General Search: Wincest fics and J2, BDSM, light bondage, first time Dom Dean/Jensen SubSam/Jared

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Early Merry Christmas Everyone on LIVE JOURNAL Supernatural Fandom :) I hope ya'll can help me find some BDSM fics featuring our favorite boys. I know there are a lot of them some hardcore some soft core.

What I am basically looking for is "first time" ones I've only found maybe one or two. If you need more specific here goes.
I want Sam to be surprise when he finds out by accident that Dean is aware of this lifestyle and has actually done it. Maybe it could be during a hunt at a certain place where someone knows or remembers Dean as an awesome Dom? Sam maybe is trying to figure out when did Dean engage in this. Then suddenly the 4 years missing from each other life clicks.

Same theme with Jensen and Jared, maybe Jared finds this dark side/ fun side of Jensen accidentally. Jared always thought he knew everything about Jensen since working with him on Supernatural (this could be from season 1 thru 8).
Someone from Jensen's past comes to visit him on the set or at home and Jared overhears. Jared could be shock and Jensen tries to reassure Jared, it was something from his past (from days of our lives thru Dark angel).

I just want it to be Sam or Jared very first time and Dean and Jensen being the expert Dom. It could be establish relationship or this gets them started it in a relationship. just really first time BDSM for Sam/Jared and they could be nervous, but curious. Only bottom Sam and Jared and submissive.

if you know any BDSM fics like these, please Rec them to me, also self recs welcome too :)

Love you all, and MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HOLIDAYS to you all <3