specific & general j2

[puckertt.livejournal.com]

1) I'm searching for a J2 fic, which I read ages ago. I barely remember anything, so I'll be really impressed if someone actually recognizes this. One of the J's (I think it was Jensen, but I'm not sure) has been abused as a child, and ends up with a really low self-esteem. J & J meet on the set of Supernatural. The first chapter of the story is a flashback to where J is being abused. And that was it.

2) And I'm looking for fics in general where either Jensen or Jared has a very low self-esteem.

3) And for fics where one of the J's is suffering from self harm and/or an eating disorder. (and, yes, I have already read In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct)

Thanks in advance. :)

i want zombies!!

[lalo-ackles.livejournal.com]

hey guys merry x-mas and all that XD!

i just finished reading the walking dead comics and now im craving more zombies, do you guys know any good long wincest fic about dean and sam facing a zombie apocalypse??? or an RPS AU about jensen and jared in love in a zombie apocalypse?? i gladly thanks if you guys know one, if its long the better XD! 

Specific Lost WeeChester fic

[crynintherain.livejournal.com]

Hi all

I'm looking for a cute WeeChester fic I read some months back.  In it Sam and Dean are in grade school, and Sam is really upset because his class is making Monther's Day cards and he doesn't know what mothers do.  So he's upset and the teacher or teacher's aid goes to Dean's class and gets him to see if he can calm Sam down.  I remember Sam talking about being like an abandoned bat called Stella Luna that his little class had read about in a story.

*Found in comments.

Dean with learning diabilities general

[deangirl67.livejournal.com]

Hey!
I was wondering if anybody had some good fics when Dean has learning disabilities, or is slow in school, and John gets mad when he finds out. I accept AU's and wincest is great.

Thanks in advance!

Mute!dean

[stalker-of-doom.livejournal.com]

There is a lot of mute!sam fic i've found, but i'm in the mood for some mute!dean. I prefer gen or cas/dean but will take mild wincest if the fic is good. Any suggestions?

specifi story search pretty old

[luvinsun.livejournal.com]

I can't remember the story really but I think it was dean centric. Anyway I saved a some lines I liked, does anyone recognize them?

After all, there really was not much difference between immortality and death
and if one angel could dance on the head of a pin, they all could.

because it had nothing to do with being the cause and everything to
do with being the survivor and Dean knew that as well as Sam did.

But John, John let go of a little of his grief, and maybe, just maybe made a
little more room in his heart and soul for his wife to make her way back in.
Because really, if one angel can dance on the head of a pin, they all can.
Which is to say, that in the Kingdom of Hearts and Souls, all things are
possible.

LF One Specific Long Story - Cop!Jensen (found, and darn fast too!), and Gen search

[tiggeratl1.livejournal.com]

I read this story ages (and another computer) ago and my google!fu is embarrassed by how long I've been searching for it. I'm hoping this story is still out there somewhere in internet land and one of you recognizes it.

It's a long fic and the beginning has 'knows what he wants and goes after it' cop!Jensen sitting in the patrol car with his partner Chris when he spots college student!Jared across the street. Jensen is out of the car and approaching Jared in a heartbeat. He woos/seduces Jared. They get married and have kids. Jensen becomes the Sheriff of the little town. Jensen is the dom personality and Jared is the sub personality in the relationship, but it's not a true dom/sub relationship.


( This next part definately spoilery for the specific story )

I'd also love any rec's for stories like this one. In the stories the boys can have either a true dom/sub relationship or just dom/sub like personalities, or not. I prefer dom!Jensen, but I can live with dom!Jared.
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Mods; I hope I've tagged this correctly.

:::edit::: specific fic FOUND!
Both Sides Now by nocturniquette1.
Thanks to wusswoo *hugs* and now my google!fu really feels like epic fail!

Dean/Sam Lucifer/Sam Lucifer tries to keep Sam.

[acidpancakes.livejournal.com]

 Hello my darlings ,
 I was wondering if someone out there could help me find a fic?

It is a Lucifer/Sam Dean/Sam pairing. Lucifer wears Dean's face, Sam knows it but he is okay with it because he misses Dean. While wearing Deans face, Lucifer falls in love with Sam.>>Ffwd, Lucifer calls Dean out on the battle field, he blames Dean for Sam's...idk death or something (I cant remember). He tells Dean that it's all his fault that Sam is broken, but it's okay because hes gonna take good care of him. Lucifer tricks Dean into locking Sam in the cage with him. In the cage Lucifer wraps Sammy in his grace and exchanges his love, so Sam comes to love Lucifer. They only have each other. Of course Dean finds a way to spring Sam out of the cage, but Lucifer doesn't let go of Sam willingly so Dean ends up ripping Sammy's soul from Luc and a part of his grace is stuck in Sam. He uses that part to find him when he breaks out. Deans upset because after breaking Sammy free, all Sam can say is Brother, he doesn't remember Dean or his name, only that he's his brother. It makes Dean ANGRY because he is in love with Sam and Sam is made for him, but Sam only cares about Lucifer. I think. Micheal was jealous of Sam cause Lucifer is like pining and, oh crap I can't word it right but the story was flippen beautiful and perfect and I can see this happening ( In my angsting, pinning mind!)

  I've been searching non stop since the summer for this  fic. It was wonderful and sits just in the back of my mind. PLEASE HELP! Thank you >.<

Dean/Cas Superhero fics

[wynonnwings.livejournal.com]

Just finished rewatching Captain America and I'm looking for some superhero fics with dean.cas as a pairing. I've already read the one's on swingset13's AU list. Love for any fics based on superhero movies or crossovers as well. Gen is perfectly fine, as are self recs. Thank you in advance and Happy New Year!

MODS: sorry if the tagging is a little subpar, I did my best.

Wincest schmoop fic

[chirikamo.livejournal.com]

Hi guys!

I'm looking for some good wincest schmoop fic, like Sam and Dean cuddle, kiss in the rain, looking at the stars together...basically anything schmoop-y

many thanks :D

Abused!Dean Specific Fic Search

[alex-layne1990.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic where Dean goes out to a bar and ends up getting raped by two guys and one of them was named Sam (Sammy), I remember Dean had to go to the hospital and went through the rape kit procedure and Sam was very supportive and even chewed out the nurses and doctors for treating Dean badly, especially after one of them tries to give him a morning after pill. I think it may have led to Wincest but I honestly don't remember.

any help would be great!

FOUND!

Sam/Dean, Episode 5x03 and 5x04

[ashiethewriter.livejournal.com]

So, this is my first time posting here and I hope I used the tags correctly /: After watching episode 5x03 again today, I had the urge to read stories related to it xD
Anyways, here are my 3 requests:

1. Can you guys rec some angsty fics set during 5.03 and 5.04? Ones where Sam and Dean are pining for each other and actually realize their not-so-brotherly love for each other?

2. Hurt!Sam, protective!Dean fics. Where those hunters hurt Sam really bad or where Lucifer physically or psychologically hurts Sam but Sam tries to cope on his own and it takes a while for Dean to find out.

3. Are there any MPreg fics out there related to episode 5x03? Where Sam realizes his pregnant after he and Dean part ways. Or any MPreg fics where Lucifer gets Sam pregnant while he is away from Dean.

Oh, by the way, I prefer bottom!Sam and for number 2 and second half of number 3, it's okay if the story has non-con or dub-con.

Thanks an advance (: