Dean's in for a surprise - general search

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I'm looking for any fics where Dean shows up at Sam's place in the pilot and finds out that _______. It can be anything, Sam's blind, in a wheelchair, has a boyfriend (where Dean though Sam was straight), is recovering from cancer, has a mental illness, genderbent, honestly anything at all, even suicide and death fics.

Please no wincest. It doesn't really have to be the pilot, it could be at the beginning of season 4 or 8. Protective!dean and guilty!dean is awesome.