Looking for Hurt Sam/Jared and Bottom Sam that I've Asked for Before

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Okay, so first I'm looking for stories with choked, strangled, hanged, smothered, or anything involving Sam/Jared not being able to breathe and getting his pretty neck bruised. The story Gunslinger made me want to request this. Can be Gen or Wincest/J2 as long as it's bottom Sam/Jared and no breath play kink. Can be death fic or not.


I am also looking for a fic that I searched for before.  The person that found it for me deleted the comment. It was a Sam/John sneaky!bottomSam, were he rode John while he was asleep. It was a comment fic meme FOUND!

Thank you for your help!