Search for specific story and others

[amararae.livejournal.com]

Okay, so this has been driving me crazy the past few days. Now normally I am not into wincest like at all. But there is this one story that I read oh so while ago and I remember that I liked the storyline. But the name, where I read it, and what it was about completely escapes my brain. I do know this that it starts out with Sam having visions earlier on then the show. That he has a vision when he touches some lady's journal and promptly passes out( i think). I believe that Sam and Dean might have a wincest relationship but for all i know there may not have been wincest at all.


Also I am looking for stories that are teenchesters/pre-series absolutely NO wincest. I am not a fan except for that freaking story that is mentioned above. Sam can be 12-18 and Dean can be 16-22. I have searched through so much of spnstoryfinders i think I might just go crazy. I want them decent in length.

1. Mary is alive boys separated later in life
2. Just general teenchester fun
3. THat one Outsiders story that has a man thinking he's Ponyboy's dad but isnt. That is driving me bonkers. (Jk but not really I am losing it)
4. Sam and Jess stories are okay.
5. Sam having visions when he is younger but not younger than 12. (they couldve started earlier but the story doesnt take place until he is at least 12)
6. Unfortunately since the specific fic has been found. And now because of that freaking story I now crave wincest between teen sam/dean. Sam being at least 14/15. I'm not disgusting just that story causes problems. Since the entire story isnt wincest which is why I like it so much. Damn.

PLease Help all suggestions are welcome. Just save my brain from overloading.

Comments

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

The specific story you're looking for, can it be macbyrne's The Touch of his Hand (http://macbyrne.livejournal.com/70156.html)?

Summary: Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn.

Could be?

[amararae.livejournal.com]

It could be, but if it is then it means that it was wincest.