Handholding, illness, non-con, 4.01

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

I totally feel like I'm taking advantage of this comm. :(

Ah well =) I'm craving some fic and I need help from you guys

 

1) Handholding-I want oneshots, drabbles, multichapters...anything with  either Sam/Dean or J2 holding hands (Like that bit at the table in 4.01) *squee*

2) I've seen a lot of Jensen with mental illness fics out there but this time I'm kinda leaning towards Dean mental illness. It can be anything from depression to the most angsty horrible thing you can come up with. Lob em at me :)

3) Any rape aftermath fics out there in the big fandom? Dean only if you can. I don't mind the actual rape, just leaning more towards the aftermath. And I wanna cry my eyes out so feel free to pump up the angst. Wincest is totally acceptable, maybe even rewarded with cookies :)

4) Last one *grins* Lazarus Rising fics. Preferably oneshots or no more than four chapters. Wincest/gen anything, everything'll make me happy :)

Thanks in advance, you guys are always great. Cookies for everyone who gives me some fic! =)

Comments

[catnthecradle.livejournal.com]

Dean raped:

Sam interrupts Dean's rape, and must help him through the aftermath
"Condemned To Be Free" http://ficlover.livejournal.com/5401.html

When both boys are possessed by ghosts, Sam rapes Dean, can he repair the damage he's done, both physical and mental.
"Within Me" http://ficlover.livejournal.com/10660.html

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Never read the second one :) *rushes off to read*