A Soulless Sam fic

[babyreaper.livejournal.com]

I thought I had this story saved but only have the title,    I have the name down as  "Before and After"  written by annie46, but I have been unable to find it on any sites.  The summary I have is about how Dean controls his soulless brother.  And it's a NC-17 Rating.  Can anyone help me find this story, I love reading about Sam like that.  Thanks to all who answer.

1 Specific and 1 General Wincest search.

[iwishthat.livejournal.com]

Hey all, got a couple quick searches I need your help with, if you don't mind!

1) I'm looking for a short Wincest fic set in season 3:  It's pg-13 I believe, and has Dean asking Sam what it’s like to have sex with someone you love, Sam offers to show him. Dunno why I suddenly have the urge to reread it, but for the life of me I can't find it again!


2) Would you please link me to happy/fluffy wncest fics? I've had a rough week and I could really use some fics of the boys being adorable. Any length is fine, as long as there's no serious angst. Thanks!

Why Dean turns around

[silverblaze85.livejournal.com]

Just got done rewatching the pilot episode... and again got curious what exactly made Dean turn around and get Sam, at the end of the episode with the apartment fire. I've only read one or two, so I'll take anything you've got. Be it a 'big-brother' feeling, or noticing static on the radio/lights flickering, premonitions, I don't care. I'll take gen and wincest.

Thanks folks.

FICS ABOUT JENSEN HIDING PREGNANCY FROM JARED?

[goldenboat.livejournal.com]

Hi Friends!!
I am a big fan of good J2 mpreg stories. There are a good number of wonderful fics where Jared hides his pregnancy and child from Jensen who learns about it much later.
I am searching for fics where it is Jensen who hides his pregnancy from Jared who learns that he is a father after some time. Will you please help me find such fics?
I am really looking forward to reading some good fics:)
Thanks a lot in advance<3

Specific rape story

[chriscross1974.livejournal.com]

Hallo! I am looking for a specific fic where Dean and Sam find some trouble at the bar. The guys there told Dean that he has to rape Sam or all of them will. So he did it. I think that they abuse Dean with a bear bottle. In the end Dean was broken for raping his brother but Sam tried to convince him that he let him do it so that was not a rape. Something like that. Someone know that story?

Sammy!Recs

[hidden-easel.livejournal.com]

I just got laid off at work pretty much because I was crying too much and I can't get my meds sorted out.

Please rec me some crying!fics, psychosis, mental!imbalance,Sammy fics.

Thank you

J2 - childish!Jared, and wincest - John knows/suspects

[proserpine-1982.livejournal.com]

Hi

I got two specific fic searches.

1. The first is a J2, where something happens to Jared (hits his head maybe?) so he acts like a child. I remember Jensen taking him somewhere they could swim, and Jared's got these kid trunks on that looks obscene on him cos he's an adult. Jared also eats so much ice cream, and is really proud of that, but then he gets sick, and vomits all over the car I think. 

He gets normal again at some point, and they kiss I think.

Ring any bells?


2. Wincest fic where John either suspects or knows, I'm not sure. I only remember two things about it... First thing is that it's from John's POV. And the other is that he suspected about it already when they were children. The scene I remember is under the cut.


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Can anyone help me?

Blackmail

[beckal00by.livejournal.com]

Howdy hang! 

Okay, so, any fics where Jared or Jensen is blackmailed to break up with the other. Bonus points if its a posh rich parent that doesn't think said J is good enough for their son and finds some dirt to get rid of them. Or even as evil as the parent blackmails their own son. Already read There's a Hole in Me... by sweet_lyri

Cheers peeps!

'Lucifer coming/rising??', destiel-development of relationship, cas+technology

[x-dei.livejournal.com]

I need some help!

1. I remember watching this fic on some rec list, called something like 'Lucifer Coming'. It's Dean/Castiel, au, and they boys are pornstars if I'm not wrong. And, maybe the fic was deleted of something if I'm not wrong and that's why I can't find it? If someone has it I'd love a pdf <3.

2. Some general search. I love destiel fics, and I really really like to read those in which you can see the development of their relationship, as in how they realize they like each other or whatever, then there's the ~sexy times~ and then you can read what happens next, if they start dating or not... Sometimes I hate it when fics end right after they have sex.
So, I read some of those but I'd love to read more. Idk now fics like '`This, and so much more' and 'And I will walk on water' come to my mind. Oh and I'm reading SPN Redemption Road too.
PLEASE! Only non-AU, long things (+15k or so, I don't think I can have what I'm asking for in 5000 words) and NC-17 please :( 

And, if you know of any Jensen/Misha like those? In this case I don't care if they are set on an AU world or not :).

3. And now this is something I asked before and I just got one rec, so let's see if I can get something more now!

"I'd like to read fics where Cas has a cell phone or a computer or whatever. It can be gen but Dean/Castiel is prefered.
Anything with Cas using a cell phone, sending text messages or discovering technology and being awkward and so because he's an angel and he doesn't know about this things. I just remembered about this one, Twitterpated (http://heygirlfriends.livejournal.com/9820.html) and anything like this would be awesome."

Specific search for J2-as-parents 'verse

[la-lou-bear.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I'm looking for a specific 'verse of fics where J2 have a baby - Jared stays at home (I think it's mpreg) with the baby and Jensen works. I think the verse alternates between the aftermath of the birth and before (how J2 met etc.).

I remember Jared and baby (I think girl?) being hugely sweet and adorable and it involving lots of sappy syrupy mushy gooey awesome-ness between the boys and the baby. There's a specific scene I remember where Jensen comes home and finds Jared asleep with the baby and he's dressed all in white and him thinking it's so perfect.

Also I think there's an arc where Jared parents don't approve of Jensen and his relationship with there son (I think Jensen is quite a bit older than Jared). (But I could be wrong about this bit. Hmm.)

Anyhoo, thanks in advance for any help! It would be much appreciated; this verse has been eating at my brain for some time now.

x

EDIT: Found in comments!

Specific search, deleted journal, specific story. FOUND IN COMMENTS

[raindrops1mil.livejournal.com]

I've already checked the list of deleted journals on here, (and google-fooed) but I couldn't find'em. I'm looking for a story called "Instinct" written by "Slip-it-in-J2".

It's an Alien!Jared AU with bottom!Jensen.

Does this story have an alternate link, perhaps? ('Cause I can't find one for the life of me... o.0 )

Found: Specific Sam/Dean Have-Sex-or-Die Fic

[ericak71.livejournal.com]

I can't seem to find this fic again. It was hilarious and sexy at the same time, a hard feat to pull off. Here are the details I remember:

1. Sam/Dean Wincest, first-time
2. They get hit with some sort of pollen and have a short amount of time to have sex, or they will die
3. Dean refuses to have sex with Sam and drives around until he finds a horse (or maybe a cow) in a field and attempts to have sex with it (rather than Sam), unsuccessfully.
4. Sam/Dean end up having sex in the car (they both top at one point)

Thanks!

Story found, see comments.

specific fic: kidnapped/sick sam

[sasume7.livejournal.com]

Hi so this fic was on FF.net but i can't find it anymore so i was hoping for some help. I remember it was after john died and dean was just messed up and he told sam to leave. sam left and was kidnapped and tortured by a demon i think. then dean with bobby find sam and take him to this dr. who knows about hunters who helps them. if you guys could help me find this i would be so thankful.

Abuse + Clowns = Phobia

[lady-astrild.livejournal.com]

Are there any fics out there that explore the source of Sammy's fear of clowns? Specifically, I'm thinking of something along the lines of him possibly being abused (sexually, physically, or verbally) at one of those creepy arcade-type places as a kid. Or maybe he saw something that scared him?

I have a fear of clowns, but my fear has nothing on Sam's. I feel like his fear has to have a source a little scarier than just having hated being ditched in those places as a kid.

Help, anyone?