Specific AU Destiel

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Hi! I'm looking for a story that I read awhile ago, I only remember a few items.

I remember it's some kind of western where the Winchesters are kind of outlaws. Mary is alive and still married to John. I think Sam is married and his wife (maybe Jess) is pregnant.

Castiel is a preacher in the town, and Victor and (maybe?) Ash go to town to get some girls to spend the winter with them. Castiel leaves the church to go with Victor. It's a Destiel, and I remember something about Dean telling Castiel that Jimmy was only a replacement.

I don't remember what happens in the middle, but I remember a gun fight in which Mary is shot and Castiel is kidnapped and is held on a train. He is later rescued.

Anyone know it? Thank you in advance!

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