Specific deleted J2 fic

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So this is a fic that I've read several times that I wanted to read again, but it's been deleted. It was called You're the Light In My Stormy Seas by beckalooby, where Jared is in an abusive relationship and Jensen runs a call centre that helps gay abuse victims.

Sam/Dean, Canon AU, end of the world!fic FOUND

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This fanfiction is old. I think it came out before season four, maybe even season three. It's really, REALLY long.

What I can remember about the fic is that Sam and Dean wake up one morning and find out that they are the last humans on Earth (we never find out what happens to everyone else) and they're looking for a place that has solar panels so they can have lights and everything. I think they pass through Las Vegas and finally find this home in California, maybe. There's also a scene where the boys are letting out all this house pets that are tripped in the homes so that they can survive. There's also a scene where they watch (or see) a power plant explode (I think at night?). The boys do get together in the fic and near the end once they're found there new home there's a scene were they're watching a movie on megashare (or somewhere online). I also remember, after they find their place Dean goes and milks some cows that are close by to them. They also stop driving the car after they have their home.

This fic also had a podcast to it, but I'm really looking for the fic. (But if you have a link to the podcast too, I wouldn't mind it.)

Edit: It's Found! The Last Outpost of All That Is

Cross Dressing Dean

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FOUND IN COMMENTS

This is driving me crazy! I read this Sam/Dean fic within the last six months. The boys are in the bunker and Dean finds an old box of women's clothes that he puts on. He misjudges Sam's reaction and spends a lot of time feeling bad about himself. I think he may have gone to a shop and gotten a better fitting dress to wear while cooking for Sam.

Anyone? Thanks!

Destiel canon divergent/Sam prays to Cas

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Looking for a fic...I think it's after TFW has saved the world and are trying to move on (things are relatively calm, no battles during the story)? Dean doesn't talk very much, and Cas leaves. All I really remember is Dean has gone mostly silent he's so depressed that Cas left and so messed up from the battles/deaths, that Sam wakes up one night and prays to Cas to come back. He's angry at Cas for leaving and making Dean like this. Cas appears almost immediately. After that, don't remember.

Thanks so much!

Scars Misha

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Hello, in the Vancon 2013 Misha Collins answer a question about scars, in this link if someone wants to watch It https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFm_UNojFpA.

He mentions an accidental one on his finger, but what really got me was how he told that when he was 13 he decided to carve the word "why" on his calf, and a peace symbol. He looks accepting if a little awkward to me, kind of nervously laughing.

He was alone on the scene when he told the story, and I wonder of there is some fic out there that deals with how the rest of the actors reacted to this. ¿Did Jared and Jensen knew already, or It was new to them?

Some comfort fic following the Vancon would be awesome, but if no one knows about It maybe remit me to some hurt/comfort misha fics?
Thank you you all!

J2 Slave Jared

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I have been looking for this J2 fic for a while, I remember that Jensen was a very respected person in society, he may have been the president. Jensen is married to Danneel in a world where the majority of men are infertile and those who are fertile are taken as slaves and are basically rented to families so they can have children. Danneel chooses Jared as who is going to father her children. Soon Jensen and Jared are involved and although Jared was supposed to leave the home once Danneel was pregnant Jensen wanted him to stay.

Thanks in advance if you know what fic I'm remembering!