Specific Fic Sam and Dean Adopted(Rescued) By John on two different occasions

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So as the subject line states Sam and Dean are rescued by John. Dean's father is a hunter like John, but unlike John Dean's father sexually abuses him and allows anyone to use his mouth. John saves Dean and threatens or kills Dean's father. Later on John and Dean are working a hunt and this is several years later I believe it's a haunted house. The owner lied to John. John hears a noise from a closet and instead of finding a ghost he finds Sam who asks if his Daddy is coming back and John saves Sam as well. I know that these fics are actually a verse and I can't for the love of me find it.