Stories by Caarirose that have been deleted from her LJ account, not posted to AO3

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If there's anyone who can help me I'd be really happy! I've been hoping that Caarirose would move several of my favourite stories on to her AO3 profile. However, recently checked her profile on LJ & read this as her most recent entry:

"This journal is not friends only, it has been locked down completely and will not reactivated.

If you're fic, try Zaccari at AO3. If what you want isn't there, well, it's not going to be there. Ever. My main computer died and I don't have anything backed up. I'm upset about the music I lost, not the fic".

She doesn't specifically say she doesn't want the stories shared.

So, basically is there anyone who has a copy of the following series & wouldn't mind sharing:

The "Bruises" series including a follow up called either "Chinese Bruises", "Whispering in Chinese" or something similar. Jensen/Chris Kane.

If anyone has any other stories by this author that aren't on AO3, I'd be interested in anything.

I'm really keeping my fingers crossed on these!