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All my love to whoever can find this xoxoxox
Hi all you wonderful fic reccers! This one is a bit hard to describe, but I'm aching for them so hopefully you'll get what I mean. I'm looking for any and all fics where one of the boys pushes the other until he breaks. Like there's that one moment where all the crap that the other has put them through comes to a head and you can actually feel them break. Where B1 just completely decimates B2, rips their heart out and stomps on it. Egs to show what I mean, hopefully you'll know them and get what I mean:
Waves, where Dean has a bunch of internalised homophobia and denies Cas continuously and the moment where Cas kisses Dean in front of his friends and Dean screams at him that he's a fa**ot.
And This Is Enough where Dean is cheating on his wife with Cas and they finally make love and that moment where Dean has to leave straight away and Cas' heart is smashed to pieces.
Getting Lucky, where Jared wants Jensen to experience sex with someone who cares and the moment when Jensen tells Jared to just shut up and f*ck him already.
Failure To Communicate, where Jensen has been doing a bunch of nasty stuff to force a divorce out of Jared and that moment where the last thing he does pushed Jared over the edge and he signs the papers.
I hope that kind of gets it across. The fics where you almost feel your heart breaks with them at the straw that broke the camel's back. All pairings are great, I'm good with non-con and dubcon, and even domestic violence from one boy to another, but happy endings only please! :-)
Thank you, I love each and every one of you (have I sucked up enough yet? Wait, I'll leave some kisses) xxx