Specific fic: J2, Jared hides his omega status?

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There was this specific J2 fic which I want to re-read, but I've forgotten to bookmark. In this fic, I think Jared was an omega, but because of the fact that his family is ashamed of the fact that, he hides it with suppressants. So everyone assumes he's an alpha until he meets Jensen. Jensen is a true alpha, who ends up falling in love with Jared. I think in that society Alpha/Alpha relationships are frowned upon, but Jensen doesn't care about that and wants to be with Jared anyway. However Jared is ashamed because of the fact that he lied to Jensen and is afraid that Jensen won't want him when he finds out the truth because he's been brainwashed by his family in to believing that omega's are useless, pathetic creatures.

Does anyone remember this and can help me find it?

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