Specific story - The One With the Deadly Glance

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Hi everyone!

I've recently discovered that "The One With the Deadly Glance" has been finished by the author :)) Unfortunately, I realized it is locked. I asked Alldunn about it and I have been told the story is on complete lockdown. I'm just trying to figure out what this means: does anyone know if - if it even exists - would it be fine to look for a PDF of the story? Does it exist? Does anyone have it? I don't want to cause any trouble, just reeeaaally want to finish reading the story, if possible. If it has been asked for the PDF not to be shared, does anyone have any info about the story? Will it ever been made public again or should I stop checking?

Thanks for the help! :)