Looking for one specific fic (attempted non con) and general searches

[frenchie93.livejournal.com]

Hi!

1-Specific fic:
I've been looking for a fic I read a while ago (I'm pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net).
Here is what I remember:
Sam was staying at a motel and almost got raped (By the manager I think?). In the present time all three Winchesters are driving and John and Dean speaks: Dean confides in John that the guy that tried to attack Sammy came onto Dean a few days prior to Sam's attack. But Dean didn't really mind, as long as he left Sam alone.
I also remember a scene where Dean is seeing weird "rashes" on Sam's body and freaks out when he realizes that the rashes are hickeys.
I think Sam is a teenager in this (14-15 years old?). And it's gen.
I'am also pretty sure that John kidnaps the guy and hurts or kills him.
I really, really, really, would like to read it again (I don't remember how it ends), so if anyone can help me, please, I'd appreciate it.

2-General Search:
If anyone can recommend me stories like that, I'm all for it. Self-rec are welcomed. I would prefer gen, but if the story is really good Wincest can also be fine.

3-Staying in the subject of non-con: I'm also looking for any story where Sam was sexually abused in the past and Dean finds out years later. (Gen prefered but Wincest is fine again)

Thank you all in advance. 

Comments

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

For #3:

Body of Proof (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4214805/chapters/9527085) by steeplechasers: "There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow." (gen)

Along the Way (http://ohsam.livejournal.com/104184.html) by vailkagami: "During a stop in California, the brothers run into some guys with connections to Sam Sam doesn't want to think about and Dean can't ignore." (gen)

Red (http://wincest.livejournal.com/1047953.html) by raelinschaos: "What really made Sam decide to go to stanford." (gen; dark!John)

Sacrifice in Many Forms (http://brokenangel6662.livejournal.com/3159.html) by brokenangel6662: "Gabriel reminds Dean of what he still has. What he’s always had that makes Famine wrong. He just does it in that horrible way that he thinks is helping." (gen)

Don't Say a Word (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4304684/1/Dont_Say_a_Word) by authoressnebula: "Henrickson's smart-ass comment reveals a surprising truth Sam didn't want known." (gen; dark!John)

The Long Way Home (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3879595/1/The_Long_Way_Home) by 1pagan3: "Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it's going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home." (gen; AU; dark!John, though he's not the one who sexually abused Sam)

And then there's the Heartbreak (http://archiveofourown.org/series/45757) series by seemrunning, which isn't finished yet, but which I'mr eally enjoying. Also gen.

thanks!!

[frenchie93.livejournal.com]

I actually read almost all of the ones you've quoted (except one); I particularly loved Body of proof and along the way.
"Sacrifice in many forms": that one I didn't know about and I loved it, so thank you for the recs XD.

If anyone (or you) thinks of more stories I'm all for it xp.

RE: thanks!!

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

I tried to pick out the ones that were most like your request, but if you want to look it over I've got a whole list here (https://delicious.com/elwarre/raped!sam). They're tagged for pairing and most warnings and such, so you should be able to weed out what you don't want to read.

RE: thanks!!

[frenchie93.livejournal.com]

Hi,
Thank you for the list, i went to check it out and found some nice stories XD
Thanks again!!!

[crucis01.livejournal.com]

For #2
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6485484/1/Live-To-Regret-It
Fantastic story!

[frenchie93.livejournal.com]

Hey,
thanks for the rec of "Live to regret it", but I had already read it actually XD. It was nice to reread it though.

[blackpanther07.livejournal.com]

For # 3
Master list for What A Father Won't do and sequel
http://greenblue26.livejournal.com/5358.html
Also you could check out this post if you wanted, the fic above is there as well.
http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/5676306.html?page=1

[frenchie93.livejournal.com]

Hi,
thanks for the rec of What a father won't do and his sequel: I already knew the story too lol.
As for the post: i checked it: there was some nice stories too XD
Thanks again.

[(Anonymous)]

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11346546/1/Burning-mind-and-Body

hope this helps. sam sexually abused

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[dreamergirl1293.livejournal.com]

For # 1 could it be "The Agonizing Shame" by DeadSoShh666

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6834452/1/The-Agonizing-Shame

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[dreamergirl1293.livejournal.com]

For # 1 could it be "The Agonizing Shame" by DeadSoShh666

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6834452/1/The-Agonizing-Shame