Dean missing; Dean addicted to blood instead of Sam

[irisheyessmile7.livejournal.com]

1.) Any stories with Dean going missing instead of John at the beginning of season 1, and John showing up at Stanford to ask Sam for help?

2.) Anything with Dean missing and Sam doesn't know until he accidentally hears from Bobby or tries to call Dean and gets no response?

3.) Anything with Dean addicted to blood instead of Sam, maybe it happens after Sam had his addiction and/or Sam has to help Dean work his way through it?

Thanks!


(Unless I couldn't find them, I couldn't find any missing!dean  or addiction tags)

Jensen panics during filming

[vashep.livejournal.com]

First time posting, hope I did this right. Looking for a fic from quite a while ago. All I remember was that Jensen was filming a scene where he was restricted in some way. I think he was in a box(coffin). Jared is supposed to break in to save Dean but there is a malfunction and Jensen can't get out. Jared tries to keep him calm but Jensen is really not coping well. Anyone remember this one? Would love recs for other panicked boys too. J2 only please.

Dean in HomeEc class oh please please please

[lilydawn3.livejournal.com]

Just read Real Men Don't Make Cheesecake by apocalypsos and loved it!

Please please please may I have more Dean in HomeEc class.

Authors note said it was written in response to spn_flashback prompt #124 which I frantically failed to locate and a quick google only seemed to turn up AUs with no demons and a non-angel Castiel. Generally I say blech to AUs.

Please any more stories with all the hunting, monsters, trauma of the show's canon intact but just pre-series wherein Dean, for whatever reason, takes HomeEc in High School.

Thanks for any and all.

Lily

Abused Dean Abusive Sam

[fukyeahdeano.livejournal.com]

Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:

General search for CPS

[angelzfurys.livejournal.com]

I have seen a few good stories that mention Sam and Dean around/avoiding CPS so I wanted to find some more. Give me any stories with CPS being involved from Sam and Dean dodging them to being take in by them and getting away or taken in by them and in a home/fostered out. Any with CPS investigating to filing suit against John or Sam and Dean slipping through the cracks. Maybe they get the boys and split them up, or they get the boys and John, Bobby, Caleb or Jim or even Ellen come get them. Can be a major or minor part of the story. Also any cases where as adults they solve a case involving CPS or the kids in CPS or a CPS worker they ran into as kids. Can be gen or a pairing (don't care who pairs with who). Crossovers are cool too (think Criminal Minds/NCIS/CSI or something with cops) Happy or sad endings, angsty plot, dark plot, heck I'll take fluff too, or holiday stuff.

Any recs or help pointing me in that direction I would be grateful for. Thanks.

Also not sure about tags so I added a few.

J2 or Sam/Dean Descriptive Medical Exams

[thallissa.livejournal.com]

Hi,

I'm looking for any J2 or Sam/Dean fics that feature very descriptive medical exams. I love Mpreg so prenatal exams and graphic births would be perfect. The fics don't have to be kink (although I am not averse to that!). Bonus points for any that include Tom Welling/Michael Rosenbaum/Justin Hartley etc as the doctor. Dr Ackles/Dean is cool too, but it would be nice having him as the angsting partner. I prefer Jared/Sam to be undergoing the exam.

I have read Compulsory Propagation, Surrender, and the awesome A Matter of Coincidence verse by ObsidianRomance.

Thanks.

Specific gen fic hospitalized Sam

[cdwny.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I am looking for a specific story where Dean has to put Sam in the hospital. Sam is afraid/disoriented and has to be restrained (and probably sedated) until he is coherent enough to deal with being in the hospital. I could be wrong but I am thinking it wasa respiratory   problem that landed him there. Sorry I don't have more specifics.

thanks!!

omega jared, alpha jensen

[tatortot92.livejournal.com]

hello again! ok I'm looking for a story that goes like this! Jared is an omega in a pack and when he is six years old his house is burnt down and the pack finds what they believe is his body! Jensen was there and he is devastated because they were best friends and were going to be mates. it turns our that the neighboring pack alpha did this to kidnap Jared and keep him for himself! He is abused physically and mentally, but I believe one day Jensen, now being pack alpha, kills the neighboring pack alpha and they find Jared. Jared is brought back to Jensen's pack, reunites with his family and him and Jensen very slowly but surely get together! I can't remember what happens after that but I do know there is a happy ending!!

Dean bottle feeds catatonic Sam

[manadapanada.livejournal.com]

Hey!
I have been looking for this fic for a long time, and I apologize that I can't remember when I read it. I think it takes place after Ruby is killed, but I'm not sure.

What I remember is that Sam is catatonic and Dean somehow gets the idea to bottle feed him. I think he starts with milk, then chicken broth. He eventually moves up to feeding him toast and Sam gets better. I remember the end is Dean and Sam seeing a bottle (can't remember if Sam placed it somewhere deliberately) and Sam thanking Dean.

Any help would be greatly appreciated!

specific old sam/dean h.p. lovecraft-ian case-fic

[penguin88.livejournal.com]

Hey all!

I have been searching for this fic for weeks, and will therefore be terribly embarrassed (and awestruck) if someone finds this in seconds with superior Googling powers. I'm pretty sure this fic was written before AO3, which means I probably found it on an author's site or on lj somewhere.

This fic is an old one - written well before Castiel and the onset of angels and demons and whathaveyou. It starts off as an eerie case-fic where Sam and Dean are investigating something (I've long forgotten what) in a Massachusetts coastal town. I can't remember if it was Innsmouth or not, but the story definitely was an homage to the Old Ones. The story itself was incredibly creepy, and culminates with Sam and Dean realizing they are in over their heads and have been lured by the townspeople into becoming some sort of offering to the evil old being that lives in the sea.

Somehow, Sam and Dean end up being separated near the end, and Sam sees the thing in the sea and is possessed or controlled by the Old One (though note that I'm unsure if the author ever refers to it as such or as Cthulhu) while Dean is with the townspeople. Sam/creature returns to town to find that Dean has been prepared for him as an offering (read: drugged to the gills). Sam has sex with Dean, and I think that they both pass out after, and wake up normal and get the hell out of dodge. As they leave, both choosing not to talk about what happened, they stop at a gas station and as Sam watches Dean, he thinks he sees something move in his stomach. There may have been references to the Old One making a child with his offering but I can't remember.

The story may not have been Sam/Dean except for Sam's possession per se, though there might have been Sam feelings during his POV.

I know this sounds cracktastic as all get out, but it was actually supremely scary and well written, and I'd really love to read it again!

So, anyone have any idea what I'm talking about?

Both FOUND! Specific fics, J2, Wincest, fairies, prison fic.

[tearsoffand.livejournal.com]

Hello again!

Last search went extremely well on here, which I'm so grateful for(!!), so I thought I could try again.

The first fic I'm looking for is about Sam and Dean. They've been sucked into the fairy world, and separated. Dean grew pretty pretty wings (but stayed normal sized) and landed with some tinkerbell size fairies who slowly made him forget about the past. Sam grew horns and wore a silver mask and searched for Dean every day. Dean gets raped by some form of monster which makes him even more scared of the Silver Hunter ( Sam is called something like that) but eventually Sam does capture Dean, who has a damaged wing. He takes Dean back to the fairy king and Queen's castle and they have sex, with Dean having this awesome line about how 'this fairy bitch loves Sam's horns.' Before Dean remembers who Sam is they have a communication problem which the author expressed by using actual symbols. It also came with some pretty awesome art, with Dean running through the woods (naked I think).

The second one is J2. Jared and Jensen are both in prison. Jared manages to become the 'top dog' and takes control of the 'prison bitches,' one of those is Jensen (could be sort of the leader of them?). One scene I can remember is at the end they're having sex from Jared's pov on a table (in the prison library?). He reveals that he knows that Jensen had done some dealing on the side without telling Jared and tells him that if he ever did something like that again he'd have 'property of Jared Padalecki' tattooed on Jensen's chest. It maybe included a line at the beginning that went something like fresh arrival Jared seeing Jensen smoke and thinking to himself that he was making love to the cigarette. Lots of emphasis on how pretty Jensen is throughout the whole story. Definitely a darker fic, though not as bad as some other prison fics.
I think I found it somewhere on a rec list, so it's probably a little older. Misha and Jeff made an appearance I think.

Both are bottom Jensen/Dean.

So, two very different fics! Thanks for reading the whole thing, and any clues at all are very appreciated!

jared/jensen at bake sale

[tatortot92.livejournal.com]

Hello! Ok here we go.....

Jared and Jensen do not like each other, there are always competing and one up-ing each other. Well it all comes to a head at their respective niece/nephew's school's bake sale, but instead of getting into a fist fight, they go to the men's bathroom and get down! They resolve their differences and live happily ever after! It's not a lengthy fic and for some reason I believe it was written not too long ago, I'd say in the past 8 months or so. I hope someone can help me out with this one, because it was one of my favorites!! Thank you!