Looking for fic where Sam sends Dean and himself to a different reality

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Hi all,

I am looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are surrounded by demons (and I believe Ava), and because they kill Dean, Sam goes crazy and kills all the demons with his powers. One of the demons, who still lives, offers to make a deal, where the brothers will be sent to another reality. The catch? There will be no Sam Winchester - that way, his family will stay out of the demon's radar and remain safe. Sam takes the deal since it's the only way Dean will live, but one of the demons interferes so that Dean actually remembers everything. He freaks out when he finds himself in his four-year-old body, but relaxes when he realizes Mary's pregnant and so he'll be back with Sam again - except Sam's due date passes and he gets a sister instead. Dean freaks out and over the years tries several times to run away to find Sam, and eventually leaves to track him down - which he naturally does. Sam's had a rough life, and John distrusts him, enough that he gets a private investigator to find out stuff about Sam. The demons don't of course leave the Winchesters alone, and so Sam and Dean return to battle them and save Mary again.

There are also scenes where Dean ignores/rejects his sister (for example, refusing to read her a book because that's a book that he associates with Sam).

Thanks for all your help!

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Is it Secure the Blessing

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The sequel is Up Ahead (the roads were closed) (http://archiveofourown.org/works/672311?view_adult=true) and The Back of a Storm (http://archiveofourown.org/works/672331/chapters/1229729) are some of the timestamps. She's also written some other short timestamps, but they haven't been put on A03 yet.