looking for specific j2 bull rider (i think..!) story

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i'm looking for a specific j2 story that i can only remember bits about. i remember loving it but i don't  have it saved in my delicious account.

things i remember:

• jensen had autism/asperger's syndrome and is a fairly solitary guy


• he's a bull rider (i'm almost positive that's what he was. if not, it's something very similar and he travels around to do it)


• christian kane and steve carlson were together in it and were jensen's bff.


• either chris or steve also had asperger's and the other one was really understanding and good at knowing how to help his bf and jensen feel more comfortable/be okay


• jared (obviously!) falls in love with jensen, despite his quirks but doesn't always do the right thing


• i specifically remember a scene where one of the guys goes into sensory overload and uses a weighted blanket to calm down and jared starts to understand how he can help jensen

that's basically all i remember... i hope it's enough! if i come up with more, i'll edit. and if anyone can make sense of my ramblings, i'll be shocked and super thankful!

(hope i did this right, this is my first post here)