Fuck or die , Gabriel/Lucifer

[nahemaraxe.livejournal.com]

I browsed the tags in here, but I couldn't find what I'm looking for. Maybe some of you can help me out?

1. Fuck or die, wincest, gabifer, or sabriel. I want a realistic take on it, with plenty reluctance, 'I'm so not gonna do it', and both of them finding it hard to get it up. No humor, no happy endings, or 'hey, it wasn't that bad, let's do it again'. The best example I can give is Follow Me Down by Entangled Now.

2. Gabriel/Lucifer, uh, anything? As long as it has a plot, I'm okay with it.

Thank you in advance!

dean/castiel, sam/gabriel fiction

[bowie36.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm searching for a fic I read ages ago, it is AU where John never started hunting after Mary's death, the moved the boys to a new town and met Castiel and Gabriel's parents at the park. The story starts as Dean and Cas finish high school. At this stage they are just friends.

Dean and Cas are going to college togethers, I think in California. Sam is still in high school, and Gabriel as the oldest of the 4 is sticking around to look after them.

John isn't a great father, and Cas and Gabriel's parents basically have room set up in the house for Sam and Dean to use anytime.

The boys go away to a cabin by a lake for a little while before Dean and Cas leave for college. A little while later Sam and John get in a fight that gets physical, I think a bottle was thown at Sam. Sam runs to Gabriel who drives Sam out to Dean, along the way Sam and Gabriel get together.

If anyone knows this fic and can point me towards it I would really appreciate it.

Thanks

DID/Multiple Personality fics (+ other mental illness)? SPN or RPF

[shannie541.livejournal.com]

Hi!

I'm looking for any fics that feature Dean or Jensen suffering from multiple personalities or bipolar disorder or whatever you can think of! I'm partial to J2 or Destiel but Wincest, Gen, het are appreciated as well! Also fics that feature Jensen or Dean with autism or Asperger's are totally welcome, too!

Dean visits Sam at college, Outside POV from Sam's friends

[krc121.livejournal.com]

I've been looking for fics similar to this one, where Dean visits Sam at Stanford and Sam's friends notice some quirky things about them. It could be something like noticing that Sam and Dean have a knack for hustling pool or that Dean is packing ammunition in the trunk of the Impala. Maybe Sam sleeps better when Dean is around. It doesn't really matter what, but the fic has to has to include one of Sam's friends or a roommate commenting on it. The fic doesn't have to be entirely from their point of view, however. Bonus points if Sam's psychic powers are involved.

I don't read Wincest fics, but if it's extremely minimal, I don't mind it.