is acceptable. Canon or AU, so they don't have to be brothers.

Always end up with Happy Ending !

Or crying Dean with Sam comfort him with love and affection is Great too. 

Specific J2 Fic

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Hey guys,

I read a fic on AO3 a while back and I can't remember the author or title. I don't remember much detail about the story, but here's what I can recall: Jared finds out that he has brothers (I don't remember why he didn't know about them before) and so he goes to find them. He manages to find them but doesn't tell them he's their brother and instead works with them on their farm or ranch and becomes friends with them. Jensen is a friend of the family who also gets to know Jared. For some reason Jared thinks he has a time limit on how long he can stay on the farm and he keeps thinking about leaving. Eventually Jensen and him get together. Also, I remember Jared had like a ton of brothers.

Sorry this is so vague, but it's been driving me nuts trying to find this story.

Thanks in advance for the help

specific fic hunt: sam running in the rain

[sevendayloan.livejournal.com]

hey yall, i'm looking for a SPECIFIC fic which has been haunting my memory for like, the better part of the month. if anyone can help me find it, i would be so incredibly grateful.

here's what background stuff i can remember:

• sam pov


• mid-late seasons (set between s5 and s8, s7/8 is my best guess)


• canon fic, not an AU


• hurt comfort, emphasis on the hurt


• sam is physically and psychologically ill


• dean is mad depressed and sam thinks about it in the fic

there's a snippet that i can't stop thinking about. it was exceptionally well written, and sam's internal monolog was so tight and spot on. in the scene:

• sam is hurt, sick, frustrated, desperate


• he goes for a run in the rain and pushes himself hard


• thinks about faking it til you make it


• thinks about smiling when you don't want to smile


• his internal narration highly endorses the above points. he wants to play through the pain.


• dean is shouting for him but sam is too sick and too wrapped up in his own thoughts to hear him


• ... until he collapses

please, oh spn gods, a sacrifice in your name if you bring this fic back to me!

J2 Sugar Daddy

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Does anyone know of any J2 fics where one of the J's is a sugar daddy and the other is his escort/sugar baby/gold digger. I'm ok with prostitution, underage, and anything really. Would love if a real relationship later forms. No WIPs please! Thanks in advance!

Looking for specific story with hospitalized!Dean

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Hello everyone,
I remembered parts of a story I've read some time ago but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks. Here is what I remember:

Dean was in hospital but the doctors didn't know what was wrong with him. They put him in quarantine and wore masks and special clothing when being in contact with him. Dean was pretty much out of it. He might have had flashbacks of hell (I'm not sure about that aspect), because they kept manhandling him. At one point they took a sample of his spinal fluid I think and Dean was panicking.

Sam didn't know where Dean was at first. Finally he made it to the hospital and rescued Dean by disguising himself as a doctor or nurse. He dropped some kind of smoke bomb in Dean's treatment room, so everybody fled. Sam took Dean from the hospital but Dean was very weak and had problems with his legs, because Sam moved him to early after the spinal fluid extraction.

I can't remember what was wrong with Dean in the end. Maybe some kind of supernatural illness.

Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance
ronjamaus

Edit: Found! Link in comments.

Found! specific fiction: tuesday sam

[blostma.livejournal.com]

This is a relatively short oneshot which begins with Sam waking up to "Asia" playing in the background. Dean begins to choke, and he reaches for Sam for help, but Sam just holds him in his arms until he dies, saying something like "Shhh, it's ok. It will all be over soon." Eventually, Sam figures that if he is stuck in a timeloop, then the only way of breaking out of it is by hanging himself. Sam gets Dean out of the way by asking him to find a restaurant. Just before Sam dies, Dean finds him and tells him that suicide is not the answer.

deleted fic "Journal of a Caregiver"

[sinka.livejournal.com]

Hello!

I was going through recs and bookmars for a good wincest fic to read and this "Journal of Caregiver" seemed right my alley. Sadly, the author seems to have deleted their LJ account and doesn't seem to have an AO3 account either:

Summary: Dean serves as the vessel for Michael and suffers the consequences. Sam cares for him and helps him heal from serious brain injury. (~50,500 words)

It was written in 2009 and seems an AU future!fic from Season 5.

If anybody has a copy that's willing to share and upload, it would totally make my day! (In case email is okay too)

Thank you!

ETA - FOUND! As explained by our dear meus_venator, the author doesn't mind people sharing this and her other stories, but only by email (not download link). Also she doesn't want her username linked to the fics, so from now on she's just "a talented gal". If anyone want them please PM meus_venator with your email for them.

Top Jared

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Thanks in advance
self recs encouraged!

EDIT: I got such an amazing response, thank you all so much!

Dean, revenge, Season 1

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Hi! My sis mentioned there is a fic about Marshall Grant's brother wanting to take a revenge for his brother's death. This is from Season 1, Faith.

Thank you in advance!

The Boy Next Door (Jensen-Dean/Jared-Sam)

[zmphony.livejournal.com]

Having seen the trailer for Jennifer Lopez's new movie The Boy Next Door, I was wondering if there were any fics out there with a similar plot line starring Jensen/Jared or Sam/Dean instead.

I'd prefer to see stuff where Jensen/Dean is playing the role of a teacher being seduced by a student or a younger guy if possible. Bottoming is also great, and if there's a lot of suspense then double-great :D

No non-con please :)