Sort of AU story Dean & Castiel settling down into rural life with Ben & other adopted children.

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The story starts with Lisa calling Dean because a sickness has reach their town, while Dean, Sam and Castiel are searching for the Colt. Sam insists on going for the rumor he heard about the colt, while Dean insists on going to get Lisa and Ben. They separate and I think agree to meet up at Bobby's, if I remember correctly phone systems is breaking down and they can't be sure they will be able to contact each other? When they get to Lisa & Ben, Lisa is dead and Ben is traumatized and they head to Bobby's place. As I remember, they then go through a really hard winter, hardly enough food, hardly able to keep warm, they find a little girl in a car, both her parents dead and take her in... Dean also damages his leg at some point, because he has a limp for the rest of the story. Sam never turns up to Bobby's, but later he does find them, after Dean & Cas have moved to a small town having taken over a farm there? By that point they have at least one more adopted child, maybe two? There are still some supernatural things, but it's not a major part of their lives. Eventually Sam settles into their life and starts dating a local woman who has a son?

It's very long and there are follow up stories. I think I read it on AO3, but I'm not 100% sure about that. Thank you very much for reading this and your help!!

Specific sam/dean fic - Found

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I read this fic several years ago and don't remember the title or author. I'm hoping someone knows it though. Its wincest and involves the FBI. There is an FBI agent who has been following the brothers for years. He knows about the supernatural. Not sure if the whole world knows or just the agent and his team. Anyways, he is actually friendly and trying to get the brothers help because they are such good hunters. The only specific scenes I remember are that Sam and dean get caught and are in separate holding cells. They tap on the wall in Morse code to communicate with each other. And it turns out they got caught on purpose to meet the FBI agent. They somehow escape or are let go, but they end up staying in touch with the agent to help.
The other scene I remember is the agent video calling Sam in the middle of the night and he answers even though dean is in bed next to him. The agent doesn't freak out though because he already suspected and is okay with it.
Hope someone recognizes this! Thanks!

(FOUND) #1 Gen, specific fic - possessed!Dean, tortured!hurt!Sam & #2 - trauma recovery fic recs

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For the first fic - #1 - I have tried to look everywhere, but so far haven't found it. It's been a year or so since I read it. Gen fic, hurt/comfort. The details are as follows:

• Dean gets possessed, kidnaps Sam, stows him in the trunk of the impala, tied up.


• Takes him to Palo Alto, into the house/place Sam used to live with Jessica and ties him up right under where Jessica burned on the ceiling.


• Tortures him, for some sort of information that I cannot remember for the life of me. I'm sorry.


• The description of the torture is a little bit detailed. More implied, but still.


• Dean tries to overcome possession in beginning, but cannot.


• Sam's laptop (or phone, I cannot remember) starts making noise (like beeping sounds, I think?) and he tells the demon to open it. Exorcism starts playing from it. It was a ruse by Bobby. (i.e. Bobby manages to help Sam)


• Dean along with the exorcism chanted by the laptop and Sam, overcomes the possession.


• Dean feels guilty for how he hurt Sam, gets him help, takes care of him.

If anyone can find this, I will be so grateful.

As for #2 - if anyone has any, I'd appreciate some good fic recs for gen
rape recovery/trauma recovery
fics. 

Author search kroki_refur

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I must have missed when it happened but i just noticed that she doesn't have any entries I  her journal except for what appears to be a poem in Icelandic. She was easily one of my favorite authors and i stroll miss that stories. Would anyone happen to have saved her work? I'm particularly interested in "wethercock ... " and her longer stories.

Thank you.

Alpha Jensen/omega Jared

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I am looking for some long alpha/beta/omega fan fictions. only alpha Jensen and omega Jared I would like to see the relationship grow and mpreg is fine. Porn is good but I need lots of plot with it I'm looking for a long read. Thank you.