Post-2x2 Dean/Sam

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Read on AO3 about 6 months ago; I thought I had bookmarked the work but apparently not.

After the scene in 2x2 when Dean takes a crowbar to the Impala, the story goes AU with Dean/Sam dub-con in Bobby's garage. The remainder of the story is the two of them trying to continue working together after that, with Sam trying to convince Dean that he did want it, and Dean hating himself for it.

Later, Dean goes out to a bar and basically asks a guy to rape him; the guy leaves him bloody and battered in the back room of the bar. The owner finds him and helps him to the Impala, and Dean drives himself back to the motel. Sam finds him and goes ballistic, tracking down the guy who did it and beating him until he finds out that Dean had asked the guy to do what he did.

EDIT: I figured it out! It was Nishkawolf's The End and The Beginning, but it seems that they've deleted it from AO3. Sad day.