Sam and Sick!Dean

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A while back I read a story where after the Season 1 finale, Dean can't look at the Impala and even when Sam gets a grey one he gets upset. John doesnt die and tries to send them on a hunt where they're on a bridge with a ghost!coach and Deanthinks Sam died and breaks down, they make out in the car. Its pretty long and for the life of me I can't remember the author or find the link.
Cookies for anyone who can help me out

EDIT: It has been found, see comments