Lack of faith/trust wincest fanfic recs

[inuchan714.livejournal.com]

I was rewatching S5 but more specifically, 5.18 and what caught my attention was the difference in trust levels between Sam and Dean. In S4 and S5, there are situations that occurred to both Sam and Dean. It clearly shows that Sam is willing and will blindly trust Dean to do the right thing despite what everyone thinks. On the other hand, with a similar situation, Dean makes the decision to not trust Sam to do the right thing , like say no to lucifer because he thinks Sam's not strong enough. Even Dean says so himself that he didn't trust Sam despite, later that Sam let Dean out of the panic room based on his blind trust/faith. Getting back to the point: I'm looking for fics that address this point.

1. Either related to the episode
2. Fics that show Dean's little or lack of faith in Sam and that has consequences such as Sam getting hurt (emotionally,physically) Of course, happy ending is wonderful. I do prefer wincest and more toward bottom!sam and hurt!sam.

Comments

[jasmineisland.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess I got carried away with the S5 theme more than the OP, but feel free to browse my delicious. LOTS more hurt Sam. Some are trust issues in other seasons.
https://delicious.com/jasmineisland

[sinka.livejournal.com]

I'll definitely check them!! I'll never get tired of hurt!sam stories in S5. The pain and regret and self-hate was just too delightful!

[inuchan714.livejournal.com]

Op here. There is nothing wrong at all with loving hurt!sam!! I started SPN in S8 and i'm trying to find and read all the hurt!Sam fics, esp in earlier seasons but its hard sometimes since its so far back for some like S1 or S2. Some authors delete and I don't want to miss any great fics. Thanks again jasmineisland! Also, any particular other fics you guys rec that has to be read? Sometimes its hard to find ppl who like the same genre of fics...