John shoots Sam

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

I don't remember much about the fic I'm looking for except for this scene. John is in the truck and the boys are in the car and they pull over or meet at the side of the road for some reason and John shoots Sam or at Sam but misses him or dosnt hurt him badly. I think John had just found out about the demon blood. He shoots at Sam more than once and at some point dean makes him leave with him, in the truck, leaving Sam behind with the impala just to get him to stop. Sam and dean aren't separated long in the story and dean is worried the whole time texting with him and talking John down.

I thought it was the Brothers Blood series but I just re read that and either it wasn't there or I missed it.

Does anyone remember a story with a scene like this?

I'll also take any John hurts Sam fics anyone has to offer as now I'm in a mood for them, as long as neither dean or Sam die in it.

Comments

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

I don't know the specific fic, but I have a lot of these saved. Do you mind if I ask if you have any particular triggers or pairings you'd rather not read?

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

I'd rather not read any destiel or dean/John or Sam/hJohn unless it's non-con and I'm trying to avoid death fics. I'm open to everything else and I'd really appreciate any recommendations.

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

Gotcha! Here's a couple I really liked:

Two series by safiyabat: Winchester and Sons - Teen Years (http://archiveofourown.org/series/58389) and Disintegration (http://archiveofourown.org/series/61120). These follow the lives of the Winchesters through Sam's eyes from 1992 to Stanford. Gen, though characters do occasionally hook up with other people. Dean is not always very sympathetic.

And a couple more by safiyabat: This Kid's Not Alright (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3210722/chapters/6984416) (bamf!Sam on a case with Bobby) and Bread and Circuses (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3225044/chapters/7021229) (bamf!Sam kidnapped by a gladiator cult)

Regrets Trilogy (http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=95) by jassy: "Sam refuses to allow the Crossroads Demon to have his brother." (Sam/Dean; John's abuse is not so much intentional here, but he is just generally an asshole)

The Touch of His Hand (http://macbyrne.livejournal.com/70156.html) by macbyrne: "Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn." (Sam/Dean, similar storyline to your specific request but I don't think this is it)

Ways We Stay Alive (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2327414/chapters/5127230) by yet_intrepid: "Sam's tied up in a shed in the woods. Dean's stuck back at home with a pile of research to get through before he can take out the monster and get Sam back. And Dad? Well, Dad's the monster. That's just how training goes. Summer 1995." (Gen)

Narrative Symmetry (is Bullshit) (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1837255) by customrolex: Sam comes out, and John is a homophobic asshole. (Gen)

Sin's a Curse and the Cure is Worse (http://mya-rofki.livejournal.com/1247.html) by mya_rofki is probably my favorite John-finds-out-about-Wincest-and-goes-nuts story. There's a couple short follow-up fics, too.

Here's my abused!Sam/abusive!John (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!sam,abusive!john) tag if you'd like more. I've also got tags for asshole!John (https://delicious.com/elwarre/asshole!john) and neglectful!John (https://delicious.com/elwarre/neglectful!john) - they're pretty well tagged, so it should be clear who gets hurt, what the pairing is (almost all are gen or Sam/Dean), and whether or not anyone dies.

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

Omg this is just what I needed post work. Thank you soooo much.

I know this one!

[(Anonymous)]

Pretty sure that's

In-a-gadda-da-vida by Calicokat and Black Regalia

I can't get the link to work but it has its own website @

inagadda.livejournal.com and is also posted on AO3.

It's absolutely fantastic. One of only two stories that I've come across so far that actually had me crying real honest to goodness tears.

RE: I know this one!

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

This could be it I'm not sure. I'm trying to scan through it to make sure. Do you remember what chapter the scene was in?

RE: I know this one!

[(Anonymous)]

The setup for the scene starts in the last few paragraphs of 11b

The whole scene you mentioned above plays out in the first part of chapter 12

RE: I know this one!

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

This is it! Thank you I was going crazy looking for this fic.

[flawedteacup.livejournal.com]

You might also like the Sparta Verse: (http://archiveofourown.org/series/11750) "Sam finds out that winning a soccer trophy won’t change his Dad’s mind about how the summer should be spent. Dad wants the boys in training, Dean can’t wait to try out that new crossbow, and Sam, he doesn’t want anything to do with any of it. Trouble ensues." (that's the summary of the first one.)

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

Oh that sounds interesting. Thanks for the rec, I can't wait to read.

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

I just finished the most marvelous story that definitely fits this request: As Through a Glass and Darkly (http://archiveofourown.org/works/524025/chapters/927238) by lexicale: "Everything is the same, except for how it's different. Sam and Dean grow up with two mysterious guardians, a demon and an angel respectively, living in their shadows and preternaturally bound to them. They still move all around the country, saving people, hunting things. There's still an acceptance letter to Stanford and a family full of pain and anger. There's still an unbreakable bond of love and desperation between two brothers -- and there's still a man with yellow eyes with secrets enough to shatter the world. A re-write of Supernatural with Hindu mythology as its basis instead of Christian mythology." (It's Sam/Dean and over 100k words long)

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

This sounds interesting. I never considered how a change in mythology might affect their story. I'm looking forward to reading this. Thanks for the recommendation.