I Want to Read Fics but, Access is Denied

[sam-dean-hot.livejournal.com]

Hello all!   So, I was going through j2_everafter and I was trying to read a fic by finn21. Unfortunately all of her fics are locked and it doesn't look like she's been on her journal for a while. So, I was wondering if anyone had saved links to any of her J2 or SPN fics. I'd really like to read her stuff.

Thanks in advance!

Yo, looking for a destiel fic! (:

[xbigbangx.livejournal.com]

Hey, I was wondering if someone could help me out? I'm trying to find a destiel fic I read a while back. It had to do with Cas taking a small portion of his grace to give to Dean for safe keeping. He doesn't really trust anyone else to take care of it and he transferred it via mouth. The reason why Cas had Dean safeguard a portion of his grace was so Cas could do some questionable things in order to win the war against Raphael, but the methods that he's restrained from doing so far in the game was because should he do them, it would corrupt his grace. If a small part of his grace in it's original state - clean and pure and untainted - were still to exist then he could go restore his grace back to normal after the war is won.

It's not Law of Conservation of Energy, btw! Although that fic is amazing (:. I recall something about when Dean initially receiving it and having this really awesome HAPPY feeling course through him. The small grace bit kind of served as a nice connection with Cas so he knows when Cas is in serious danger or seriously wounded, or something similar to that train of thought.

Toward the end of the fic, when Cas gets seriously injured, Dean feels it and kind of passes out in Bobby's (kitchen or something?) from the intense amount of pain. When Cas, way later toward the end, tries to take his grace back he notices that his grace somehow seemed to merge and intertwine with Dean's soul, which wasn't supposed to happen and left him perplexed.

If he was to take his portion of the grace back, he'd end up taking parts of Dean's soul with it and he'd have to leave parts of his grace behind. So they'd always have a bit of each others' "soul" with each other I suppose. Oh, and it's all if not mostly in Dean's POV!

I hope someone can help me? I think this should be detailed enough, hopefully |D

Hopeful Stories/ Happy Ending

[maileme.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for stories like The Way Back by rainylemons  (read this shit!) where the boys (Sam and Dean and/or Cas) are in a pretty dark place/ depressed/ etc.. but slowly work their way up to their happy ending. I'd prefer if this was not the 'I'm so hurt, take care of me' kind of fic, but the boys finding out of their mess because of their own strength. Something that leaves you optimistic at the (happy) end. Can be the AU drug addiction kind of fic, mute or blind!boys or dealing with the apocalypse or something completelly different.

All pairings and gen welcome.  :) 

1 specific and some recs? <3 FOUND

[gemenice.livejournal.com]

Hello guys, I'm here to ask you for your help again. 

First off - I wanted to rec my friend to a certain story - I think it was an AU about J2, where people usually got some kind of chip implanted into their wrist - it's supposed to tell you how long till you meet your true love, if the other person also had the chip. Jensen had it, waited for it to show the numbers he longed for, while Jared didn't want it, cause he didn't want to let a machine tell him what to feel. Anyone has link for this one? 

And second - I'd love some recs. I was kinda going over my old stuff, but I'd like something new. 

Anything long, with feeling included. Whether J2 or Wincest or perhaps Misha/Jensen or Castiel/Dean. Just something that has drama/catches your breath and I have a thing for blindness >////< . 

Though I'd very much prefer if Jensen/Dean were bottoming. 

Thank you!

PS: I hope I didn't mess up the tags >< :

Found: http://fairly-tales.livejournal.com/18048.html 

You're awesome guys, thank you ^^ 

3 Gen and Slash Requests

[amethyst-rei.livejournal.com]

1. I want some seriously romantic fics. Fics where you could just feel the love between the characters, it's so romantic. I'm okay with any slash pairing. RPF is also okay. Um, just to note, I really love fics where the characters aren't saying "I love you" every other word, but instead choose to express their love through actions and [un]subtle comments. I love flangst, but any genre is okay, really.

2. Pre-series Gen/Slash fics that focus on Sam and Dean's lackluster lifestyle. Something that shows how poor they were, how hard it was to adapt, how strange people thought they were, how different they were from other people, etc. 

3. Slash/Gen fics where Dean and/or Sam work alongside other hunters. 


Thanks in advance. 

2 Specific Fics

[bythedamned.livejournal.com]

So, I'm looking for two specific, very different fics.

The first might have actually been a comment fic somewhere, but basically wee!Sam's worried, alone in a motel room, waiting for John and Dean to get back from a hunt. When they get back Dean's hurt pretty bad, bleeding all over, and Sam's so scared he breaks down crying. It takes place at the boys' beds, and basically John sweeps up both his sons and hugs Sam and promises everything gonna be ok until he calms down. It's cuddly and very sweet, but also very believable. 

The second is a gruesome hell-torture fic. The premise is that Sam's gone down into Hell and to get Dean out he can't speak for a year. Dean is his torturer, and doesn't recognize him, but is incredibly fond of him anyway. Alistair's convinced that'll break Sam, but Sam's silence and trust is so pure than Dean  goes slow, so he can savor his time with this soul before he breaks it. He works all the way up to holding Sam's bare, beating heart in his hand, and nothing has ever felt better. Dean draws it out so long he wastes the whole year without breaking Sam. This one was also made into a podfic. 

If anyone's seen either of these, I'll be really excited. Thanks!

Wincest first time fic

[badplanmobile.livejournal.com]

Looking for a specific fic. It's Wincest, first time. The basic premise is Dean starts freaking out about everyone mistaking them for a couple, so he starts pulling away from Sam and pointedly telling people that Sam's his brother and getting them separate rooms. Then when Sam calls him on it, he says it's because Sam talks in his sleep, and Sam freaks out because he thinks Dean has been hearing him have dirty dreams about them. Help?

General Request

[julieshadow.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I was watching Misha's panel at toronto con on youtube and he was talking about Jensen stopping filming because Misha was sick so I'm just wondering if there are any fics out there like this? It can be Misha or Jared who is sick but I really want Jensen to be the one who's being caring and protective please :) Slash or gen is fine but no WIP's please.

Thanks in advance :)

FOUND! Immortal Boys

[spnfan99.livejournal.com]

I read a couple stories a while back where Sam and Dean were basically immortal. I think in one of them they check in and see their great great grandchildren or something and in another they are gods and John or Bobby or someone meets them in a bar and is kinda scared of them. Can anyone help? I don't care if they are slash or not, but I am pretty sure the first one was.

General search: Au-ish, Dean is a hunter but Sam isn't.

[bouyant-tomato.livejournal.com]

Okay, first time requester~ woot(?)

Anyways I was wondering if there are any fics like a spin on What is and Never Should Be? I was thinking where Dean was a hunter but Sam doesn't know anything about the Supernatural world but somehow finds out. Wincest would be awesome but not necessary.

I've always imagined Dean learning about it from John but Mary was still alive and well, but that isn't really important. What I am trying to get at is the whole set up of What is and Never Should Be, except Dean was always a hunter. Anybody know of any fics like that? 

Or anything with Dean being a hunter and clueless Sam?