some fics ideas I'd like to find...

[lotsayaoi.livejournal.com]

In episode 3.12, Jus In Bello, Agent Hendrikson says the boys were brainwashed into thinking there were bad things out in the dark as kids because they grew up with John the way they did.  This got me thinking about several different fic ideas that I would LOVE to see written!  They are:

1. Pretty much what Hendrikson said: John raised his boys on the road to fight evil creatures, but there's no such thing as monsters.  Dean and Sam grow up brainwashed, and Sam is so rebellious because he, unlike Dean, is willing to see the truth.  w/e

2. Either Sam or Dean hallucinates fighting evil, and the other has to go along with it in case they have a psychotic break.  OR, one brother hallucinates the other, and other people have to play along.  w/e

I've never seen any like this, but I'm no good at fanfic searching anyway -__-  If anyone knows anything like these, please comment!! 

No 1st-person POV, please.  Self-pimps = love.  I prefer longer fics, but anything goes.  Wincest or gen, please.  No het unless it's REALLY well-written (4th-season Ruby-bashing makes me smile)

Comments

[frelling-tralk.livejournal.com]

This fic is very dark (and Sam is just as messed up as Dean) so I don't know if it's exactly what you're looking for but http://ianthe-aveira.livejournal.com/tag/snakes+of+november+verse has a world in which John killed Mary and convinced his sons of a world of demons being responsible for everything.

[lotsayaoi.livejournal.com]

oh, never mind, now it's working. thank you! ^^

[mylifewithin.livejournal.com]

Playing Monsters (http://community.livejournal.com/omg_fics/11021.html#cutid1) non-explicit Sam/Dean, Sam/John

[spn-2008.livejournal.com]

1.- TRUTH AND LIES (http://anisapologist.livejournal.com/31239.html) (Go to next entry for find the other parts, no tags or links:(

2.- Snuffleupagus (http://kellifer-fic.livejournal.com/188090.html) (surprise ending)