Please! Rec me any fics where dean is bloody, battered, almost half to death(if any). I just want some really terrible, horibble hurt!dean. Basically i want dean being tortured
A Scorpion in the Fire (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1140713/chapters/2307763) Summary: Dean relives his memories of Hell when he's captured by a group of angels who aren't only seeking revenge against him, but are using the live video feed of his torture to try to force Sam to hand over Castiel. Sam, Castiel, Charlie and Kevin fight the clock, and Dean's own self-destructive tendencies, to rescue Dean and put him back together. Broken In (http://ash-carpenter.livejournal.com/164325.html) by ash_carpenter This is really dark and brutal! Summary: John sends Dean away at age seventeen to a small compound of hunters, sure that the additional training and time away from his family will be beneficial. When Dean returns at twenty, he's not the boy his father and brother remember. He's hard, brutal and violent, and the only person he seems to care about anymore is Sam - and perhaps not in the way he should. It soon becomes clear that Dean's 'training' wasn't quite what John had envisaged, and he's been left with a son who's angry, traumatised and unstable - and definitely keeping secrets. Stepford (http://ash-carpenter.livejournal.com/128014.html) by ash_carpenter This is wincest, dark!fic with no happy ending and bucketloads of hurt!dean. Vengeance (http://ncc1701a.livejournal.com/21417.html#cutid1) by ncc1701a Both Sam and Dean are tortured as revenge against John. If you want to have a look at my Delicious, I have a hurt!dean tag and you can drill down through the tags by hurts or warnings. The majority of fics listed are hurt!sam but there is still quite a lot of hurt!dean listed as well or sometimes both of them are hurt or tortured. Here (http://delicious.com/reggie11)
Glad to help :) ash_carpenter writes a lot of dark and brutal stories and they're always good. You won't be disappointed if you work your way through her fic list., she's a fabulous author.
You should also check out stories by meus_venator. She is a master of hurt fics for both SPN and J2, some are really brutal. She's one of my very favourite authors and you'll be able to see from her summaries if she's whumping Dean or Sam or both - she's an equal opportunity whumper ;D
The Woods are Lonely, Dark, and Deep (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4954718/1/The-Woods-are-Lonely-Dark-and-Deep) is pretty brutal. It also has a sequel. The Killing Moon (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5231870/1/The-Killing-Moon) The Exorcist (http://adrenalineshots.livejournal.com/163798.html) has Kidnapped/Tortured Dean Demons I get (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4472887/1/Demons-I-get) and its sequel Whiplash (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5340213/1/Whiplash) is also tortured Dean.
I second the rec for The Woods... and The Killing Moon! Also there's a third story in the series called Never Come Back which is set immediatley after On the Head of a Pin http://zatnikatel.livejournal.com/26919.html
My boy builds coffins by swear_jar Sam came back wrong. Dean lets him hurt him so he doesn't hurt other people. http://swear-jar.livejournal.com/879411.html
Trial and Error by adrenalineshots Imagine the single most powerful weapon in the Universe is yours to protect. How far would you go to keep it from falling into the wrong hands? How much would you give up to keep it safe? http://adrenalineshots.livejournal.com/183939.html
Adversus Written in response to this prompt: Any male (Godstiel, RoboSam, cursed!Sam, cursed!John, cursed!Cas YED, Gordon, I'm easy!) decides that Dean would make a perfect consort and kidnaps him to try to break him to their will. Thing is, Dean's been tortured by the best of the best and even then it still took 30 years for him to break. http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/59489.html?thread=17780577
Take It All by reapertownusa John pisses off the wrong group of hunters, who decide to take John down a few notches by forcing him to watch as they brutalize his son. The only thing worse than being helpless to stop the torture happening right in front of him is the weight of secrets John learns that his son has been carrying. https://archiveofourown.org/works/543957
Blood Night Written in respnse to this prompt: John pisses off some powerful people, and they attack the Winchesters, and kill John. Dean (age 10-15) manages to hide Sam under the bed, before he is discovered by the OMCs. OMCs throw Dean on the bed and proceed to gangbang him. From Sam's POV we hear Dean's struggle, the ripping of his clothes, the OMCs demanding to know if there's anyone else in the apartment and getting more brutal when Dean refuses to answer, the OMCs making lewd comments about how pretty Dean is and what they're going to do to him, and Sam smelling/seeing drops of semen/blood. Afterwards the gangsters carry Dean off and once Sam's out from under the bed he swears revenge and rescue. http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/47866.html?thread=12347386#t12347386
The Catch by MoragMacPherson Meg has a plot to drag both Dean and Sam back to Hell, where not all is as it seems. AU as of 6.04. http://archiveofourown.org/works/131812
Sins of the Innocent by reapertownusa is so terrible (in the sense of unrelenting Dean!torture), and absolutely amazing. Dean has always known what he is and what it takes to control the demon inside of him. He and his brother were raised hunters, living isolated from the rest of society to protect both themselves and innocent civilians. When everything falls apart, they struggle to find their way in a world they don’t trust. They come to discover that they were never as alone as they thought and nothing is what it seems. http://reapertownusa.livejournal.com/24943.html
Broken Boy Soldier by Lassroyale Zacariah punishes Dean and tries to break his bond with Castiel by raping him using Castiel's vessel. WARNING! Very disturbing content. You wouldn't think that a fic this short could be this horrifying, gut wrenching, emotional, awesome, etc. Super graphic! http://lassroyale.livejournal.com/26874.html
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Date: 2014-08-06 02:49 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-08-06 03:33 pm (UTC)Broken In (http://ash-carpenter.livejournal.com/164325.html) by
Stepford (http://ash-carpenter.livejournal.com/128014.html) by
Vengeance (http://ncc1701a.livejournal.com/21417.html#cutid1) by
If you want to have a look at my Delicious, I have a hurt!dean tag and you can drill down through the tags by hurts or warnings. The majority of fics listed are hurt!sam but there is still quite a lot of hurt!dean listed as well or sometimes both of them are hurt or tortured. Here (http://delicious.com/reggie11)
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:51 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-08-07 02:12 am (UTC)Thank u by the way :)
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Date: 2014-08-07 04:07 am (UTC)You should also check out stories by
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Date: 2014-08-07 05:58 am (UTC)I'll check them out thank you this has been helpful :)
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Date: 2014-08-06 04:18 pm (UTC)The Exorcist (http://adrenalineshots.livejournal.com/163798.html) has Kidnapped/Tortured Dean
Demons I get (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4472887/1/Demons-I-get) and its sequel Whiplash (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5340213/1/Whiplash) is also tortured Dean.
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Date: 2014-08-07 02:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-08-10 06:06 am (UTC)Also there's a third story in the series called Never Come Back which is set immediatley after On the Head of a Pin http://zatnikatel.livejournal.com/26919.html
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Date: 2014-08-07 07:53 am (UTC)Sam came back wrong. Dean lets him hurt him so he doesn't hurt other people.
http://swear-jar.livejournal.com/879411.html
Trial and Error by adrenalineshots
Imagine the single most powerful weapon in the Universe is yours to protect. How far would you go to keep it from falling into the wrong hands? How much would you give up to keep it safe?
http://adrenalineshots.livejournal.com/183939.html
Adversus
Written in response to this prompt: Any male (Godstiel, RoboSam, cursed!Sam, cursed!John, cursed!Cas YED, Gordon, I'm easy!) decides that Dean would make a perfect consort and kidnaps him to try to break him to their will. Thing is, Dean's been tortured by the best of the best and even then it still took 30 years for him to break.
http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/59489.html?thread=17780577
Take It All by reapertownusa
John pisses off the wrong group of hunters, who decide to take John down a few notches by forcing him to watch as they brutalize his son. The only thing worse than being helpless to stop the torture happening right in front of him is the weight of secrets John learns that his son has been carrying.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/543957
Blood Night
Written in respnse to this prompt: John pisses off some powerful people, and they attack the Winchesters, and kill John. Dean (age 10-15) manages to hide Sam under the bed, before he is discovered by the OMCs. OMCs throw Dean on the bed and proceed to gangbang him. From Sam's POV we hear Dean's struggle, the ripping of his clothes, the OMCs demanding to know if there's anyone else in the apartment and getting more brutal when Dean refuses to answer, the OMCs making lewd comments about how pretty Dean is and what they're going to do to him, and Sam smelling/seeing drops of semen/blood. Afterwards the gangsters carry Dean off and once Sam's out from under the bed he swears revenge and rescue.
http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/47866.html?thread=12347386#t12347386
The Catch by MoragMacPherson
Meg has a plot to drag both Dean and Sam back to Hell, where not all is as it seems. AU as of 6.04.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/131812
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Date: 2014-08-10 06:12 am (UTC)Dean has always known what he is and what it takes to control the demon inside of him. He and his brother were raised hunters, living isolated from the rest of society to protect both themselves and innocent civilians. When everything falls apart, they struggle to find their way in a world they don’t trust. They come to discover that they were never as alone as they thought and nothing is what it seems.
http://reapertownusa.livejournal.com/24943.html
Broken Boy Soldier by Lassroyale
Zacariah punishes Dean and tries to break his bond with Castiel by raping him using Castiel's vessel. WARNING! Very disturbing content. You wouldn't think that a fic this short could be this horrifying, gut wrenching, emotional, awesome, etc. Super graphic!
http://lassroyale.livejournal.com/26874.html