deleted fic "Journal of a Caregiver"

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Hello!

I was going through recs and bookmars for a good wincest fic to read and this "Journal of Caregiver" seemed right my alley. Sadly, the author seems to have deleted their LJ account and doesn't seem to have an AO3 account either:

Summary: Dean serves as the vessel for Michael and suffers the consequences. Sam cares for him and helps him heal from serious brain injury. (~50,500 words)

It was written in 2009 and seems an AU future!fic from Season 5.

If anybody has a copy that's willing to share and upload, it would totally make my day! (In case email is okay too)

Thank you!

ETA - FOUND! As explained by our dear meus_venator, the author doesn't mind people sharing this and her other stories, but only by email (not download link). Also she doesn't want her username linked to the fics, so from now on she's just "a talented gal". If anyone want them please PM meus_venator with your email for them.