specific sabriel/samifer au (dark!fic)

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I NEED HELP. there was this really awesome au i read a while ago where sam is just a kid (around 8 i think) and him and dean are basically lucifer and michael’s pets. sam belongs to luci, dean to michael. it was also sabriel. lucifer sorta made gabriel fuck sam at one point but gabe didn’t want to, so he started crying. sam kissed him on the cheek and lucifer got super angry and shoved an angel’s blade up his ass (it was pretty dark). does this sound familiar?