on the hunt for a demon!dean one-shot.

[commonlyknown.livejournal.com]

Hey, guys. I'm looking for a specific fic I read a few years ago. My google-fu has failed me, and so now I turn to you.

It was a longer one-shot, where Dean was a demon that made it out of hell. It was very dark, as the first scene had Dean (or another demon?) possessing a girl in order to lure and kill a pedophile. As the fic progresses, it's seen that Dean does not remember his past. He then comes across Sam, who's now about fifteen or twenty years older, and Dean ends up following Sam because he can't shake the feeling that he somehow knows the guy. Sam is unnerved because he keeps running into Dean, and ends up figuring out that Dean is Dean before Dean does.

I don't believe it was Sam/Dean, but it was damn good. Intelligent writing and very enthralling.

If anyone can point me in the right direction that would be much appreciated.

Looking for Dean/Sam story Apocalypse Maybe

[set2586x.livejournal.com]

I have the story Apocalypse Maybe by aggybird bookmarked but it appears it is no longer in her live journal. It's such a cute story. Can anyone help me out with a pdf of the story?

General search: post s4 finale

[bombtastical.livejournal.com]

Hey, so you know how there was that phone call Dean made to Sammy after the fistfight, where he apologized and said he wasn't like his dad, and he wouldn't kick Sam out? But Ruby messed with it an on Sam's end, he heard Dean call him a monster and say he was gonna put him down? Well, there was never any discussion about it afterwards, so it really seems like neither of them know about Dean's voicemail being manipulated. Are there any fics that discuss this, where one of them mention the message and the other is like "Wait, I never said that/You never said that"? And the whole thing comes to light and some old hurts are buried?

Fics are great but emotional oneshots are awesome.

No Wincest, please.

Hurt Sam with Dean forced to watch

[hmth.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for stories where Sam is being hurt,tortured, raped, etc and Dean (maybe John) is forced to watch. It'd be even better if the story goes into what happens after they escape/are rescued. I just ask no deathfic please! Thanks!

LF Two specific fics (found first one)

[waya98.livejournal.com]

The first fix was in FF.net Sam was sixteen when he ran away. Both Dean and John were looking for him but then John gave up and Dean kept looking for him. After I think two years, Sam kept hunting and he had a lot of wounds all over his body. He had hustled some bikers and they had tied him up but Dean had shown up in the same bar and saved Sam. Dean hadn't recognized Sam as he had grown and changed and bought Sam a drink. I remember him saying "why did that stupid kid runaway" and Sam didn't tell Dean anything. A little later Sam had gotten hurt and called Bobby for help. Later , Dean was in trouble and he was tied to chair and about to be killed by a ghost and Sam saved him. At the end they ended up together again and we're taking a vacation. I had saved it but now I can't find it so if you can send me the link or a PDF I'll be eternally grateful.

The second one is by Nanoks that was erased where Dean lactate and fed Sam. At one point they were stranded in a cold place and Sam was hungry so Dean breast-fed him.

Please and thank you!

FOUND FIRST ONE, it was Rising From the Ashes

Cas and Dean as parents of Sam/deaged Sam

[metaphoricheart.livejournal.com]

characters: Sam, Dean, and Cas
pairing: Cas/Dean

I'm looking for recs of:

a) where Cas and Dean are the parents of Sam, or have to take care of him as a child due to whatever (deaging, complete au, whatever)
b) where an at least 17 year old Dean is raising Sam at whatever age
c) or anything that vein!

No wincest for this please, or anything with graphic descriptions of sexual violence.

Thanks!

S3 Sam going to hell instead of Dean

[firealchemist18.livejournal.com]

Are there any fics out there that are about Sam going to hell instead of Dean at the end of season 3? I'll take any kinds of fic that have to do with this concept, even if its hinted at during season 4 centric fics. Or if Sam became a demon because of this. Anything with this concept.

All pairings are accepted.

Thank you!