General Fic Search, Depressed/Suicidal Sam

[bound-amalthea.livejournal.com]

Hey y'all!
Huge throwback search to a specific scene from the season finale of season 4. Where "Dean" (Zachariah) left a hateful voice mail to Sam about how he's a monster.

I'd like any fics that deal with that voice mail. Especially if Sam is depressed/hurt from the voice mail, suicidal even. I don't know why but I like to feel their heartache. I'm weird.
Wincest preferred.

I just finished reading Couples' Counseling by Lazy_daze and was craving some unresolved tension/misunderstanding.

Please and Thank you in advance guys!

FOUND : A/B/O with SPN/RPF pairing

[krabbycow1110]

I'm looking for a specific fic, which may be a figment of my imagination.

If I remember correctly, Jensen and Dean were twins. Dean was an omega but faked being alpha likes his brother. Jensen was a Doctor. Sam and Jared were running away from a very traditional pack and Sam goes into heat. Ends up being a Jensen/Sam and Jared/Dean fic.

There was the usual collection of CW actors making up the cast as well.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Found in comments below.  

Destiel fluff /Highschool AU

[dixongirl85.livejournal.com]

HI again !
    I hoping somebody can point me in the direction of a couple good Destiel fic set in Highschool AU .. needs some serious fluff .. needs something to make me smile..  anything  is welcome with  jock dean, nerd cas,  or punk cas, nerd dean, etc... short or long doesnt matter .. thank you a whole bunches. !!

J2 fic with rancher Jensen an moviestar Jared

[s016037.livejournal.com]

Hi!
My first time posting here so I hope i am doing it right. I am lokking for fic called
"The dirt on his boots" by Chez_amanda. I Think ske deleted her journal and I hope someone has a copy or PDF file and would like to share with us all. I would also love som recommendations on rancher Jensen or rancher Jared fic.
Thank you all.
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