john abuses dean

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Hey guys! This is my first time posting, so apologies if I do it wrong!

I'm looking for fics containing all or some of these elements:
- John takes his anger out on Dean all the time, being physically and/or emotionally abusive
- Sam doesn't realise until much later (my favourite fics are where Sam finds out when they're both adults that John used to beat Dean up and Sam feels really bad about it)
- John Winchester generally being a really terrible guy to Dean, e.g. making it clear that Sam is the favourite/most important

Basically I want fics where John beats the hell out of Dean, I don't really care what age!

Please, NO Wincest or John/Dean or really any pairings at all. And no sexual abuse by John please. I would also prefer it to be pre-season 4/without Castiel, but I'll take anything I can get at this point really!

Thank you so much in advance! :)

Possessive!Jared owns an escort service

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Sick!sam, from cleaning their new "home" pre-Stanford

[snowpuppies]

Set pre-series, Sam works hard to clean the tub/bathroom in their newest dwelling. He gets sick to the point of needing a hospital. I think it was on ff.net.

Looking for specific dean/omc fic

[pies-and-impala.livejournal.com]

Hi, I was hoping you guys could help me find a fic. Dean's solo for a while, I think he's either on a short vacation or has a minor injury or something (it's during Stanford era, and John and Sam are mentioned but aren't a major part of the fic). Anyway he's missing Sam and he's reading a book Sam gave him (Kurt Vonnegut I think) when some dude starts hitting on him. It's Dean's first time with a guy and he initially refuses, but ends up spending a few weeks with the guy. I think he's a teacher or something, and there are some really sweet scenes where he's reading to Dean in bed. That's all I really remember. I think that later he goes back to that town with Sam and says hi to the guy or something and it's bittersweet. It's bottom Dean. I'm really craving this fic and I can't find it anywhere! It's driving me crazy. Please help!

Preseries Weechesters Drug Use

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I am in need of help in finding a fan fiction that has been on my mind for awhile now.

What I remember is that John catches Dean with drugs. It's set in a park that John told Sam and Dean not to go to. He reacts badly and knocks the stuff onto the ground. Dean cries out and tries to gather what is left. John is shocked at Dean's reaction. Dean had too much pressure on his shoulders while looking out for Sammy and that's why he was doing the drugs.

Any help would be awesome! Thank you :)