One specific, one general search

[bibbsch.livejournal.com]

 Hi everyone,

I'm kind of new around here and I hope you can help me with this:

1.) A specific story a friend told me about, but she can't find it anymore: Sam and Dean are on a case in the goth scene and they pretend to be goths, too, with all the black make-up and stuff. ^^ 
One of the boys goes crazy, I'm not sure which one.
And it's Wincest, that's all I know.

2.) And I'm looking for J2-fics in general, where it's about Jensen's eyes/lashes/his body in general.
I like fanfiction, where Jensen is mentally ill or has some huge problems, and where Jared helps him to get over it. A mixture of angst and schmoop would be great.
I know this search is very general, but that's just good for me, because the more responses I get from you the more good storys I'm going to read. ;)

Comments

[sandymg.livejournal.com]

Okay, rec's for number 2 (because I like those, too :)

The TKO Verse by Vamphile -- http://vamphile.livejournal.com/214130.html
-- Jared runs a boxing gym. Jensen is a very troubled ex-con. Jensen has lots of issues and Jared is very very protective. Pushes good buttons :)

Surfer!boys Verse by toxica939 -- http://community.livejournal.com/toxica_fic/20890.html
-- Just discovered this gem. You need to get past the first couple of chapters. The writing improves markedly. It's a slow story with a heartbreaking reveal about a very troubled man (Jensen) literally emotionally stuck in his life. Jared helps Jensen while ultimately finding himself. Gorgeous ocean imagery. In fact, the Pacific Ocean is a character in this story. Long and with a sequel or two. Very satisfying.

South China Sea by tabaqui -- http://tabaqui.livejournal.com/140033.html
-- A J2 AU set during the Vietnam War. Incredibly well written. Visceral. Not a happy story (but not a death fic). Ultimately very life affirming. Everyone is damaged/hurt in this one. Nature of war. But the boys are there for each other. Has some timestamp sequels that are also amazing. Mostly, this is one of the best written fics I've read in this fandom.

After Ever by Blynnk -- http://blynnk.livejournal.com/77221.html
-- Darkly emotional story. Jensen is deaf in this one. With a slew of emotional issues. Jared has issues himeself. It's about two damaged men healing each other. Very well done.

Behind Your Glittered Eyes by h1k_my_words -- http://h1k-my-words.livejournal.com/7516.html
-- Interesting, twisty, long story about a young man who hides behind elaborate makeup. Lovely descriptions of Jensen in the glittered makeup with this different persona make this tale shine. Jared knows him from years ago and wants to reconnect with a boy he never stopped loving. Romantic, dark with a sweet edge.

I hope you don't mind a self-rec ... my 2010 Big Bang was a J2 non-AU and I hurt Jensen pretty badly :)
It's called When Your Lover Breaks -- http://sandymg.livejournal.com/28753.html
--- In the story Jared and Jensen just start their romantic relationship -- it's 2 days old -- when a set accident changes everything. It's about defining what it means to love unconditionally.

Shameless self-plug 2: I also will be posting another new J2 AU with a very damaged Jensen in this year's RPF Big Bang. It will post on October 18.

[bibbsch.livejournal.com]

Oh wow, thank you so much, those sound very good!
I think I'll start with the one where Jensen's deaf, because somehow I have a thing for this...^^