2 Specific Fics

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So, I'm looking for two specific, very different fics.

The first might have actually been a comment fic somewhere, but basically wee!Sam's worried, alone in a motel room, waiting for John and Dean to get back from a hunt. When they get back Dean's hurt pretty bad, bleeding all over, and Sam's so scared he breaks down crying. It takes place at the boys' beds, and basically John sweeps up both his sons and hugs Sam and promises everything gonna be ok until he calms down. It's cuddly and very sweet, but also very believable. 

The second is a gruesome hell-torture fic. The premise is that Sam's gone down into Hell and to get Dean out he can't speak for a year. Dean is his torturer, and doesn't recognize him, but is incredibly fond of him anyway. Alistair's convinced that'll break Sam, but Sam's silence and trust is so pure than Dean  goes slow, so he can savor his time with this soul before he breaks it. He works all the way up to holding Sam's bare, beating heart in his hand, and nothing has ever felt better. Dean draws it out so long he wastes the whole year without breaking Sam. This one was also made into a podfic. 

If anyone's seen either of these, I'll be really excited. Thanks!