Vulnerable!Sam/Jared, protective caring!Dean/Jensen general search

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Hi you wonderful people !

I'm looking for a few story types that all involve a physically or emotionally vulnerable Sam or Jared and a protective, caring, understanding awseome Dean or Jensen.

Here are the specific types of stories I'm looking for :

1) Stories where Jared/Sam is physically deaged (NO mental or emotional deaging please)

2) Stories where Jared/Sam is deaf/blind/mute/mentally challenged/has phobias etc... (you get the drill) and Jensen/Dean helps him/takes care of him.

3) This one will be difficult I think but well... Stories where Jared/Sam has been raped/tortured/abused. I want those stories to focus ONLY on the aftermath of the rape/torture/abuse. NO graphic description of the act please. Of course, Jensen/Dean isn't the agressor but I'm sure this is obvious from the title of this post right ? :)

4) Jared/Sam is hurt or ill and Jensen/Dean is a cop, a bodyguard, a doctor, a firefighter, has powers so he can protect Jared/Sam... You get the idea. Or Jensen/Dean is simply himself and tries to help. Stories about Jared/Sam's growing pains for example. Or hypothermia etc etc etc... Also stories where Jared/Sam has powers and Jensen/Dean helps him to deal with them and control them.

5) Jared/Sam is underage and Jensen/Dean is an adult.

6) Jared/Sam works for the first time in the porn industry and Jensen/Dean is his first partner.

7) Jared/Sam has nightmares (god knows poor Sammy has had tons of reasons to have those all his life) or insomnia

8) Jensen/Dean is dead (yeah yeah I know I said no deathfic but this is an exception) but he's still here as a ghost and can be seen by Jared/Sam and talk with him. Maybe even touch him somehow ???

9) Jared/Sam is a shy adorable brilliant student and Jensen/Dean is his teacher. (highschool, college, music, dance whatever...) or any other situation where Jared/Sam is shy and adorable.

10) I'm sure this one will get no answer at all but I'll try anyway. Who knows, I could get lucky. So Jared/Sam (god, how many times did I type those names in this post ???) need a kidney transplant and Jensen/Dean volunteers to be the donor.


11) This is different from my other requests but here it goes. I'd love to read stories where Jared/Sam is asexual and him and Jensen/Dean fall in love with each other.

- All stories must be J2, Wincest or any pairing between the four guys. No gen please.
- All ratings and lengths are fine with me.
- AU and non-AU are fine and any timeframe goes.
- No WIPs and no FF.net links please. Self-recs will be absolutely appreciated. Be proud of your work !
- Happy endings only
- no deathfic unless the dead person is not Jared, Jensen, Sam or Dean or if it fulfills my 8th request.

My eyesight is pretty bad so it's kind of difficult for me to browse the internet so hit me with anything you have. Even stories from the early days of the fandom.

I hope I didn't forget anything.

Many many tags could apply to this post but I was afraid it wouldn't be okay to use too many so I tried to stick with the basics.

Take care
Vanessa

Comments

[deserthighway.livejournal.com]

# 10: In My Arms (http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=3254&warning=5)

Summary: Jared finds out that he has a kidney disorder that causes them to shut down, and he goes into renal failure...now time seems to be running out for finding a kidney donor. Jared feels that Jensen is wasting his time staying with him considering that he's dying and starts to push him away...but Jensen won't go - ever.

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Wow ! Thank you so so much for this rec. I saw your comment a few hours ago and I went immediately to read the story and I just finished now. I have to admit I was a bit anxious because it might a little too close to home (I have a kidney disease and my dad donated a kidney to me 13 years ago) and it did but still it was a really great story. So, thank you so much.

[deserthighway.livejournal.com]

Oh wow. You know, when I saw your post, especially that "I'm sure this one will get no answer at all but I'll try anyway" bit, all I could think was, "wait a minute, I know a story just like that"... and for some reason, it never even occurred to me that your request was so very specific, maybe there was a reason for that. I'm just really glad you enjoyed it, then, and I do hope all's well with you now.

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

You know, if there is something I'm discovering day after day, it's that the word "impossible" doesn't exist in this fandom ! :) Seriously, I was so sure nobody would find a story like that that I almost didn't post this particular request. I'm really glad I actually did :)
Thanks again !

Sorry I couldn't reply earlier, LJ didn't like me yesterday for some reason.

[electricmonk333.livejournal.com]

2) Somersault Verse (http://amplificathon.dreamwidth.org/2009/10/13/) (podfic only, although I can send you the pdf if you want and I can find it on my hard drive) by not_refined. (Sam with mental disability)

True Colors (http://muni-playground.livejournal.com/678.html#cutid1/) (Jared with mental disability)

I'd Gladly Lose Me to Find You (http://flawedamythyst.livejournal.com/366852.html) (Sam is mute by choice and has separation issues)

4) Sam Winchester and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day (http://archiveofourown.org/works/181646?view_adult=true)

[vivys.livejournal.com]

Can you send me please, the number 2 pdf?? =)

[electricmonk333.livejournal.com]

Sure. Do you have an email I can send it to?

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much for your recs. I already knew "True Colors" and love it !

I didn't know the last two stories you mentionned and I immediately bookmarked them and will be sure to read them soon.

As for the not_refined, I recently found out that she became glassyskies on LJ so the sommersault Verse and all her other wonderful stories can be found at that journal. Personally I'm totally addicted to the Quiet Verse so I was very happy to discover that it was back online and that there even were new chapters.

[electricmonk333.livejournal.com]

Of course, silly me! I just reacquainted myself with Quiet 'Verse myself, over at her journal.

You're welcome. :)

[hikishi.livejournal.com]

Hey, daft and annoying question, but could I also pretty please get a copy of any of Not_refined works you have?

Email is hikishi@live.co.uk

I'd really appreciate it

Thank you

'Kish xx

[hydeiastockner.livejournal.com]

I would love to read them. Maybe you could send me a copy? hydeiastockner@yahoo.com

Thank youu!

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Which ones do you mean ? The ones my by not_refined ?

If so, you can go to her new LJ at :
glassyskies.lievjournal.com

[vivys.livejournal.com]

vivys27@hotmail.com Thank you =)

[vivys.livejournal.com]

vivys27@hotmail.com
Thank you =)

[shaeny2.livejournal.com]

Can you send me please, the number 2 pdf? shaenlyn@gmail.com

[sammy8285.livejournal.com]

Can you send a copy of #2 ? sasquatch82@hotmail.ch Thanks

[buddyholly15.livejournal.com]

Hi, can I have the copy of pdf #2?

thanks
nana_dhuwet@yahoo.com

[geri.livejournal.com]

Can you send a copy of #2 also bronxniter170@yahoo.com

[crimzonchyld.livejournal.com]

OMG I can actually help with this!
I actually have a thing for non-con/hurt/comfort fics . . . only in this fandom oddly enough.
I know of two J2 stories that are pretty good.

51 Hours
After Jensen gets kidnapped and held for 51 hours, both he and Jared struggle to come to terms with the aftermath
http://snfan3.livejournal.com/3915.html
Okay, now I know you don't want any graphic stuff and unfortunately this does have a graphic rape scene BUT (Still with me?) you can skip over it if that sort of thing bothers you. I can tell you, it's in chapter three, it goes from Jen's POV to Jareds, after Jared it goes back to Jen and you'll havta scroll down to the next break in the story (they breaks are obvious) and you'll have skipped the whole nasty ordeal. TRUST ME, it's SO worth it!

Taken
http://annie-46fic.livejournal.com/tag/taken
Jared is kidnapped and held hostage. Can Jensen save him? And what will the consequences be?
No graphic non-con in that.

I know a few really amazingly good Sam/Dean stories but those do have graphic scenes soooo, yeah.

I hoped you like these if you haven't read them yet. :)

[kminxus.livejournal.com]

Can you send me the link for the other fics you would recommend? I reas 51 hours years ago and am about to re-read it now! -K:-)

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much !

I haven't decided yet if I'll read 51 hours or not. I'll see. But I'm saving it on my hard drive anyway, just in case. And I can't believe I haven't read Taken yet. I LOVE annie46's stories so yeah, I'll definitely read this one.

[crimzonchyld.livejournal.com]

They're both great but trust me on 51 Hours when I say it's SO worth it, like I said you can skip the graphic part, the rest of the story will still make sense.
:)

[cate-winchester.livejournal.com]

Can you send me the links to all the other ones you have? I don't mind the graphic scenes. Thank you.

wolves10100@gmail.com

[morgana-st.livejournal.com]

For #2:

(Sam is mentally challenged):

This is the Sun Gone Down (http://fourfreedoms.livejournal.com/120803.html) and the sequel This Space Will Never Get Tired of You (http://fourfreedoms.livejournal.com/138777.html) by fourfreedoms

The first story is a fascinating AU examination of what things would have been like if Sam had Dissociative Identity Disorder. Told from Dean's POV. There's professed love, but no sex; it leads to a kiss. The sequel is Sam and Dean's first time together after Sam's integration.

(Sam is mute):

Words For Snow (http://wanttobeatree.livejournal.com/696486.html) by wanttobeatree

Set post-apocalypse (although the physical surroundings seem just like now... no smoking ruins or anything). Sam, Dean, brotherly snark and love. Nothing explicit; builds to their first kiss.

That Thing That's Golden (http://kellifer-fic.livejournal.com/287380.html) by kellifer_fic

"Sam has some small scars because of Bobby, well, because of someone Bobby knows and thought he could trust. Other hunters don't really understand Sam and try to take it on themselves to rid this world of him. In a certain light or with your face mashed up against his, tiny red pin pricks that have never really faded ring Sam's mouth where his lips were stitched together to stop him talking.

He looked like some kind of macabre doll when Dean finally got to him.

Sam had just watched Dean with solemn eyes as he'd cut through the black thread carefully, so carefully with his smallest, sharpest knife."


For #7: (Sam has insomnia):

And I Will Sing a Lullaby (http://ratherastory.livejournal.com/217303.html) by ratherastory

Curtain!fic. It's not raining, and Sam's not sleeping. Dean can fix one of those, at least.

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much for all those recs !

[crimzonchyld.livejournal.com]

Thought of another with Sam/Dean that's has non-con but not graphic, at least if you don't read the prequel which isn't necessary to read the story, it also has a sequel after that.

An Issue of Consent
http://varkelton.livejournal.com/11848.html
It sets in several months after the rescue (but there are flashbacks and two prequels) and the trauma of the abduction is overshadowed by the fuck-or-die curse a creature put on Sam on top of abducting, raping and torturing him.

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thanks !

[ex-hellesof.livejournal.com]

This is the most epic, amazing story for the h/c theme ever. It's also a story the will keep you up for two days, calling out sick to work, and playing hooky from school just to finish then reread. A friendly warning.

[(Anonymous)]

Posted these on this site a while back for a similar request like your #3

http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/7844505.html

Warning non-con flashbacks - gen unless otherwise marked

http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/112213.html?mode=reply

Sam's got a secret, and Dean's going to find out what it is.
2,800

http://blynnk.livejournal.com/5813.html

The boys are bored, so Dean asks Sam to play a game. & 2 sequels Sam/Dean

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2747926/1/Not_What_It_Seems

One of Sam's premonitions leads them to an orphanage, where Dean finds out that Sam's been keeping things from him..
5,464

& sequel
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2896407/1/Out_Of_The_Blue


http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5948780/1/Unhappy_Birthday

When Sam turned nineteen, he stopped celebrating his birthday. Dean is determined to find out why... Sometimes, though, ignorance is bliss.
2,956

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5582974/1/Sins_of_the_Father

Preparing for a hunt brings back haunting memories for Sam, and forces Dean to decide if he can trust the man Sam has become.
10,062

http://greenblue26.livejournal.com/5358.html

"I used to be a good man, and maybe I still could be. But only if I change my mind and leave now. I don't think I can do that. Not after everything I've learned tonight, everything I've seen. This is the only thing that will even come close to erasing the horror that will haunt me until the day I die…"
65,000+ (including sequels)

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6485484/1/Live_To_Regret_It

A visit to Bobby's after Dean is hurt brings a chance encounter.
30,634

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thanks for all this

[roadtama.livejournal.com]

1# The BEST de-aged Sam I've ever seen: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4809285/1/

3# Ook... here the abuser was John... if you don't mind: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4304684/1/

Enjoy!!

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Do you have LJ links for those stories ? FF.net is a problem for me.
Thanks anyway !

[roadtama.livejournal.com]

Oh, sorry. There are only in FF.net...

[lifeisticking.livejournal.com]

8) I don't know if you take self-recs... but I'm writting a ghost!Dean story. They are shorts that go together, kind of a re-telling of the show; and it starts at the very beginning.

http://lifeisticking.livejournal.com/13460.html

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

It sounds really interesting. Thank you very much ! Of course I take self-recs. No problem. Actually, I don't read WIPs usually but I'll certainly save each part on my hard drive and I'll read the story when you'll have finished writing it.

Thanks again ! Nobody had recced any story for 8) yet ! So, it's greatly appreciated !

[fairygrrl45.livejournal.com]

This rec is MINE! lol Shameless self-promo. it hits #2, #3, AND #5 for you but i must warn it's got a scene of abuse in it. Not sexual, but physical. It's not fun, but felt neccessary. It's the only one, however, and it's not messy or anything.

http://fairygrrl45.livejournal.com/13408.html

[vanessa1903.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much ! I'm saving it on my computer.

[fairygrrl45.livejournal.com]

*claps furiously* yay!!!! Glad I could help!