Looking For Two Specific Fics

[swinchester96.livejournal.com]

I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx

Comments

[chellexxx.livejournal.com]

Number 2 might be A Family Torn Asunder (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5363905/1/A_Family_Torn_Asunder) by cindy123
Dean's hurt and John blames Sam. Will Dean awaken to the family he knew or will the Winchesters be forever broken. Hurt/limp/guilty!Dean hurt/limp/distant!Sam Angry/guilty!John.

I love this fic

xxx

[ithuriel788.livejournal.com]

Another possibility for #2 is Never an Absolution (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5429867/1/Never_An_Absolution) by skag trendy
Sam cops the blame when a vital piece of equipment is damaged on a hunt. But things become convoluted when their next hunt results in an injured big brother, and John’s anger seems to be spiralling out of control..

[(Anonymous)]

For the second one


John blames Sammy for a hunt gone wrong. After days of extra training and a blow up by John, Sammy leaves thinking he is no longer wanted. Dean- 16, Sammy- 12

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5607336/1/Christmas-Hunts-and-Hurts

[casey679.livejournal.com]

For the first one, could it be You Better Start Swimming (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8130931/1/You-Better-Start-Swimming)? Sam is abducted - kidnapped - for a month by a teacher who knows about the demon blood inside Sam. Sam and Dean struggle to stay afloat -and stick together- after the trauma. Anachronistic chapters, but still very easy to follow. Sam is 12, Dean 16/17. Warning: dark themes, see writer's notes.