Dean/Castiel Sam/Pam lost fanfiction

[mysteekmeg.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm looking for a fanfiction which is quite old, maybe two years? I remember I started reading it and I would really like to finish it. It was Dean/Castiel as the main pairing. Sam/Pam Sam/Ruby. I think Castiel lost his grace, Dean had to look after him. It was also linked into Sam being taken off demon blood, helped by Pam, feeding him energy instead of the blood. It was a series. One part was focused on Castiel, his grace returning, the seach for god, I think. I remember them going to another universe, I suppose, finding artifacts, the one I remember was they were in a chamber and it started to fill with water, Dean and Castiel were trapped? I'm not sure. I can't remember the author or the title, which has made searching for it difficult. Dean seeing Castiel in his true form as an Angel. It's difficult to explain when you can't remember all of it. I don't know if this will be enough, but if anyone knows, I would be extremely grateful. It was so well written, the chapters were at least 3K words long. Deans amulet also came into the story, I remember them having to fight a snake like being, guarding a sword.

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[robynize.livejournal.com]

I think you are looking for this one
Absolution
http://holy-hands.livejournal.com/636.html

[mysteekmeg.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much!