General search: J2 love-hate relationships

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Hello!

I've just finished watching Point Break, the 1991 version of course, and I managed to find an AMAZING J2 fic based on that movie, named 'The Sea Will Rise'.

Also, this reminds me of the fic 'Somebody You Might Have Been'

I'm looking for fics in which Jared and Jensen have a love-hate relationship - they both badly want to end the other in one way or another, but are so hopelessly in love with each other.

I'll take anything, as long as it's J2 and its Bottom!Jensen :)

Thanks a lot!

P.S. Hi mods! I'm not sure which tags to add to do let me know if this is okay. Thanks!

Hunger Pains/ Exhaustion / Dean sacrificing for Sam

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I'm looking for any fics where Dean has to give up something for himself in order to keep Sam healthy and happy. Anywhere from giving him his money, food, etc.

Angst is good here but if it's really sad (or has a sad ending) please warn me! But hunger pains, dizziness... Dean hurting for Sam basically.

I'd especially love (bonus) for someone (especially an older Sam) to reflect upon or realize how much Dean gave up for Sam. (And that Dean would do it again in a heartbeat.)

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If you don't have any fics like this, maybe you might know of some where Sam or Dean are just pushed to their limits and are exhausted (maybe by John's training) and their demanding lifestyle?

Non au fic

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I was reading this non au fic about Jensen being angry at Jared and I remember there is a scene where Jensen tells Jared he's going on a flight to somewhere, I think he was trying to get away from their fight. I know it was alot of angst on Jensen's side. I think it was around filming season 4 or 3. They also had a scene where they were acting as their characters for spn. Bottom! Jensen

John shoots Sam

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I don't remember much about the fic I'm looking for except for this scene. John is in the truck and the boys are in the car and they pull over or meet at the side of the road for some reason and John shoots Sam or at Sam but misses him or dosnt hurt him badly. I think John had just found out about the demon blood. He shoots at Sam more than once and at some point dean makes him leave with him, in the truck, leaving Sam behind with the impala just to get him to stop. Sam and dean aren't separated long in the story and dean is worried the whole time texting with him and talking John down.

I thought it was the Brothers Blood series but I just re read that and either it wasn't there or I missed it.

Does anyone remember a story with a scene like this?

I'll also take any John hurts Sam fics anyone has to offer as now I'm in a mood for them, as long as neither dean or Sam die in it.

dean/cas future 'verse, specific fic

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I'm looking to re-read a long series of fic. The main fic was dean/cas in the future after some type of apocalypse type-thing. Dean and Cas had a farm house outside of a small town and were raising Ben Braeden (possibly Dean had tried to save Ben and Lisa, but Lisa died under a collapsed staircase, that might be a different story, though). Gas and medicines are at a premium, so Baby is only brought out for special occasions while Dean does small jobs around town and small hunt jobs in the local area. Dean may have had a leg/knee injury. A couple of kids are taken in by Dean and Cas (one was dropped off by her dad in a station wagon because it was wasteful to feed a girl, he kept his sons and left her behind) and Sam shows up and stays, there are issues between him and Dean and him and Ben. Eventually in the series Sam and Dean make up, Sam dates and marries a local girl and things aren't so bad. Thanks in advance for your help!


Found by Greekgirl1990! It's the "Sun 'Verse" by enigmaticblue on archiveofourown. Thanks!

Looking for Specific Mpreg Destiel

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I'm looking for a Destiel fic, where Castiel is angel-pregnant.  In order to give birth he needs another angel to help or else he'll die (I think). Instead, Dean is able to use his soul to do the equivalent.  Dean adores being a father, but Castiel doesn't doesn't have any parenting instincts or attachment. He has to learn those feelings by watching Dean.

Anybody know the fic I'm talking about?

Found! It's called the Shattered One by MissAnnThropic

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Anybody have The Past Not Forgotten by cfriskney. I can't find it anywhere :(

Brotherly Novaks fic search

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Hi,
I'm looking for any fics where any of Cas' brothers/family acts brotherly/parental/protective towards Dean, ie, Gabriel or Michael or Lucifer or Balthazar, or even Chuck. Basically, I'm looking for Destiel fics where Dean becomes part of Cas' family, especially if any of Cas' family protects Dean from John or takes Dean in or anything like that. Protective Michael or Chuck would be particularly awesome!
Thanks : )