Supernatural Story Finders

Hi. I'm looking for some Destiel Jealous!Dean fics, so if you have any, any at all, please feel free to comment. Once upon a time I had a nice list of it, but most of it got identically erased. I'm now in the process of hunting some of those down down and reading some news ones along the way.

1. AU in parts. I think the scene started out in a diner, with Sam complaining about how Mary (both their parents are alive) kept bugging him about his lack of relationships. Sam then asked Cas to come to the Winchester home for Christmas dinner as his date. Dean strongly opposed, Cas did not. Cue epic jealousy and angst.
When they arrived at the house, John made a jab about how he thought it was always the older Winchester that Cas had his eyes on.

There was a flash back to the first time Cas and Dean met, where Cas asked Dean out in a parking lot but Dean rejects him(an action which Dean now DEEPLY regrets now). Dean later met Cas again as his roommate, Victor's boyfriend.

At the end, Dean drives Cas home and kissed him by the doorway?. Cas got angry. Cue feelings sharing.


2. I think the boys were celebrating Thanksgiving/Christmas at Bobby's? For some reasons, Dean thinks Cas is in love wit Sam. Cue the most hilarious jealousy/man-pain/breakdown scenes from Dean.

I remember Dean kept describing some sort of ever changing animal flopping around in his stomach every times he thinks about Sam and Cas together. (monkey/whale?)

Once scene I vividly remember is Dean having a complete mental breakdown in a supermarket(falls to his knees?) while out shopping with Sam for ingredients for Bobby.
He's completely overwhelmed by the thought of Sam and Cas being together, and his thoughts go something like: Sam and Cas are gonna get married, they're gonna have adopted kids from Cambodia, I'm gonna be a frigging Uncle. Then Sam sees him on his knees and gets pissed off because he thinks Dean is just goofing off.